Sunday, August 30, 2009 8/30/2009 08:17:00 PM
mundane blog, mundane life.
no free say in a way, so why bother?
ooohhh tomorrow's good life along with tuesday (maybe not)
:DDDDDDDDDD
but first, redrawing graph wow.
and having something stuck to my nose is very very very bad.
UBER WEIRD.
yesterday was the day i didn't go and
arghs i never would anymore eep :/
okay enough of those going-insane moments.
oh g-dragon's so cuteeee :D
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I HATE _______ TEE! ):
anyway, xiah's sexy, going crazy d: (oh yeaaa rhymes :D)
//edit!
f! i was wrong, utterly wrong, totally wrong about you.
damn, stop double-facing. I'LL WRITE WHAT I WANNA WRITE.
don't like it? don't look at it, and don't go around telling people about it.
Friday, August 28, 2009 8/28/2009 08:54:00 PM
#600
AHAHA! induction was pretty amusing and funny, playing with accents :DDD
but pinky was bored the whole time i guess other than some random periods where she'll listen and laugh together ._______. yijung was hahahha :X
hmmm.. 41s are quite lame people xDD
teachers are all telling us to study ):
zomg i feel the thing like nowwwww.
okay not gonna slack anymore urgh.
ANYWAY, I'VE GOT A SUDDEN URGE TO RETAKE GRADE 8 8D
isn't that cool x) hahahha :X after immersing in an hour full of diploma talk amongst marie (who passed!) and yeujia (who's taking!) and yoyo (popping in halfway!). i think it's rather interesting lol, tchaikovsky's a renowned gay like seriously :DDD
& i actually wondered how the untalented me (seriously) can pass so many tests.. totally luan lai and pray for the best haha x)
i bet my mum will
okayyyy i'll tell her like someday, and think if i really wanna do it after eoys x) and to think that i actually took grade 8 in sec 2 OO:
this is utterly weird .__. i used to dread it nvmz.
kbyez i'm a mugger x) (how i wish that's true)
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 8/26/2009 07:54:00 PM
oh authoritative figures.
sometimes i think, i think too much D:
oh whatever, at least they're just passer-bys :D
another longgggg dayyyyyy tomorrow *gasps*
(with lots of homework due on friday haiz)
it has been raining at night and early in the morning this week.
a picture would be good.
i ate my cookie and left the lower part with the second half of my name there.
this is weird, nvm i'll finish it tomorrow or in another 2 days' time.
-incoherent-
Monday, August 24, 2009 8/24/2009 05:50:00 PM
withdrawalllll~
._. symptoms.
tomorrow's a tuesday.
i'm not preparing anything.
not going to gmail to read and make sure anything.
not touching my cloth or anything.
not thinking about how i should feel tomorrow if anything even happens.
this is freaking irritating urgh.
BUT, i'm studying for clep.
well, a
tuesdays will no longer be how it used to be, along with fridays.
no more going home late and reaching at 8plus 9
no more feeling extremely tired till i wanna bang the wall
no more anything.
you'll never be that far from me.
(hopefully)
i shall eat my cookiezx later after dinner! :DDD
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"to sqms. so it's after POP. i wonder what will happen now.. okay no point worrying about the future. i really miss the happy times we had though. in sec 1 and 2, the squad meetings at 4th floor. the stupid crazy acts of reporting to the pillar for 3rd class prac, asking for permission to the dry riser. the days of coming to school during the dec hols to study for tests tgt, to make presents, to learn np songs, to do PT together and go 'western-med', prac-ing drills together in the rain. ct memories of getting high together, washing at the hose.. in sec 3 what i rmb most was npdp. pracing drills tgt too. we are always pracing drills tgt. haha. and all the kap and coro times. going to beautaiwai. hah. okay. all good things come to an end. it's true. 至少我们曾经快乐过。i love you all squadmates." -AMELIANG (:
thanks melia :D
hmmm pretty good sum up of all the happy times together i guess.
before we were ncos, before anybody started to change.
AND AMELIANG I HATE YOU TOO (why make me mug clep halfway about weird 诗s and start having those bullet-train-speed flashes of memories)
i love "western-med"-ing with sqms, always.
(HELLO IT'S LIKE WHAT, THE THIRD DAY ALREADY DAMNN.)
Sunday, August 23, 2009 8/23/2009 07:23:00 PM
<3<3<3 (not for the song, but for the people who tried singing it)
sometimes i wonder if it's only me feeling sad about this with a few others or what, do they actually feel anything i don't know.
never regretted anything i guess. listen to that, and uhh i don't know, maybe something like what pingting felt (read her blog to find out).
this is bad, i never knew it was this hard to just walk away.
nothing much to say
and i suddenly remembered what melia said before those "take-bus" group left...
"we didn't even have a single photo taken together with them"
): we left something for them to remember about us, and i don't really have anything that's left to be reminded about them.
call this a sad life or what.
AMELIANG & GAOCHUXI: NOW I REALLY HOPED I IGNORED WHATEVER SOME PEOPLE HAD IN THEIR MINDS OR SAID OUT LOUD OR THOSE CRAP ATTITUDE, AND DID WHAT I WANTED TO DO (really D:)
(freak, clep test on tues ._. i just rmbed like yesterday zz)
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43, i hate your song! (in a good way)
cause i just have the "zz i wanna cry with gaochuxi" feel D:
MELIA DON'T KILL ME it's just that feel, i think you're included too :]
i hope sqms will resume to being who they really are and yeap :DDDD
i tried to sound happy in all of these pop posts okayyy.
Labels: 43, i will remember you
Saturday, August 22, 2009 8/22/2009 05:27:00 PM
hmmm it's time to post i guess.
we've pop-ed or i pop-ed or whatever that is.
approx 199 days? (of taking 43)
andddd i still prefer sqms being cadets, i mean that period was priceless.
now, character and everything else has changed, DRASTICALLY, so... i have no idea what happened but the feeling of being cadets still lingered on and seeps out at times when we really realise we're no longer who we originally are, who we stepped out to be, who we really want to be.
hmmm no matter what, everything that's left are just so distant away, denial won't work and alot of things won't not have to continue.
it all ends off here (i guess i'm happy in a sense i don't have to _ and sad in the other way)
blah okay start from the very start.
it rained like BANGBANGBANG (& i was chopping up kiwis and cucumbers in bio lab doing stupid tests that pissed me off along with the rain zz)
HOW CAN IT RAIN LIKE 30MINS BEFORE PARADE!
but in the end, we pleaded like crazy to tos and 39 ma'ams helped us too, so we just parade-d in the rain (drizzle got more and more intensified)
& chuxi just had to tell tos "我们什么都没有, 连atc 都没有..." that made melia and i totally T_T we were trying not to, but seriously we had nothing, zero. so we have to have pop lol ;D (oh btw only the 3 of us and mc went down first so.. yeah)
okay start of pop.
my specs were dying with dunno how many raindrops on it, totally covered zz.
hmm.. had the _ feel. & when 43 said "this will be the last time blahhh will pledge their allegiance" zomg while saying it, i swear i felt something in my eyes, i dunno why this is damn drama~ but yeah at least there's the rain to cover everything so i dunno what's rain and what's the thing that came out of my eyes :X apparently pinky (isit?) also felt that way when she heard that.
post-pop.
all the activities... (like what song game before reaching conference room thing, uhh LOL 41 doing pole-dancing :X) we were being troublesome for the song game, but too bad. saw 37 ma'ams! (O: namely jolenepoonma'am and huijunma'am :D) i still think hjm has a uhh similar to paul twohill's hair without the irritating fringe only :] okayyy so went inside conference room blahblah, then HEHE we had a pop cake literally made by 41, ZOMG it's like in rainbow colour on the inside so zai, but we were all scared of the amt of food colouring placed inside :X
ermmm.. perfs. 43's one was sweet? 42's one was HAHAHA! (literally, all of us were laughing our heads off the parody of romeo and juliet was too epic, wayyy too epic, they're so unconventional! great :D) OKAY erm 41's one was ooooooo ;D
played games, and sqms were saying 41 are aunties
okay present giving. oh manz i love all of it (EVEN ALPHA'S OKAY TSK DON'T SAY IT'S GROSS OR WAD I LIKE LA) thanks unit :DDDD (though 43's one a bit screwed, though i'm quite sad about my name, but thanks anyway since it's gonna get fixed by monday!! and i'll look at the picture if there's existence of *AHEM* TREES)
then i dunno what happen, the unit started packing up so yeah.
at least managed to have photos with 37 ma'ams, 38 ma'ams, 39 ma'ams (plus hughug lol ;D) i can't believe we're ex-ma'ams or alumnis liao O: O: O: O: O: anyway 37 ma'ams' notebooks were nice :DDDD
HAHA AND FROM YESTERDAY ONWARDS...
yingsiu's labelled as "open" :] zomg dun kill me.
& hong & cong's erhhh thinking about me getting the kua one from 41 was totally HEEHEEHEE unexpected (i didn't get it lalala)
squad talk after that.
hmm not much of high/sad or anything, at least we managed to have sth that interest them (DALTTT! & ghost-ly stories. ahem it's like the ghost festival nowww ._.) & melia thought she saw SOMETHING and she screamed then everybody screamed -.- while 41 and their ncos were laughing madly @ something else zz total epic difference. so... soon we were rushed off by some weird guy and more weird guys, went home and blah.
still feel kind of detached, i mean seriously, it's such a weird feeling i don't know. this post is so wordy HEHE :X
i mean sqms are like (not really life&death creatures but..) people who are quite important seriously. so pop finished, and i wonder what lies in the future. (HMMMMM..) no reflective thingies, too burden-ish haha
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skeptism (sp?)
oh wtf, don't show me that kind of attitude seriously.
if you think you're so great, just go ahead.
(i mean all of you are nice and stuff, but sometimes, insensitivity occurs and WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST GET OUT OF TRADITIONS AND ALL THOSE "aren't they supposed to do it" KIND OF POV?!)
Thursday, August 20, 2009 8/20/2009 09:09:00 PM
TOMORROW'S THE DAY!
(i've got spastic videos btw :D)
worried? (more about not finishing hw in time EEP)
scared?
excited?
depressed?
i have no idea.
let's just see how it goes tomorrow then x)
(just loved sleeping long-dist in mrts with sqms :DDD we're unglam shitzx xD AND i've got feeling, gohyingsiu thinks that my shoulder too low, so she switched sides and lied onto melia O: eeee so mean haha.)
okay time to rush hw,
wanna spend school time in PEACE tomorrow.
byez (i hope i went today)
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 8/19/2009 11:06:00 PM
OKAY here to say a sentence! (okay it's definitely more than a sentence, whatever!)
SONG OF THE DAY: IWANTTOSHIT (singers: me & chuxi yay)
haha omg so wanna die laughing crazily while ________.
i think i'm really erhh overly crazy, :X (shh sqms shhh!)
it's coming, it's coming~
soon we're really alighting the plane :/
I WANNA SEE PLANES (oh wtf)
gah whatever.
more conflicts and opinions when we're gonna get segregated..
what's the point?
i'm sick - UTTERLY SICK of all these, just continue with your (and their) opinion about us, we don't care.
i'll see.. how this ends eventually.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 8/18/2009 11:56:00 PM
HAHA ZZ OMG MATTHEW PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME.
(all the "girls" will kill me on uno yeah again and again, you're too popular manz till they all hate me nowww D:)
*sing again &again by 2PM lol.
xjiayuin-' says:
*yeayea good point
*but i won't stay up too late too haha.
*k gtg goodnight! sleep early
*nice uno btw hehe
<<\\ReZ™//>> says:
*haha goodnight ^^
*sweet dreams
*dont dream of me too much LOL
HELLLOOOOO!! hahah what is this man.
what i talked about previously didn't have any link about dreaming about you ._. oh great hahahha xD
AHHHH okay uno again tmr ;D
this is crazy -version of double uno: the fight against the humans vs the comps :] heh sounds so sophisticated but we sound so damn serious during the game like zz.
///edit! WAIT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE SWEET?!
Monday, August 17, 2009 8/17/2009 10:32:00 PM
i should and want to laugh more in school (not that i'm laughing very little nowzx seriously must have been much of a nuisance sometimes esp with angie, sinying haha the crazies ._.) (marie they all still okay la can remain sane most of the times)
not just for.. anybody specifically.
but, for all the inner 'me' and the insecurities and the uncertainties that lie in my bleak future and are constantly being held by me and my bare hands. the lack of confidence that creeps out occasionally freaks me too; losing is another thing i hate most unless i'm willing to let go (and these mentioned often revolve around the same things, people, and school i guess oh-suck)
baby, make me feel like i belong somewhere
(hah omg sound so sensual) (is that the word for it?! oh whatever)
making no sense totally throughout period gone bye.
8/17/2009 05:36:00 PM
never love, never hate.
don't wanna love, don't wanna hate.
sucks to be me in a sense D:
%!$%@! don't wanna elaborate nvm.
on the HIGHER note :DDDD
took photos with my beloved (:
(NAHHH don't think weird, it's marielimzx (not any other weird guy you're thinking about haha), we were having a little teeny spare time before rehearsal started for perf so yeah. as usual xD)
HAHA ZOMG MARIE DON'T GIVE THE "LAZY" LOOK TO ME.
i'll die of extreme cuteness haha :D
(omgomg see the eyebag right smack on my face?! damnnn.)
AND ON TO OUR FAV. ACTIVITY!!!! (other than "smooching" around in msn convos LOL zomg~ exposed too much nvmz)
HAHA these are linkai's stationaries btw d:
marie looks unglam like she's dying to suck some air HAHAHA :X
and for another photo, we swopped "tools"!!
for me, "it" still worked the same way no variation sianz.
marie had flat lips like really really flat.
we're cool to do that hehe 8D
OHWTHZX HAHA PLAYING REPLAY AGAIN, I THINK MY PLAYER LOVES MY BLOG, SO IT PLAYS "REPLAY" WHEN I'M TYPING HERE :DDDD whee.
confirmed that thu's a holidayyyyy whoopieeee x)
people usually die from daoing smses, you know :X
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weird, this year can't really get any better anymore,
other than, well yeah, you. & more class-fun, & more sqms-fun etc.
kind of too early to review about this year since it's only like what august? but it's only maybe a few months more to next year so..
can't count how many times i cried actually, i mean there's actually at least ONCE every month, idk if i remember correctly. i cry alonezx ._.
whatever, okay nvm ignore that, ermmm nothing much's working out, so it's somehow near to "the end"... friday - wonders how it's gonna be like manz seriously, it's like the ending of another thing, but not exactly my life or studies or what.
too early to think about this kind of stuffz, okay it's only like uhh.. 4 more days? okay that's not very early considering i've lived like ALMOST 16 years of my life away doing nothing much. never felt i lived those years anyway.
freak, what kind of post is this zz nvm.
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Sunday, August 16, 2009 8/16/2009 07:17:00 PM
EXPECTATIONS;
mine placed upon myself (urge to type thyself haha!)
COMPARISONS;
often made by myself with her to feed my own ego
so maybe her existence was something good, and having her being the first makes me have the rush to be better in a way (when i might not be)
i keep telling myself "i have to be better" or "i am better" and it actually all leads to nothing in the end.
and hence, i raise my expectations for myself just for that aspect. in a way, i think i won (okayy, i knew i won from that day onwards - oh.so.ego) i should just stop this twarted side of me, since it's not making any constructive impact, and we're still leading happy lives (in a way excluding school and stuffz like that)
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ZOMG FINALDESTINATION4 BETTER NOT BE SOME NC16 OR WHATEVER CRAP RATED MOVIE!!! ): okay fine, yeah i'm not 16 yet so deprived. i wanna watch, so prayyy hard! (rmbed the times where me and ct tried watching all of those series in her room, screaming our heads off when something gross hpned :X there's quite a bit of _ too lol, so i hope i can watchhhh!!)
blah hehe retarded photo with my bro.
he was trying to look taller than me (okay he is in the photo below) cause he apparently stepped forward like i dunno how many steps.
HAHAHA omg i just realised he was giving the typical stamford-raffles-pose LOL!
anyway i tied my ponytail to the right that's why it's like that, not cause i tilted my head zz that's so dumb -.-
aww~ 3 days' too long for me.
wayyyy toooooo longgggggggg eep :X
Saturday, August 15, 2009 8/15/2009 08:34:00 PM
HAHA OMG! i can't believe i look so damn retarded here O:
i look like i'm stretching over from some far away place over to take a photo with tct! & her eyes are epicly-small becoming one whole straight line le :] mine ain't any better zz how come it's so small eep. AND PLEASE LOOK AT THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE MUGGING/DOING HOMEWORK BEHIND US!!! D: there's also an unglam woman raising her arms somewhere @ the back, please try and spot it HAHA :D i'm evil.
here to blog since i've got zero like really no mood to do chinese book review, tell me how sucky it is (yay)
can't believe i came to this page and my player went to Replay again, as in the song hehehe dumbass damn funny :D
okay all about YESTERDAY!!
morning was kua chionging of hw for some people O:
seriously it's weird to hand up hw on a funfair dayyyy~
after that proceeded to the current 210 classroom for our WAKA^2 LIVE set-up, ahhhh omg it was like so messy n i'm like totally dying O: (but i didn't duh)
it was quite fun and successful in the end.
WHEE DID FIRST SHIFT WITH MARIE, NETTIE AND ANGIE (& LATER ON, SAM!)
since everybody's being ghosts and needed somebody to be zeh "SUPER PILL" i'm the one zz (okay i volunteered, i'm nice okay haha) but anyway, i made myself look retarded with the lightsticks hehe!
MOST groups that came in were sec 1s for a starter HAHA omg they're damn funny, they run run run and run run run away from the friendly, slow, and clumsy ghosts while screaming like crazy monkeys haha! while i swayed myself (while squatting at some corner) to the wakawaka music hehehe. one even asked me what was i.. and i was like uhh super pill? and that happened for another 2 more times from the same person, the weird thing is they didn't wanna touch me, to catch the ghosts! (OMG whyyy -.-) or they merely wanted to snatch my lightsticks for no apparent reason HOW WEIRDDDDD i wonder wad sec ones have in their brains haha (NO OFFENCE!) but really most of the times, i was laughing my head off @ that corner (LOUDLY) while i see retarded people running arnd hehe :D
after thisssss, was going round the school hunting for food and drinks (AND FOR ADVERTISEMENT REASONS) with angie and yeujia lollll. we were damn spastic don't remind me about the "come play wakawaka live" echo thing haha! food sold by teachers were like the best la, but missed chuxi's baked rice urgh can't believe it ):
blahblah.. later was just more highing @ 403's "stall", i was having the urge of having like face paint or just some random red stuffz on my face and hairspray! CAN'T SPRAY LA got act :X but i went to kop some class' red whiteboard marker and started drawing hehe. AND SOON, sinying took over to draw some flower on the red team people :DDDD loved it didn't wanna rub it away before act neh O:
oh and i drew stuff on my arm like "DBSK+SUJU (love sign)" LOL
and people started asking me to draw on theirs, i know my letters are nice hehehe :D yep helped angie, linkai, sinying, teoying, xiangchuin and i dunno who *wonders* lolll we took photos too! (WHERE ARE THEYZ-shall check facebk later) (edit: WAHHH OMG NOBODY TAGGED ME ANY PHOTOS YET WHAT ARE 403-ERS DOING?! haha xD)
can't believe i came to this page and my player went to Replay again, as in the song hehehe dumbass damn funny :D
okay all about YESTERDAY!!
morning was kua chionging of hw for some people O:
seriously it's weird to hand up hw on a funfair dayyyy~
after that proceeded to the current 210 classroom for our WAKA^2 LIVE set-up, ahhhh omg it was like so messy n i'm like totally dying O: (but i didn't duh)
it was quite fun and successful in the end.
WHEE DID FIRST SHIFT WITH MARIE, NETTIE AND ANGIE (& LATER ON, SAM!)
since everybody's being ghosts and needed somebody to be zeh "SUPER PILL" i'm the one zz (okay i volunteered, i'm nice okay haha) but anyway, i made myself look retarded with the lightsticks hehe!
MOST groups that came in were sec 1s for a starter HAHA omg they're damn funny, they run run run and run run run away from the friendly, slow, and clumsy ghosts while screaming like crazy monkeys haha! while i swayed myself (while squatting at some corner) to the wakawaka music hehehe. one even asked me what was i.. and i was like uhh super pill? and that happened for another 2 more times from the same person, the weird thing is they didn't wanna touch me, to catch the ghosts! (OMG whyyy -.-) or they merely wanted to snatch my lightsticks for no apparent reason HOW WEIRDDDDD i wonder wad sec ones have in their brains haha (NO OFFENCE!) but really most of the times, i was laughing my head off @ that corner (LOUDLY) while i see retarded people running arnd hehe :D
after thisssss, was going round the school hunting for food and drinks (AND FOR ADVERTISEMENT REASONS) with angie and yeujia lollll. we were damn spastic don't remind me about the "come play wakawaka live" echo thing haha! food sold by teachers were like the best la, but missed chuxi's baked rice urgh can't believe it ):
blahblah.. later was just more highing @ 403's "stall", i was having the urge of having like face paint or just some random red stuffz on my face and hairspray! CAN'T SPRAY LA got act :X but i went to kop some class' red whiteboard marker and started drawing hehe. AND SOON, sinying took over to draw some flower on the red team people :DDDD loved it didn't wanna rub it away before act neh O:
oh and i drew stuff on my arm like "DBSK+SUJU (love sign)" LOL
and people started asking me to draw on theirs, i know my letters are nice hehehe :D yep helped angie, linkai, sinying, teoying, xiangchuin and i dunno who *wonders* lolll we took photos too! (WHERE ARE THEYZ-shall check facebk later) (edit: WAHHH OMG NOBODY TAGGED ME ANY PHOTOS YET WHAT ARE 403-ERS DOING?! haha xD)
oh there's one part that's like rubbed off by xiangc cause she was too anxious to run forward and grabbed that part eep! (but nvms ;D)
yep red and white daze was damn freaking hot, was gonna die, but was definitely damn highhhhh! YAY our (me, chuxi, pinky) efforts for the CANDY PANDEMIC the day before was paid off, we won it we won it :DDDDDD sweated like hellz.
ohoh after that.. rested in np room, waited for some sqms and we decided to go off for lunch @ coro! x) quick one, got to go back and prep for act manz. in the end, i went out with everything on my face, my arm, but without my skirt ._. i must have looked like some paikia OOPS! lucky didn't get caught by any blah teacher :X
HAHA to show chuxi's ladybird pin and my flower lols.
chuxi's hu3 ya2 here is damn obvious O: ooohh i like :D
okay for clearer view of the retarded ladybird paper "pin-er" not for hair huh! don't copy gaochuxi and do the wrong stuff haha)
act was O_o haha funfunfun :D laughing crazily with chuxi was retarded zz at the medic "booth" I WAS MEDIC!!! hehe loved that.
okay after that was going to kap and all those high stuffz that i posted before this belowwwww *points down*
TODAY:
had a rather funny, and high, but sleepy in the morning session with mr ho and 41s in bio lab 1 (how weird but i love it) HEHE seriously when i went back it was epic funny. AW I'M SO SORRY MY DEAR YINGSIU FORGIVE ME YEAH ;D i still love you so don't hate me for teasing youuuu (not like you didn't but i shan't take it in to account hahahah)
okay after that was going to kap and all those high stuffz that i posted before this belowwwww *points down*
TODAY:
had a rather funny, and high, but sleepy in the morning session with mr ho and 41s in bio lab 1 (how weird but i love it) HEHE seriously when i went back it was epic funny. AW I'M SO SORRY MY DEAR YINGSIU FORGIVE ME YEAH ;D i still love you so don't hate me for teasing youuuu (not like you didn't but i shan't take it in to account hahahah)
SANG B'DAY SONG TO MR HO LIKE ZOMG. randomly surfing around facebook (or maybe looking @ yuanyuan's acct) using katherine's acct, and we (hong & i) decide to look @ mr ho's acct (SHHHHHH!) & i saw how his friends commented about happy b'day on the 8th of AUG! O:
it was exactly one week after his b'day!
we sang the song like..
"happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to mr hoooooo
24 and one week!"
lol the last line was spastic i made it :D cause it was his _th b'day you knowz :D
it was exactly one week after his b'day!
we sang the song like..
"happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to mr hoooooo
24 and one week!"
lol the last line was spastic i made it :D cause it was his _th b'day you knowz :D
AND I EPICLY LEFT MY RUBBISH BAG IN THE LAB WITHOUT BRINGING IT OUT TO THROW WHEN I LEFT HOW DUMB ._. AND I HACKED INTO SOME RANDOM SCHOOL'S UHHH I DUNNO SYSTEM FOR SOME _ VIDEOS TO SHARE WITH EVERYBODY THERE, OMG EVERYONE LAUGHED LIKE SHITZX :X (hah the password's so retarded, i was just joking about typing that in den it went in zz)
ohoh yessssss i guess today's the last day i'm gonna see cute guy @ tuition (i mean the worker) oh but he did his duty at the temp machine again O: LALA wonders if i'm going next week for the final last lesson. GOODBYEZ to cute guy -.-
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts (okay i freaking did this before D: ). You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain (oh i would like to do another thing in the rain though xD), hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up (GO DOWN ALSO CANNN HAHA!), stay up late (that's a definite, have been doing so in my whole ny life thanks ah),be a flirt (WHATTT NOOOO not till that extent yeah), and smile until your face hurts (maybe, sound quite cool). Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back." - from a ma'am's blog :D
yep so i guess i'm gonna grab the chance now, and do whatever i can~
even if i can't -.- great.
you're one great force x)
ohoh yessssss i guess today's the last day i'm gonna see cute guy @ tuition (i mean the worker) oh but he did his duty at the temp machine again O: LALA wonders if i'm going next week for the final last lesson. GOODBYEZ to cute guy -.-
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts (okay i freaking did this before D: ). You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain (oh i would like to do another thing in the rain though xD), hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up (GO DOWN ALSO CANNN HAHA!), stay up late (that's a definite, have been doing so in my whole ny life thanks ah),
yep so i guess i'm gonna grab the chance now, and do whatever i can~
even if i can't -.- great.
you're one great force x)
(hello please tag me photossss nowwwz haha!)
Friday, August 14, 2009 8/14/2009 11:00:00 PM
post tomorrow (provided i have the time) about today's high stuffz PLUS all the retarded photos (OMG FINALLY PHOTOS AFTER A MILLION YEARRSSSS jk :D)
anyway i shall continue from after act..
slacked around in the quad talking about alot of idk sensitive stuffz?
(while 41 ncos were having sqd talk -.- for soooooo longgggggg~)
killed my dinner time can hahahha :X
ohh yeahhh went kap (._.) lol for dinner hehe.
MET C.SINYING LATERRRRR! i thought chuxi blowed my hair or what, in the end it was her & i was at the counter with my food and she just took my coke to drink haha.
as usualllll~ :D didn't mind though lol.
笑点s all become way way way too lowwwww (maybe cause of how the time actually affects the logicality of the mind, apparently i think when it gets late, the mind goes berserk! REALLYYYY~)
laughing like crazy people there zz, while there were a million number of _ guys there tskk didn't care though. anyway, yingsiu epic la (JOKER OF THE DAY WITH HONG HAHAHHA) omg hilarious esp when we were leaving. laughed like there's no tomorrow bet we disturbed everybody OOPS :X
blahhh, haha the 3 lucky sqms who needed to cross the overhead bridge (like siu, hong and pinky) were all damn scared cause apparently 2 china guys (okay men) went to ask if we spoke chinese and gave the kua look tsk.
HAHA so i was saying "ehhh.. later they ask you all if you all know THAT" LOLLLL hong and pinky immediately ran back OMG EPIC LA!
and chuxi was going crazy about how i said it quite loudly (I DON'T THINK IT WAS THAT LOUD THOUGH normal volume nia) but in the end those 3 lonely souls went over with my words of safety and precaution x) AND I DIDN'T EVEN SAY THE REAL WORD OUT IN PUBLIC ZZ.
okayyy yeah 77 came and it was flooded like shitzx, so didn't take it and went to talk to chuxi. after that another 77 came within 5 mins decided to take and chuxi went like "EHHHH looks damn empty and dark~~~" before i stepped my foot on the bus -.- scare meeeee ._.
but apparently at some point, 2 people started alighting (and i only saw 2 on the bus when i boarded) so meaning i was alone for the rest of the journey through weird places (seriously) and i was like okayy, keep calm don't look around HAHAHA omg spastic. yea den after that i heard loud plastic bag ruffling sounds, and thought like zomg what's that shouldn't be coming from the driver.
i turned around and sawwwww...
ANOTHER WOMAN ._. SERIOUSLY OMG LA I WAS LIKE XIA DAO cause i thought i was the only one left and i really saw 2 people alighting must be blind eep :X
yea irritating tsk.
went to interchange and like uh missed 945 for the second time this week when i was like nearly there it drove off, sucked! ):
nvmz, got to wake up early tmr for something.
byez enough for today.
POST TOMORROW :D
Thursday, August 13, 2009 8/13/2009 08:15:00 PM
(crazy mood yesterday zz -.- nvmz)
HAHAHA clep was funnnn :D
told shinny that i dreamt about xiaojie yesterday lol! (why not wangzi but xiaojie ._.)
apparently it was a school scene and uhh.. (can't rmb alot of parts in front) yeah just that i was standing at the corridor and suddenly he came "bent" down and smiled a megawatt smile at me (like wthz?!) THEN, he stone there, and i was like "uhhh.." dunno what to say. one of the bbt members (didn't see who) tapped him and said "不要玩了啦!" yeah and he bent back (sounds funny) and stood there.
he followed me back to class then i REALLY don't know why, he held my hand (HAHA shinny went crazy at this point seriously) & i was like awkward awkward throughout. & cause shinny's class' like right beside mine, so i was like "uhhh 我们等婕馨吧, 她很喜欢你的!" cause she wasn't in class so suay neh & when i was about to say i like wangzi not him (but still quite okay la huh lol) he said "不要管她啦!" ZOMG I SHOCK DIAO HAHA AND I WOKE UP :X
shinny was so sad hearing the last part like totally the wtf feel haha! :X
but anyway thanks for dreaming about me watching fireworks with you in singapore seeing taipei 101 -.- like how possible is that! :DD cool seh dreams are fun x)
TOMORROW'S FUNFAIR CUM FOUNDER'S DAY CELEB CUM RED&WHITE DAZEEEE (lol!)
I'M IN REDDDDDD~ (hehehe chuxi, pinky and i did something to the sweets lol :X) yeah we're in the same group. REDREDRED!!
okay enough about that..
had briefing about GCP! D:
dunno where to go i wanna go with sqms this year really.
:DDDD okay but must see how first, i went tw before liaoz den they wanna go dunno eh this is very very bad lol :D
lol after the briefing was funny shitzx in np room seriously :]
i think 43 ncos are hilarious TSKTSK.
gohyingsiu ahhhh zibao also dunno ._. that was the most amusing part!!
WE'RE LIKE HALFWAY THEREEEEE JIAYOU AH! ;D can't wait!
we're just a bunch of useless fools.
keep those very very harsh words said with a laugh to yourself, dear.
i know it's the truth, but you've never thought about other people's feelings other than your own. how selfish is that~
& i bet you won't notice that i was just around there and heard it, or you meant for me to hear it, i don't know and don't care.
you have the ability, but i have to say your character sucks at times (sometimes really..) why can't you just stop despising _?
seen and heard enough of those stereotyping statements.
bleh whatever D:
these few days are filled with (insert own word)
k homework time! (when there's no actual lessons going on tomorrow HOW IRONIC.)
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 8/12/2009 11:48:00 PM
for you:
I don't have to know you that well, as long as you're the one whom I think I knew right from the start. As long as it's like that, it's enough.
feel for it..~
(haha wth this is what listening to shinee's Replay/Noona you're so pretty results in ._. with some weird convo just now hahahha :D)
(the r&b feel *gasps* sound too sexy haha but amigo's even sexier whoo~)
(i'm crazy, please ignore me for now ty)
(HAHAHA whatever, zz omg ziyanziyu again this is bad)
(BYEZ)
8/12/2009 08:18:00 PM
feel so drained-
as if it was so unreal,
as if it's in a pattern,
as if i can continue with it...
apparently dear ct thought i cried today after _, tskk i never okayyy~ but i was quite erhh bu shuang in a sense i dunno, it's just weird like crazy )):
but anyway thanks marie and sam's attempt to make me feel better (in a sense like immediately) with their weird _-nudging hug zz. WITH SAM BEING THE BIANTAI HAHA! then the rest of the day was quite crazyyy :DD [EHHH REMINDED ME, DO WE NEED TO STAY BACK FOR FUNFAIR PREP TOMORROW?! IF NOT WHEN ARE WE PREP-ING GOSH!]
yeah my friends are nice :] (love!)
haha xiangc was damn funny today, with our new invention for text speak being LKLP! x) cool seh den throughout ytd and today it was like "EHHHH you go lk la", "what go lplp la~" HAHAHA x) oh man my table buddies (got gap kind) are so cuteee xD nothing's sick in lklp though ;D
*freak just realised funfair's only ONEhour? then fun what fair laaa -.- okay nvm continue this is dumb*
feeling quite i dunno, the fear arises again from inside me.
hearing the word, and everything that comes along with it, i feel like hiding in my own "shell" again ._. i'm hoping for the better (pleaseeee)
anywayyy, after school was quite fun.
haha gohyingsiu lao4 zhen3 xD damn funny manz (wonders if we have to stay back tmr eep :X) black black pinkies (as in finger) for the four of us hehheh. wanted to use that time to sleep, in the end never zz nvm.
(tomorrow: going out? idk)
AHHHH lol still considering minho to be part of the "team", okay la i will change :D gaochuxi scream all you want nowwwzz x) whee.
wtfffff hundred plus number of topics for eoys?! damn.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 8/11/2009 10:50:00 PM
CAN'T LOSE THIS (just can't)
enough of losing already..
too much too many too heart-wrecking
the end result should not be that bad i hope
seriously, (...)
too obvious too blah.
all the trees changing
8/11/2009 08:03:00 PM
injected too much emotions here
not very good i guess or i should just have a diary (HAHA wth tjy with a diary?! eep very very hard to imagine i think)
but anyway,
i'm still
bleagh :/
don't know what's happening (okay i do, but i just don't wanna make it known), feeling so weird inside, and it's bugging me like crazy ): icanonlybeafollowerwhatevercrapshit
i feel more "comfy" in class though, with nothing that's judgmental (sp?) or what (no specific comparison made here) i feel more noticed for my efforts, it's just like i dunno, there's this fear of doing badly cause you're just somewhat better. okay i'm worse, i'm still doing badly, but when i was about to change for the better when i swore to myself someday before that (literally), you took the chance away from me. not that i don't agree with whatever you say, i totally totally agree so i just decided my abilities match up to zero (yeah 0) so off you go~
BYEZ.
k enough of those kind of shit :DD
LALA stole don't know how many kisses away (add up maybe just make up to a total of one haha) from marielimzx today :X (ohh tct too! :D)
while playing the POCKY gameee~ (UH the one where you stick a
yeahhh omg that marie damn hiong one ._. (unlike ct xD)
halfway through i laughed like crazy den stopped and she continued GULPING through the pocky and i was like O_o!! HAHA it was crazy yeah.
we must be super bored during the "free" lessons hehe :X
OOHHH~ about the "making up to one" thing above, it's cause sometimes we go wayyyyy too close den will like ERPS yeah, a bit only (TINYBIT SERIOUSLY)
(inserts
nah i won't, it looks way too wrong seriously and wrecks both of our images hahahha.
ahhhhh pinky got her don't^2 album todayyyy O:
*GASP* ;D it was nice haha. slicky blackkkk.
ANDDDD that shinny got her autographed flew-from-tw-all-the-way-for-her de new bbt album O: & she brought to school today with the freebie ahhh lol.
yep time to study.
byez (had enough of everything, i wanna get sick like NOWWW)
Monday, August 10, 2009 8/10/2009 04:20:00 PM
LET'S TALK ABOUT MY GIRLFRIEND! (official neh)
angie too bad, you're too engrossed with shuren, marie (<3) don't want you le hahas :X
the following segments are retarded.. unless you have nothing to do, please DON'T attempt to read it thanks :D
xjiayuin-' says:
*HAHA anyway i saw chooni's post about you.. SO CUTE SIA!
marie(: says:
*the latest one?
xjiayuin-' says:
*yeaaa
*:D
marie(: says:
*(:
*tyty.
xjiayuin-' says:
*chao zai la..
marie(: says:
*HAHAH
xjiayuin-' says:
*i wanna be your bf manz
*hahah
marie(: says:
*HAHAHAHA.
xjiayuin-' says:
*xDDD
marie(: says:
*you are the first one to say that!!
xjiayuin-' says:
*hahahhha <3get angie out of the way and place me as your bf on your facebk status ;D
*I REALLY WANT LOR.
*hahahha yea omg vectors damn dumb urgh.
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marie(: says:
*hmm
*u can consult angie.
*sai vectors
xjiayuin-' says:
*HAHA i think she's more interested in shuren than you nia.
*kns vectors haha
marie(: says:
*yeahh.
*going to boot her out of my fb r/s (relationship status)
xjiayuin-' says:
*WHEE!!!!
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xjiayuin-' says:
*YEAH LOR
*i more interested in you neh
marie(: says:
*(:
*HIGH HIGH HIGHHHH
*i dunno how come i can high while looking at vectors
*i think its you!
xjiayuin-' says:
*WHOA!!!! ;D okayyy that's sweetttt love it.
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xjiayuin-' says:
*ohh okay
*hahahha oh man, i'm smiling because of you hehe
marie(: says:
*yayy!
xjiayuin-' says:
*x)
marie(: says:
**smiles because you smiled*
xjiayuin-' says:
*LOL this will be endless neh
*love you lots :]
marie(: says:
*<3
*<3333
xjiayuin-' says:
*HAHAH!
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marie(: says:
*(:
*note: HIM
xjiayuin-' says:
*DDDDDDDDDDDDD:
marie(: says:
*AHHH. I MEAN
*IT ONLY APPLIES FOR HIM
*you are with me
*: D
xjiayuin-' says:
*O: O:
marie(: says:
*dont cry.
xjiayuin-' says:
*okay gan dong gan dong
marie(: says:
*dont cry
*ok cry
*HHA
xjiayuin-' says:
*okay CRIESSSS
*aw marie you're the best ily!
marie(: says:
*HUGS
*PATS BACK
xjiayuin-' says:
*:D
*kiss your cheek (:D LOLLLL)
*haha
marie(: says:
*USES TISSUE TO CLEAN OFF TEARS.
*KISS ERM
*____ (suggestive blank lols :X)
*(:
xjiayuin-' says:
*HAHAH!
*x)
-end of my love story with marie :D-
ZOMG HOW RETARDED :X
Sunday, August 09, 2009 8/09/2009 09:20:00 PM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
WHEE :D ndp was rather boring though :X
sch celebs were definitely better :] (too high haha)
(so so so wrong)
(i'm the worsttt)
(it came)
(it's gonna come, final last one~)
(mistakes- at least i'm making up for every single one of them now, feel less bad, but...)
(just when i had the drive to carry on..)
*fyi: all talking about different things*
ahhhh i love pwb HAHA :X jimochuzu's nice whee just like wuzhong li :DDD watched choc7's 电视特集 today for 1h about their new album HAHA 8D whee.
(very very very incoherent nvmz ._.)
Saturday, August 08, 2009 8/08/2009 09:33:00 PM
corrupt my mind, continue with that.
THIS IS THE LAST STRAW
the same old feeling's back.
FEAR ):
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OHH YESSSS!
pinky i think the guy you saw at the counter was the dh-species i was talking about!!! hehehe quite cute righttt.
cause i went today and he was the one giving out stickers, checking temp one when usually he's the one who "gives out" hand-sanitizer thingies, but not for my part of the classrooms bleagh.
HEHE so today oh manz i was like looking & looking & looking while standing at the visual temp machine (okay sound so whatever i'm not that kind okay tskk as in guy-crazy or what it's just pure looking)
AND I TALKED TO HIMMMM... (whee :X okay i'm still not that kind seriously)
to ask about which floor the other classrooms were cause i don't seem to be able to rmb everytime and i go to those classrooms like once in a blue moon la ._.
and when he replied (with alot more words than the "welcome" previously cause i said thank you after he gave me the sticker), i was like ZOMG HIS VOICE O:
it was those.. idk, 稳重 feel (HAHA how to feel that anyway nvm i must be imagining hehe oops) and those sexy-low tone kind!!
he has like ultra 严重 eyebags O: seriously like two lumps zz.
gahhhh :/ but still, it adds on to the feel haha! x)
aiya whatever, not gonna see him liaoz (that's not the main point), 2 more lessons to go and byez ): from everybody esp mschang O:
(or maybe one if i decide to pon the after-pop one which is the final one D: )
(tsktsk pinky still told me to go snap photos ._.)
LALA endz-
marie(: says:
*yeah
*i was tyring to make a nice dream. so i kept going back to sleep
*den i gave up.
*damn
xjiayuin-' says:
*HAHA
*nice dream lol
*omg marie you're damn joker la
marie(: says:
*WHAT JOKER!!!
xjiayuin-' says:
*REALLY WHAT! haha
*can't stop laughing
marie(: says:
*)<
**pouts*
okay really endz- :DDD love marielimzx.
8/08/2009 09:46:00 AM
idk, i think i'm blinding myself from reality.
i'm escaping from everything,
when it all ends up that everything comes back to me.
(I NEED TO WAKE UP)
bleagh whatever, i so want to shrug everything off urgh.
and to you, i hope you know it.
i'm sick and tired of your attitude (once again) and don't make it sound so wei qu, like i'm a bad guy. like hello?! i don't want to sound mean but seriously, why do you like to do whatever you're doing now? that and that. oh WHATEVER, you can just wreck yourself plus your studies in your own world with your little guy byez. and TRY not to mess up mine with whatever crap you can come up with.
i sound so rant-y today ._. (okay maybe i didn't mean to sound so bad, so yeah minus maybe 50% of the bu-shuangness there blah like you even care nvmz, MAYBE everything's making me feel irritated that's why.)
nvm i'll be happy later (i guess)
WHEEEE donghae-species bwahah during tuition :D
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YESTERDAY
DAMNNN HIGH~ :X i think our class' crazy hahahha (ILIKE!)
cool yeah 8D chionged out the
after that was SING-SING SESSION with the whole level, HAHA omg mdmmmseett being the STAR was 'pulled' to play with us ;D she's so funny!
"what do you see" was the best seriously, no climax no anything HAHAHA :X
just everybody (namely yj, marie, sy, angie, liting & me) trying to figure out the tune LOL
oh WAIT before that occurred, had much fun in class too.
screaming nat day songs at the back of the class with linkai, sy and tried to defy the other group having zc, angie, marie, sam (who else? O: )
HAHA COMPETING WHO SINGS LOUDER!!! in the end turned out that yj was irritated and said it was noisy saying we should compromise with them, and we're just naughty students so we heck-ed. HMMMM.. the other group compromised i guess.
& some of us were drinking coke (in the morning zz) to empty them for the class mascot thingy later, LOL & mdmmseett came to blabber at us haha.
okayyy later was nus karaoke session with sqms!
(so wanted to go out with sy and the rest D: )
BLAHHH, was so tired on the bus, 倒ed on melia halfway & chuxi 倒ed on me, and when the bus turned, melia's body totally got squashed to the other side O:
nvmmz, after that got the high mood back again through singing, HAHA damn DRAMAAA! like at the later part of the session, chuxi and i were making those 合音 for songs and it sounded so funny and horrible! ._. HIGHHHHZX~
mdmyeo, misskhoo and mrho were all amused by us i guess OOPS :X
mrho amazed us too! (haha he's so qiang knowing so many songs, and his singing's quite good can switch from high to low and blahblah till mdmyeo said he was some bian4 xing4 guy haha!!)
loved the songs where we all screamed like crazy as in not those "AHHHHH!!" but those that you scream the lyrics out haha! :DDD (where mrho also joined in the fun! xD hehe)
when it was around halfway through, chuxi's throat cmi, and she got her sexyyyy voice (oh i love it seriously :D) NORMALLY i'm the first one to have that kind of stuffz in camps, or whatever thingies. HEHE and my voice's still okay but can feel the strain on my throat EEP :X but didn't care and continued to sing hehe.
it all had to end, and we took bus blah to clementi to grab dinner!
I WANNA EAT CHUXI'S CURRY CHICKEN CHEESE BAKED RICE (but my throat about to reach some irreversible low stage so.. didn't & chuxi ah tsk no voice le still eat!)
ate subway with pinky instead, haha i love the cookies :DDD
and cong was talking about having wad 40cents more larger drink, one more cookie and dunno what, & we should buy that O_o OOPS.
went to pooh's hse and started everything...
fun :D left at around 10.30 i guess halfway through ming4 zhong4 O:
rjt hehehe x) came back home was 11 -.- tired like crazy went to sleep (HAHA)
and here i am nowzx!
k nothing much le,
shall go eat breakfast byez (after waking up for 1h ._.)
WAIT I JUST REALISED MY VOICE GOT AFFECTED EEP, cause duh i don't talk to myself out loud and i just talked to my mum and i got a shock O: not that serious like the worst i got in the past so yeah ;D
Thursday, August 06, 2009 8/06/2009 09:59:00 PM
AHHHH BLOCKS ARE OVER DAMN HAPPY HEHE :D
no more mugging days, no more dying looking at tbs, notes and whatever
no more pre-test scary moments, no more counting down to time, no more rushing till the hand went numb (for ih and chi)
LALA slack-life (or maybe not, just for the nat day break yeah O: )
HAHA SHINNY CAME INTO MY CLASS RIGHT BEFORE AMC STARTED
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY! (i dunno why i'm writing this for but yeah nvmz for my own pleasure hahas)
the guy who didn't give me a hug, or maybe i didn't go for the hug HAHA :X
haiz nvm, anyway i think his new album's cool 8D i like both slowwww songs :D
grow older but get shuaier ^^
okay whatever above are just some blahblah stuffz.
chem was rather okay today? idk many people (like gaochuxi and simpingting said it was difficult ahhhs i don't know) nvm. IT'S JUST OVER WHEE~ :D
I'M NOT SADDDD!! (gohyingsiu all your fault la anyhow say hahaha :B)
i know you have alot, don't like that hahas.
PLANS:
TOMORROW - FUN SING-SONG SESSION HAHA (xD) and erhhh.. making blahz x)
SATURDAY - time to spy on one of donghae species again :B
SUNDAY - (?!)
NEXT THURSDAY - OUT with the 3 (insert suitable word) :DDDDD (CAN'T WAITTTTT!!!)
(rawr don't ever make it start ever again, it's hard for me to let it go, get over with it and have something trigger those feelings back now and again. i won't promise i'll get over with it this time, so don't ever make me lose control)
(LUCASSS TILLLLL!!)
Wednesday, August 05, 2009 8/05/2009 07:09:00 PM
WHEEE LAST PAPER TMR (YAY)
can't wait.. see i'm like using the comp even before everything ended tsktsk.
AHHHHH okay still can't get over lucas till's nice smile aww O: (his name's TRAVIS in the movie bwahaha, quite cool yeah for a cowboy cute guy haha!)
EH HELLOHELLO i'm possessive :X
hmmm chem don't let me down :D
math totally screwed me upside down i guess (sucked), while physics is xD rather okay, didn't meet any weird major obstacles. bio... used only less than 50% of everything i memorised according to the sow (MICROPROPAGATION :B) la & ih just hope the teachers like what i wrote HAHA. chinese eep passages all so guai about humour being not sarcasm and books being food for thought and soul (-.- as usual ny sets such sophisticated chinese passages haiz)
RAHHH D:
okay enough blogging for today, back for more maybe tomorrow or friday (SINGING SESSION HAHAHA) xD
k bye, everyone enjoy the last day of mugging for tests (:
(edit!)
LUCASTILLLLL (again :X)
love his voice :D
love his facial expressions (twirling the tongue and shifting eyebrows at the back! :X)
"It's spring break, except for geeks!" (haha omg funny~)
"I'll be BATMAN!" (ooh~ cool 8D)
okayy too over manz bleagh.
ooh i just realised he has a long neck (is that good?! O_o)
(/edit!)
IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
Monday, August 03, 2009 8/03/2009 06:58:00 PM
RANTSZX!!!!
read if you want, IT IS SUPER LONG but has got entertainment value but it's mostly crap and uh just for memories-sake that's why i'm posting so when i look back i'll laugh at how childish i am along with shinny :D (nah jk ;D)
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xjiayuin-' says:
*EH SHINNYYYYY
fsfantasy O—— says:
*what haha
xjiayuin-' says:
*YOU KNOW THEY SAY PANWEIBO HUGGED EVERY PERSON WHO WENT FOR THE QIANCHANGHUI
*CAUSE HIS HAND IS INJURED CANNOT SIGN ON ALBUMS
*KNS ):
fsfantasy O—— says:
*WTHHHHHHHH
*LOL
*ARGHHHHHHHH
*OMG
*SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
xjiayuin-' says:
*YEAH WALAO
fsfantasy O—— says:
*SIAN
*SIAN
xjiayuin-' says:
*D: i want la
fsfantasy O—— says:
*REGRET X 100000
xjiayuin-' says:
*I WANTTTTT
fsfantasy O—— says:
*I ALSO WANTTTTTTTTTTT
xjiayuin-' says:
*yessss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fsfantasy O—— says:
*):
*i wan cry alr lah
*LOL
*i wantttttttttttttttttttttttt
*LOL
*sai
xjiayuin-' says:
*IT'LL BE DUNNO WHEN WHEN HE COMES BACK TO S'PORE AND HIS HAND WILL BE OKAY LIAO
*):
fsfantasy O—— says:
*sai lah stupid block test
*and i din even go see him
xjiayuin-' says:
*i almost screamed my lungs off when i heard it from my friend in class
fsfantasy O—— says:
*cos i was sick
*how ur fren know
xjiayuin-' says:
*HAHA i read your blog about that
*her friends went la
*KNSKNSKNS
fsfantasy O—— says:
*sai sai sai sai sai
xjiayuin-' says:
*ONCE IN A LIFETIME LEH
fsfantasy O—— says:
*LOL we cursing like mad
*ARGHHH HUG LEH
xjiayuin-' says:
*LIKE MAYBE FOREVER WON'T HAVE LIAO
fsfantasy O—— says:
*SO EASY EARN
xjiayuin-' says:
*YEAAAAAAAAA ):
fsfantasy O—— says:
*walau ):
*siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
xjiayuin-' says:
*wth la can't stop cursing
*all bts' fault
fsfantasy O—— says:
*LOL ME TOO
*omgg
*wthhhhhhhhh
xjiayuin-' says:
*ARGHHHHH
fsfantasy O—— says:
*SIAN
*SIAN X99999
*WALAU DAM IT
*:O
xjiayuin-' says:
*REGRET + WANNA CRY X infinite D:
fsfantasy O—— says:
*walauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
*why good stuff always dun happen to us!!!!!!! (AGREE LARH SIANZ)
*ARGH
xjiayuin-' says:
*YEAH OTHER THAN THE FRH ONE BUT STILLLL...
*D:
*i hate this.
fsfantasy O—— says:
*wtf totally
*walau once in a lifetime chance ovr liao lah
xjiayuin-' says:
*:/ I MEAN omg H-U-G LEH!
fsfantasy O—— says:
*>O
xjiayuin-' says:
*yeaaa precisely
fsfantasy O—— says:
*can u imagine
xjiayuin-' says:
*if no bts i believe we'll go hahahha
fsfantasy O—— says:
*panweibo hugs omggggggggggg
*LOL
xjiayuin-' says:
*even with no album
*YEAH oh man! first time hug some guy given to him okayyy (THIS IS TRUEEEE!!)
*so cool la
fsfantasy O—— says:
*no bts sure go one lor
*HAHA
xjiayuin-' says:
*den i'll say OMG I HUG PANWEIBO/ PANWEIBO HUGGED ME ALL OVER MSN AND MY BLOG (DEFINITELY HAHAHHA)
fsfantasy O—— says:
*argh seriously dam sian
*YA LOLL
xjiayuin-' says:
*now it's like "WTF I MISSED PANWEIBO'S HUG"
*:/
fsfantasy O—— says:
*TOTALLY LOL
*ITS LIKE HEAVEN AND HELL
*D:
*D:
*and we're in hell
*no hug then still stuck with BT (YEAH LARRHHH)
*ARGH
xjiayuin-' says:
*while some people are in heaven ):
*YEAH OMG EXTREME HELLLLLL
xjiayuin-' says:
*YEAH NOT EVEN REQUEST LA
*DEN FRH ONE TOTALLY BAN HUGGING WALAO
*):
fsfantasy O—— says:
*HAHA
*AIYA SUCKS
*REGRET LIKE SIAO
*ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(the ranting and sianness continues on...... but in a more rational way after maybe 5 minutes full of this kind of stuffz :/)
I REALLY WANT X 1000000000000000000000
8/03/2009 04:09:00 PM
RAWRRRRR ):
yz told me sth today which made me quite sad ):
she said...
"his hand was injured so he gave HUGS TO EVERYONE!"
argh i didn't go cause of bts (which was quite normal i guess) D:
AND i thought that i'll only be missing like the autograph on the album only and maybe a handshake since i haven't bought the panweibo's seventh album yet so yeah, i thought it was okay not to go just to console myself ):
IN THE END LIKE THAT )):
WHYYYYY D:
evilll~ ):
I WANT THE HUG ):
can't believe it urgh.
OKAY I KEEP BREAKING MY HIATUS SO IRRITATING HAHA.
anyway the video below is very screwed i realised, it lags and doesn't coincide with the singing, but the previous one i attached on yesterday was removed "due to copyright infringement" wow ):
(didn't make things any better)
Sunday, August 02, 2009 8/02/2009 12:23:00 PM
(okay i'm supposed to post this yesterday but you know.. bio D: )
AHHHH OH MAN. PLEASE CONTINUE BREATHING AIR AROUND YOU NOW ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT ARE @ IMM~ even though he was there yesterday @ 2PM!
PANWEIBO'S IN S'PORE YESTERDAYYY O: (& i told myself i can't go :/ i wanna go~ sucks) RAHHHH D:
anyway, past 2 nights were crazy.
friday: slept @ 3 and jumped awake @ 7.30 in the morning.
what a nice start to a great day full of mugging bleagh. (eventually i went back to sleep hehehe :X)
saturday: slept @ 2, managed to finish alot of stuff :D pulled myself off the bed @ 8 in the morning no jumping hahah.
yeah so i'm here now! (not supposed to eep)
OH YES AND MARIELIM I KNOW THIS IS DAMN LATE :X
but yeah HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY! (and you said you think you're old, i think so too! :D cause i'm still 15 hah :X jk yeah)
you've been fun and all to me.
photos definitely (: and all the crazy things we did, like mass gossiping about... & talking about guys, and erhhh.. bullying mdmmmmseettt hahah ;D
aww i'll give you a kiss on monday :] HAHAHA.
AH i hope you see this though :D
CONQUER IH NOW BYES.
OKAY HIATUS REMAINZ~
PS. tll has got a very cute guy O: as in not the students but one of the workers there, look like donghae in this photo~ :D
imagine the hair to be more layered and JAWLINE O:
andand smiling with nice white teeth haha :D
HAH whateverrrr!~
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AH EDIT!
i saw this mv on mtv china just now that has the cute guy that's in hannah montanna's movie (yea you didn't see that wrongly it's THAT movie) O:
omg then i searched it's taylor swift's song :D
(the front part's quite screwed for like maybe 2s, but the rest are in HD :D)
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me
Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me
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don't like customizing the vid thing.
btw taylor swift acted the other girl & looks weird :X
ah lol i-love-you drawing papers O:
LUCAS TILLLLLLL ;D
"And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town"
- TOTALLY AGREE OH MAN HE'S SO :D (3.33-3.34 the epic shyshy expression)
AHHHH okay revision byeee~
(maybe i did feel that way in the past)