Wednesday, May 27, 2009 5/27/2009 04:35:00 PM
要勇敢一点
要勇敢一点
要勇敢一点
要勇敢一点
要勇敢一点
不要再停留~
Saturday, May 23, 2009 5/23/2009 09:39:00 PM
my greatest worry was over yesterday! (FINALLY!! :D)
(: sense of satisfaction, you can say.
operation opulence'09 is O-V-E-R (yayyyyy!!)
we were still going crazy preparing during recess and lunch.
& i totally freaked out about the school logo and certs after that (sqms will know haha! xD)
den hong and cong were trying to calm me down while i'm quite nervous~
everyone did well i can say! :D
THANKS TO ALL THE STATION I/CS (if 42 & 43 even read my blog that is -.-), DEFINITELY SQMS BEING THE OVERALL I/CS, 41 FOR BEING FANTASTIC SCH I/CS, & SCHOOLS WHO PARTICIPATED (:
oh for those who ps-ed me, i'm totally okay with it.
it was a funny sight.
updating stocks was fun, i like.
there were occasional miscommunications (chuxi will know :D), which i won't elaborate on.
hee those are not important anymore, but i sure hope it won't affect much of the end result (hopefully).
champion: ACS(B)
1st runner up: VS
2nd runner up: HCI
(it was kinda shocking & sad that RI didn't get in the top 3 places though.)
i was quite happy that acsb won =x
haha just for the word "presevere" (:
great foresight displayed there (for buying pegs hahaha xD)
oh & THANKS to the sji guy who occasionally showed a thumbs-up sign and smiled when i ran past, and the friendly handshake at (my dear) yingsiu's station :D
so i can keep my sanity to myself from now on.
and stop going all crazy and vexed over this (:
lastly, THANK YOU YIJUNG & MEICHUN FOR DOING SO MUCH ON THE DAY ITSELF.
i was kind of cranky (sorry D: ) and you all carried on.
yesss we were having so much fun with hong and cong haha =x
okay yep that's all.
the schools should enjoy our nice trophies at home x)
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open house today!
did the clep intro for the parents (along with the bsp ones).
kind of fun to talk to parents i guess, understanding what they're concerned about.
but they should all relax and stop stressing themselves seriously -.-
ahh, np booth was cute and cool haha.
but kind of sad there's no corporate video ):
jieshin and angie went to crash the stall to get sweets -.-
quite funnnn :D
AH SABBATS WEEK YAY I LIKE.
bio as
la portfolio!!!
now for birthday wishes i missed (for my blog) since very long ago! O:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUOHUICONG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMELIATANG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMJINGHONG!
thanks for everything you all had done for being my sqms (loveeee xD)
i don't think you all want any photos up here on my blog right! =x
AHHH OMG & i actually accidentally missed one, as in totally totally miss (not the blog post miss kind of thingy!)
ohmygooseeeee, i'm so sorry matthew ):
(i hope i can make up for this seriously urgh.)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEWWWM!
though it's supposed to be on the 21st (ahhh okay it's my fault, sorry.)
yesyess thanks for always being the first one to ask me about __________.
yep great friend indeed :D firefighterrrrr yeah~!
okay phew i shall go and explain nowwww!
say HI to my bio sia draft too thanks.
(haha i realised my brother's quite an eye-candy yeah. everyone should just calm down lol esp that csy and angiephua.)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 5/20/2009 07:12:00 PM
HAHA major happenings today (:
venue: bukit timah plaza
time: after lunching at kfc (after csm)
WHAT HAPPENED!
PINKY kissed me on my cheek (HAH BE JEALOUSSS)
CHUXI kissed me on my "forehead" (actually my fringe but yeah)
sqms are getting crazier day by day.
how amusing :D
it's just too latee...
每个人都变了
总有一天, 也会轮到我(们)
失去的不会回来.
Monday, May 18, 2009 5/18/2009 09:31:00 PM
so maybe life isn't all about doing hw and getting all emo about all the stuff i have to do :D
ASK ME WHAT I DID TODAY!!
1. i touched a c twice today (: [i dunno what's so great about this but yea -.-]
2. i said "i love you, _" to a gazillion number of people today :D
(HAHA linkai and marie awww~)
3. i took spastic photos with sam and ct :B
4. HIGHING & GOINGCRAZYY
5. formation of 划船CLUB & digging-up of ZOOZOOCLUB xD
haha I LOVE LIFE :D (in ways that don't incorporate any work in it!)
wednesday 会更好!
okay but not to deny,
i still have work to do ):
it's part of lifeee xD
Sunday, May 17, 2009 5/17/2009 08:01:00 PM
first time i've ever felt so 'loaded'. (if it even made any sense in any case)
it can never get any worse -.-
it's just me, my brains, my comp, my pile of work, my responsibilities, my stress, my muted screamings, my invisible fear, my visible tears with everyone else that has contributed to a part of me now.
oh and not to forget, my favourite #1 companion! :
(real) late, drowsy nights every now and then.
ignore me, i'm okay.
:D
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 5/13/2009 08:33:00 PM
OMG I SUCKKK I SUCK I SUCK ):
can't do work properly, can't use my brains properly, can't run properly~
i've realised,
i could have got better in every single thing. (& i mean from writing, to running to seriously everything.)
i know i can,
but what i'm seeing now isn't what i really wanna see.
though i try telling myself, it's alright.
perfectly fine.
with this and with that,
the more i see and know, the more it's getting to me.
great today's group oc srq time (when yesterday was oo)
oh let's just get this week over and done with. RAHHH~
Monday, May 11, 2009 5/11/2009 08:40:00 PM
on the flip-side, do you wanna try telling me how screwed i am now?
): i look at the brand new list, i'm like w-t-h.
when is it gonna stop..
continue with the roller coaster ride.
it sucks; i just wanna love myself thank you.
procrastinations not welcomed, shoo shoo~
focusss this week's gonna be another tough ride ):
(my brain malfunctioned resulting in the incoherence displayed -.-)
YUCK. say boo to my life.
CHEM SIA
IH BT CORRECTIONS
MATH REFLECTIONS 4&5 {COMPONENT 1&2 eek}
dearest oo,
i'm gonna kill you, really trust me. so bow down nowwww!!
some photos :B
40! :D
i took the photo with yingsiu's chubby fingers!
I LIKE :B
OMG how distorted can my heart be eekk..
failure~
look at my cute shiwei katherine nay with her braces :D
HAHA I LIKEEE x)
we, 3 retards, are trying to kiss the woman's lips :D
HAHA it's the poh heng's advert wall la omg.
look at the diamonds x)
not that i love them but yeah haha how cool~
ehh omg i love my half-hoodie haha.
AND SQMS AH, my skirt isn't very short ok from the last photo hello?!
it's the longest i can find zz how pathetic.
D: another point to note: FRINGE TOO LONG, CAN'T TAKE PHOTOS PROPERLY EEK.
K BACK TO WORK BACK TO WORK.
i miss fun times with everyone i love D:
Saturday, May 09, 2009 5/09/2009 11:38:00 PM
NPDAY&DALTDINNERRR :B
ah omg it's over so soonnn? D:
after dunno how many pracs plus rehearsals zz.
it's was fabulous-magnificent-zai & everything else you can think of. {POSITIVE OF COURSE!}
somehow when i see them marching in from all directions (with the zai music from our nycb!! they rock okay thanks :D), i really really wanted to smile - widelyyy.
but i can't, cause should be serious hehe.
as in that kind of, i'm proud of everyone that's in it, everyone that has put in an effort to stay put, as well as the fact that i'm still where i am supposed to be.
it's just that kind of gan3 chu4 :D
OH and i can't believe i walked normally to the mic (sqms will understand this tskkk.)
didn't rush through the speech, talked quite well i guess?
and i'm glad no one down there wanted to laugh or sth, phewwww (:
{and i was still thinking if i should use that as my free pick and get it over and done with, but i decided not to leave angie, marie and sam behind with their idea!! xD}
so within short time, it's alll overrrr~!
& lucky it started to drizzle after the parade :D
ILOVEYOU SKYYY ;D
& yeujia, nettie plus some others 403-ers were amazed by how cadets have to greet us along the corridors, haha. they were asking don't i feel very shuang ._. it's weirdd okkk i think haha.
den spastic yeujia was like telling me "tell your juniors to call me tua3 jia4, den it'll be good afternoon tua jia.." HAHA.
:D
HAH that's bravo'08 sqms and in the middle is KATHERINEEE :D
use your imagination well okayyy xD
then it's just trying to wait for sch to end, snap lots of photos, chiong home, chiong getting ready, chiong getting to mrt station, chiong getting to the sakura @ orchard for dalt dinner.
:D HAHA omg chuxi and i slept like crazy on the mrt zz, and sqms wore lots of different themes hehehe. x)
HAIZ my table went for 4 rounds of food okayyyy omg.
(tsk to pinky, chuxi and siu though i gave that ideaaa hahah)
and meng spamming of photos, laughing like nobody's business, getting unglam (AHEM!!), it's just lots and lots of fun ;]
omg YIJUNG AHHHH~ we totally took dunno how many stupid photos together.
(SEND ME K!) and i can't believe i messed up my hair zz.
OI LUMP OF RICE WHERE'S YOUR PRAWN TO EVOLVE YOU TO A HIGH-CLASS SUSHI? ): (that's like super hilarious haha)
ni men zai kan shen me! O:
xP
taking lots of messy-hair photos resulted in this state for my hairlater on hah.
LOL camelia looked damn shuai that day, i like her pants :D (along with pinky and chuxi hehehe.) THIS IS BLUR.
TAKE TWOO!~
(got some sqm came to say we look like we're taking qing2 lv3 zhao4! O: )
then she tried to tip toe to be taller, and that explains the weird angle of my head hah.
& chuxi lollll :D
this is all about the niaoing of making her pissed with the xiaoman&xiaoyu smoking thing.
x)
took dalt photo after that.. (i wrote unit zz O_o)
and yeah i can't believe we stood outside poh heng (haha omg laugh nowww.) to snap photos, and loads of weird ones. & we went walking around orchard at 9+ pm cool 8)
walked till we kind of sian and went home, super tired and lamented about how sch and hw and weird people snapping photo to post on stomp sucks on the mrt haha in front of all the adults. heh xD aren't we pro.
i can't believe this is the last.. O:
{more photos soon, when i receive them yeah! limited on hand noww haha}
ILOVENPDAY'09 (:
Wednesday, May 06, 2009 5/06/2009 06:59:00 PM
HELLOOO BTS ARE OVERRRR~!!!
:B i actually got through it pheww.
but still, it's mass chionging of hw zz.
how much life do we actually have?
(OH YES! and where are my photos? D: )
i wanna go play everyday from now on.
haha but wth? that's like O_o impossible.
(to angie: yesyes i want my kbox session ty. ask her when she can make it! should try asking csy to go too~ omg then like wad 4 dumbos together, CANNOT IMAGINEEE :B )
chem sia got extended whoo~
(i sudd feel i have so much life in the midst of my no-life. irony huh.)
lots of events coming up, wonderful after-bts life.
quote meliang: "np dominates your life."
haha it's totally true, other than school, everything else is np np np. xD
& i realise how much i love polishing other ppl's boots haha.
now then do i realise everything's not over as long as ______________.
(hah you can try putting in your own words. how fun.)
FRIDAYYYYYYY~ :D
jiayouuu ah~
Sunday, May 03, 2009 5/03/2009 12:42:00 PM
i'm doing all these just to live up to your expectations (plus mine.)
yes you and you and me.
and you just have to say everything that i didn't wanna hear,
thanks. i'll move on fine without those.
so maybe, in the end you still didn't understand me well enough.
and you probably didn't know 90% of it was for you and you, and not me.
it's not that i choose to break down just for the sake of it,
it's not that i didn't work hard,
it's not that i don't wanna get what you want,
it's not that i wanna remain as lousy as i am now,
it's not about how much i work hard anymore,
it's not about the effort put in place.
it's all about how people judge me, about how everything revolves around the freaking 'A', about the fact that i'm in this school, about how i should know my stuff, about how i ended up in my current class, about the end result.
it's never about the process anymore, you just wanna see what you wanna see at the end and not how much i'm pushing myself just to let you see it. or even just for everyone to see it.
it's just the feeling of despair after working hard to see nothing at the end of the tunnel.
(where's the lighttttt!)
i'm sick of this, absolutely.
but i'm not stopping, i'm going on because i made this choice in the first place.
this can't get any better (yay)
HELLO MUSIC CALMS THE SOUL.
so maybe this is the bad thing after seeing more than 10 lightnings @ like 1+am.
OK BACK TO WORK after numerous rantings, (mental) screamings and
V(._.) I NEED HIGHER EFFICIENCY RATES & definitely A BIGGER AND SMARTER BRAIN~
Saturday, May 02, 2009 5/02/2009 09:44:00 PM
HAHA I'M GREATLY AMUSED.
i think my yalun shuai-er than her daiyangtian though xD
gonna snap photos with mugger kong soon with mugger looks :B
(after bts!!!!!)
MATH&PHYSICS D:
fighting fighting fighting!
swine flu should just go into red alert seriously ):
haha ok maybe not, that sounds disastrous enough.
:D