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Saturday, August 30, 2008 8/30/2008 08:47:00 PM
LOLLIPOPPP! :]

haha omg second one this month.
*grins*
(not bbt that three sqms are crazy about haha!)
I WANT MORE LOLLIPOPS! d:
yumyum.

oh anw i feel happy.
lol i started with my math retest mugging.
YAY like finally man.
i got the interest (note:interest) to start. :]

hmm. i sort of decided on tmr.
following katherine nay hahah xD
oh crap i just realised sth.. GRRR.
nvm just go inform too bad.

mugging plans for the hols!
haha i wrote it i wrote it.
yayyye.

nothing much to say.
tomorrow's another run-away day!



(i wonder more and more.)
(maybe.)
(just maybe.)


\times have changed
so do i.
life just works this way
andandand may everything just
go away.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Friday, August 29, 2008 8/29/2008 09:35:00 PM
HAPPY T'DAY!

blah today was okay?!
haha didn't do that much talking D:
msleong still looks the same yeah ;D
JUST THAT i think i grew tallerrr lols.
(the guys grew even moreee O: )

anw, yeah went to cineleisure to watch wall-e.
and what, before that the guys went to eat BK, then we stoned and talked.
then take mrt, nice one man.
dunno who tell us to get off at dhoby gaut!
lol, cause very full, then no time explain we get out too.
then realised the person thought we going vivo!
omgggg O_O
then took mrt back haha!

OH YEAH HAHA I WAS TELLING JESSICA AND JM..
i got feeling i'll see my sqm (pingting most prob) at cineleisure..
THEN REALLY DID AH!
then saw alot of other people..
yeah la xD

spent damn long to decide on what to watch too.
in the end was wall-e.
i wanted cyborg she, but thinking the guys will be like O_o
after the showw i decided to shut up.
smuggled food in lol!
damn hungryyyy la!

watchwatchwatch halfway jm slept hahaha!
the show's quite ok?
dunno d wanted to watch wad m18 show!
(then the guys keep harping on the fact that they are wearing shorts, so obvious not laa.)
oh yeah cause, only ny and hci and nhhs de go back usually.
and ermm, yeah wad nc16 then one say about the shorts thing again. -.-

blahs..
took long bus ride back to westmall,
after being fooled to go up to 8th floor to watch them pool,
when they said cannot and they're at ground floor wthh haha.
damn spastic! ;D
THEN THEY SPENT LIKE 15 MINS TO DECIDE ON WHERE TO GO NEXT.
lol atf irst was ok la everyone go home.
then in the end, we dunno wad happen outside taka, called them.
ask where they're going, and went to catch them at the bus stop hah!
yeah it was super long, and i was sleeping madly lol.
jessica, jm and joyce too! (oh yeah j gang haha!)

then we went to watch them play soccer at some random hdb soccer court.
we talked moreee haha ;D
THENNN, went to the cc macs :]
eattt lol again.
then talked moreee.
guys went back first.
we stayed longerrr, and i decided to accompany joyce to go westmall lib to return her book!
though i can walk home from there..

yeah that's all!
haha still it's fun to be back in pri sch timesss :]



(and wthh, people keep asking me weird questions. damn.)
(you guys [different from the above mentioned people] think it's damn funny, i tell you it's not. you all are being damn INSENSITIVE.)


(fuck)
(this is the second time [?] i posted that word in how many million years.)
(thanks man. you all deserve it. T-O-T-A-L-L-Y. just shut up.)

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Thursday, August 28, 2008 8/28/2008 08:16:00 PM
pastttt yo! iwantitbackbadly.

scanning through the pics we used to have,
and you used to......

i kinda have to admit.
i missed the times we had,
(asinreallybadly. ialsodunnowhy. O:)
when we were really really that close.
like there's not even a gap in between.

i see you in class now.
but everything's changed.
and partly i know, it's me.
it's just my fault.
my everything.


#ihopeyoudon'tseethis. seriously. :/


---------------------------------------------
another matter:

SOMEHOW IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME PEOPLE WHO ARE THERE..
AND I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU!
ESPECIALLY YOUUU :B

[edit!]
today i went crazy!
i listened to english songs.
and i wanted to do math O:
as in really like "eh i suddenly got urge do math. *digs revision bklet out*"

GOSHGOSH O:
[/edit!]

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

8/28/2008 07:00:00 PM
orangee sodaaa! x]

omg i'm recently addicted to orange sodaaa! ;D
HAHA GUESS WHAT.
it's not a drink lol.
it's not a band or singer or whatever.
it's a song :]
trying searching in english and you find nothing.
cause it's chinese lol! show your translation powers! xD
quite easy i thought ;D


I'M LIKE TOTALLY SLACKING NOW.
first time in my entire ermm.. 3/4 sec 3 life.
haha. so cool!
going back tomorrowww :]
how fun how fun how fun.
d:

oh yeah got reminded.
i need do my card! omg. O:
gasps gasps gasps.
lala maybe i'll do some math later.
how guai i am =x

hahaha, bought stuff for class party tmr!
whee let's get high! xD
suddenly i miss 205 O:
we are always damn high..
LOL YICKY ROCK! :]
movies anyone?

i'm really waiting for tomorrow to comeee :D
oh and here comes the hols!
mugmugmug -.-
sy's card is cute omggg. (okay.. very random.)

FOCUSFOCUS.
timeplan needs to be done.
need to find _.
need to start work after eoys.
O:

i'm hungry again.
ok i shall grab stuff to eat.


\sometimes people don't do what they want, cause they don't want others to know they want to do it. O:

(howww true.. CHEER UP K, girl! xD)

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 8/27/2008 09:20:00 PM
WONDERFUL AND FABULOUS DAYYY! :D

ANW, today started out real sleepy.
gosh, and like sqms came to like poke my face or sth,
to wake me up to go quad talk talk,
then i didn't even move a bit at all -.-
i just lied unglamly on my table covered with my np jacket.

LOL. d:
ok.. then yeah received a cool morning sms haha!
yay thanks.
and everything really turned out ok :]
how niceeeee ;D

time to move on!

can't really rmb anything..
AGAIN! O:
ok ermm.. let me try.
lessons as usual.
wrote yilunwen about some suicidal thingo, or mass-killing or whatever it is.
then totally slacked off?

oh yeah yj went home due to her sinus! GASPS.
and sy didn't know -.- until like half an hour laterrrr.
HAHA then after that she started asking where yj was O_o
she's damn funny la.
oh and she draws greatly!
GOT EVIDENCEEE :]


(IT'S IN PENCIL NOT THAT CLEARRR.
that's the back of foolscap pad btw (: )


(haha random scribble on my chi tb! i drw the right side one.. saying
"ATTACK ARHHHH O:"
and cause sy likes to sit at my seat when i'm not there, then she saw and drew the left one saying
"DEFEND ahhhh!" xD)

blahs then trigo quiz.
i can only say it was ok?
and i managed to crap out the sketching of graph part.
clapclap! d:
thennn ermm, lunch!
oh yeah there's people like 3 sec 4s singing for us ;D
AND ME AND JUNG WAS LIKE SINGING ALONG lol.
oh yeah total highness when it was jay's feng1 and zhanghuimei's ji4 de2.
;D AND I DID MY JOKE AGAIN LOL.
"你啦!你啦!"
ok people might not get it but ah wells..
had sth to do with ji de la :]

then after school eh..
keep seeing sqms, after i can't find the bunch of them
went home with melia and cong as usual.
and melia grabbed me off to take 157 O_O
AND GUESS WHAT.

the bus broke down -.-
hahahhaa, damn funny.
i think meliang is like getting lamer and funnier day by day.
i totally leng diao at her jokes la.

[WHEE EDITEDIT. haha]

ok nvmm.
reached home, felt sian.
super hungry, cooked maggie mee.
ate it, went for a long long long nap with my mp3 :]

and I FINISHED MUGGING FOR CHEM QUIZ TMR!
first time, i really studied for a quiz.
normally i just study in school haha.
so i'm quite slacking off now.

should start mugging for eoys soon!
MATHMATHMATH. you are dead.
i'll kill you man ;D

oleholeh.
LETTTTERRRR TMR! (:
I WANT SILVER. I WANT SILVER. I WANT SILVER.
haha random lols.

but anw, got GIANT TOBLERONEEEE.
shared with tungyijung as shown on the wrapper. (:
(limjing also have ah, but maybe cause she came like super late or sth?)
cause our tin can had the most money!
try beating 119.40 bucks man xD
how cool is that!




(:

\it's time to get tough and strong! BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY.
JUST FOR YOUUUUUUUU! <3

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 8/26/2008 08:46:00 PM
BOOOOO!

d:
chuasinying ah.. you know though you everyday ka chiao me right.
i still feel happy that you're doing that ;D
SERIOUS!
somehow during dunno when,
i saw another side of you too!
:] just like meee..
(LOL she called me a puffer fish todayy O: and angie's bald! -.-)

yeah ok that's just random :D
suddenly got random thinking of closing down my blog O:
hahahah xD
howw cannn. -.-

but anw, hols need go back school!
nooooooooo!
3h ih, then 1.5h physics.
whee how fun can it be.

oh crap.
i need do funcs timeplan soon!
ok like quicklyy..
and update _ notebook! d:
"_ship is all about being unreasonable!"
i like that ;D

nothing much today,
just that it was friday's timetable lol.
then yj was a bit blur at the beginning hah!
as usual our row plus the one behind me is still noisy!
:] nice atmosphere for lessons haha.

(NOTE: i'm trying to make this post as long as possible,
cause got people complaining don't want see thomas daley's pics :/
so it's quite crap and have like no content lol.)


I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU DO.
CAUSE I'M JUST GONNA LEAD MY LIFE AS IT IS.
the point is i think you're just finding life too slack.
find some better things to do man,
it makes people feel like you're an

idiot.


I WANTTTT MY LETTERRRRRR O:

\what's my problem!

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Monday, August 25, 2008 8/25/2008 11:52:00 PM
IHU!

when i've just began to put it all behind me,
you decided to remind me all over

again.


i just hate you.
and i mean it.
for making my life so.. amazing.

when will you stop?
i don't think i'll know,
you can do whatever you want.
i just don't want to know about it.



\silently the tears came back again.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

8/25/2008 07:08:00 PM
; outburst!

OUTBURST! OUT-BURST!
O-U-T-B-U-R-ST!

玫瑰凋谢的一瞬间
留下的香气让我不解追溯从前
打开记忆的图片
花开的季节背叛曾经上演

直到这刻才发现
我己经真的真的走远
这属于你的香气
我已经不再挂念

曾经爱过可惜已经
找不到线索
某年某月就算再让
我与你擦身而过

我已不是我
你触碰不了我的心中
那最深的角落

曾经的痛我已经
让它孤单坠落
时间慢慢流过
让我们选择好好的过

执着着什么
你的香气已弥漫风中
而我有云淡风清的天空


O_o

nice time at kap with angie todayy.
mugging trigo partially.
but alot of talking done, makes me feel..
erm not so heavy haha.
as in not so burdened yeah.
ALOT OF STUFF TO WORRY ABOUT GAHHH :/

i feel stupid.
as in yeah seriously.

blahblah whateverrr.
I NEED TO TAKE A RIDE AROUND THE WORLD. O:

very tired very sleepy.
nothing much to do today,
shall just mug trigo trigo trigo (:
say i'm guai1 just for today hahaha.

i will love tomorrow.
i will!


\you've let me go; and continued on.
while i just took a step back,

and looked at you from the back
for the last time.


D:

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Sunday, August 24, 2008 8/24/2008 11:02:00 PM
THOMAS DALEY <3 + night sales!

hehe..
i found a cute guy in the olympicss..
and he competed in the events i like lol.
DIVINGGGG.

thomas daley from great britain is like 14 years old only O:
and he ranks seven for 10m platform diving FINALS! xD
cute guyyy yeah.
and super tanned.
and got abs O:








O_O!

haha okok.
erm.. closing ceremony..
dunno quite pissed lol.
I THOUGHT THERE'S JAYCHOU GOSH.
oh and it ended 30 mins earlyyy.
with not even a teeny bit of wanglihom ):

blahs, oh yeah yesterday was NIGHT SALES! O:
quite good yea..
me, xc and a's sis xD
oh yeah and SMOKERS DONATE I'M SERIOUS!
they all donate, and guys donate more than woman.

oh yeah so when approaching the groups of smokers right,
must take a deep breath first and walk over, smile and ask.
xD and it always works whee..

ohohoh and there's quite a bunch of funny people lol.
and nice people ;D
veryvery fun haha.

the way back on the mrt was even better man.
with regina lol.
she's super funny hahhaa xD
trying to imitate her along the way.
was tiredd to yeah.
but cant sleep that's a great prob ):

这一段时间有着什么样的画面
喜怒哀乐全写在日记里面
发现每一页全都是经典
所有故事都值得纪念
现实的考验我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁

手牵着手(连成线最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边雨水下过的季节
让我好想念

我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点一瞬间
变成了乐园

我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现

现实的考验我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁

手牵着手(连成线最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边雨水下过的季节
让我好想念

我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点一瞬间
变成了乐园

我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现

我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点一瞬间
变成了乐园

我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现

我们之间一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现



\我怕我控制不了; and when it really comes, set me free.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Saturday, August 23, 2008 8/23/2008 12:04:00 AM
wukequn! wobuguannn.

作詞:吳克群 作曲:吳克群

我不管別人說你什麼 只要你的懷抱
我不管別人說你不好 我也不想知道
叫他們停止吵鬧 我不管說你多糟
(我不管說你多糟 反正我也沒多好)
我不管 說我笨 說我蠢 只要我愛就好 不知道

我受了傷 我中了招 但是我不敢叫
我忍著傷 我忍著痛 但是我不求饒
愛情就像毒藥 喝了卻戒不掉 越陷越深 怎麼才好

你犯了錯 你闖了禍 其實我都知道
你背著我 你遇見他 這些我也知道
愛情就像毒藥 卻不給我解藥 一錯再錯 怎麼才好

多傷不管 多痛不管 多苦不管 我什麼都不管
多傷不管 多痛不管

hahaha the song is nice!!
but i didn't realise actually the lyrics are like that.
but who cares?
haha xD the song's nice d:


for once, I want you to let me go.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Friday, August 22, 2008 8/22/2008 10:58:00 PM
MOVIEE MARATHON! --- scarrrletttt.

today morning was funfunfun.
i went around going crazy and saying "hugs and kisses MUAH!" to sqms
hahaha i think they were quite ok at first..
and katherine nay was doing too lol.

today passed by quite quickly lol.
lessons were fun, especially with mdm.s.
and erm, SIL was cool too! xD

lala so after school was movieee marathon-ing with sqms.
but in the end marathon marathon only one movie watched finish hah!
SKYYY OF LOVE! gosh O:
it's still as sad as everrrrr.
sqms (jung, siu, pinky, me) criedddd ):
melia teared (ALOT HAH!) i guess?
mc totally -.- going around "i knew it.. i knew it."
-.- when me, pinky and siu didn't even say any spoilers though we watched beforee.
it was damn sad la D:






HIRO IS SOO SHUAI!
YUU IS SOO CUTE! xD

thennn after that cause not enough time watch the LONG dark knight.
sqms started playing like crazy..
like all trying to challenge the olympics!
HAHAHHA!
everyone was like competing in all the sports la wthhh.
what gold medal thingos ;D
supersuper fun..


then was scarlettt xD
chuxi sat with me, cause she wanted to and i wanted to too (:
then oh yeah.. i was left in the middle of the rowww with nobody.
cause sqms all on the right side.
then chuxi was trying to act 'couple' with me, by putting her hands over and stuff
to prevent people from sitting beside me!
haha mostly guys la, they walk past chuxi does it :]
DAMN FUNNY!
then later girls walk pass she also do lol.
but in the end also got one guy sit beside me -.-.
so blahs nvm.

was quite interesting eh! ;D
NICE JOBBBB!
then after that was crazy-ing around looking for the people we wanted to give flowerss to!
yingci hugged me aww ;D

then while waiting also, guohuicong ah come scare me!
make me feel intimidated till i cry lol
(not wails la, maybe just welling up of tears lol.)
DAMN SCARY OK!
cause i lean on the wall, then i was being stupid..
keep "muack-ing" melia and chuxi hahah!
then guohuicong come right in front of me and put her hand beside me..
and stare right into me.
(ANDAND her stare is those eyeball popping out one la. her eyeballs are like O_O)

WALAOOO! scaryyyy.
then she keep trying -.-
till i cannot stand it haha.
but aiya well up only d:

even chuxi also scared scared ok!
then walking to busstop from main gate, lol she's damn funny.
hahahhaha.

ok anw, cip tmr!
O: night sales should be fun right!
hahah xD


\tied up; maybe it's just right to let go.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Thursday, August 21, 2008 8/21/2008 08:18:00 PM
HAPPY B'DAY! + tomorrowwww

YAYYAYYAY!

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY USAIN BOLT!!
whee xD
just now the stadium sang b'day song for him, after prize giving and singing his national song!
;DDDDDDDDD
hahhaa.
SO COOL!

oh yeah 100m and 200m women, gold by jamaica's veronica i think.
WOAH DAMN PRO MAN! D:

today was ok la huh.
nothing much that i can rmb, xD
ohoh but alot of jokes lol.
and physics was freeeeeee period lol.
but math remedial was as fun as everrr :]
enlightenment man! ;D

during math! (when jokes are damn often!)

joke #1-`
mdm.s: see i went through 13.1 with you all, not alot of people got 4 marks!
yj: STRESS LA MDM.S! (*squints her eyes to look at in front de notice board)
got what premature approximation dunno what, poor presentation also counted......
(-pause-)
SO DUMB!
(HAHAHHA! WTHHHHH.)

joke #2-`
mdm.s: it's all about knowing how to turn the formulas around.. (talking about proving identities -.-)
yj: then i'll be a washing machine! (O_O! hahha)


during physics!

joke #3-`
(in whispering tone cause other classes having lessons. DAMN FUNNY! ohohoh and erm.. she's sitting behind me and tapping on my chair lol)

sy: tayjiayuin! what are you doing now?
me: nothing?
sy: but you look like you're doing sth!
me: just copying what we're supposed to do la, then can slack now!
sy: what are we supposed to do?!
me: (points at the whiteboard!)
sy: HUH! i dunno how to do 10.1!
me: me too ):
sy: then howwww..
me: KILL HIM TOMORROW!

joke #4-`
(cause chooni came over to sit with yj, then at that time, we were kinda stuck doing the assignment questions O_O)

sy: did choonting bring anything for us to COPY?!
yj: NOOOOO!
sy: THROW HER AWAY!
(HAHAHAHA OHMYGOOSE IT'S SO FUNNY)

joke #5-`
(we were pissed about the difficult questions lol.)
me: freak
sy: freak
me: freak
sy: freak
me: freak
sy: SHIT!
me: MICROWAVEEEEEE xD (insideee joke haha learning about waves ma!)

joke #7-`
(we were discussing what type of radiation a plant has. cause the question asked us something along that line.)

1)microwave- we were saying how we can stuff chicken into the leaves of plants and cook them lol. andandand in our notes, say wad can transmit or receive or have telephone signals.. then we say wad later cook chicken, then telephone ring, and you hear the chicken being cooked..

2)infra-red radiation- then we were saying we can start sensing people and exact locations using our phones, cause sy tot when notes say infra-red exists when 0K temp or aboveee, then it was actually meaning 234 degree celsius, she thought was zero -.-

3)radiowaves- on our radio then hear the photosynthesis reaction of the plants.. hahha like "blurb blurbbbbb blurbbbbbbbbbbbbb!" hahhaha wth.

4) GAMMA RAYS- then all of us die eating them. or maybe the plants will just kill themselves.

-the end-

mainly was about the waves and what we can do with them..
damn funny O:

oh then after math remedial!
went to help jung with her class' dutyyyyyy.
as in sweeping the floor -.-
her class ah, everything also have. even clean 'n' clear oil wipes -.-

then went library to find sqms! :]
they ah doing hw lol.
at first wanted to stay for 10mins then go home de..
but you know, wih sqms it's impossible.
then like keep talking and talking about alot of stuff. O:

go to bus stop right.
haiyo meliang give me strawberry pocky eat..
i eating then got one part sticking out ma, then pinky go pluck it off my mouth and eat it ):
haha but was like no strawberry on it lol..

then meliang so evilllll!
use her strawberry pocky to become her fingers and point at me D:
HAHA then she say wad i pointing middle finger at youuuu ah!
then change to index, then thumb -.-
got one time, she was feeling random i guess,
she just say "you guess which finger i'm pointing now. then i give you the pocky! (referring to which finger she holding the pockyyyyy la!)"

i anyhow say "index!"
then she show me the answer, i leng3 diao4.
she's using all of her fingersss!
but she still stuck the pocky inside my mouth in the enddd haha
strawberry pockys are niceee :]

so yeah ALMOST MISSED MY BUSSTOP :/
haha was sleeping ma, then i suddenly wake up omg reach liao -.-
that's the prob with taking 157 or 174 -.-
852 just sleep all the wayyyyy wahah.

agenda for tmr:
*squadddd 'playing' at sac! movieee marathon! (sqms were damn excited about dark knight hahahha ok la simpingting was!)
*scarrrrlettttttttttttt! (haven't tell my mum yet O:)

agenda for sat:
*tll
*cip???

feeling random too..
blahss, I LIKE JAEJOONG! ;D


\sometimes we don't do the things we want to do, although we know we really want to.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8/20/2008 11:39:00 PM
COOLESTZXZX MAN EVERRR!

omg USAIN BOLT DID IT AGAIN!
xD world record 19.30secs for 200m
;D HE'S LIKE SO COOL!!!

omgomg COOLESTZX MAN EVER! :]
HAPPYHAPPY!



ohh suddenly feel energized haha.
USAIN BOLT'S DAMNDAMNDAMN COOL! ;D
anw just to add on to the funnn,
another jamaica woman won the 400m hurdles!
tell me jamaica's good.
scaryyyyyy! O:



ohoh nextnext.
FREE jaychou albummmmm whee!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


tears - to wash your eyes clean
(body's defenceeee xD)
but somehow as each tear drops;
everything seems clearer bit by bit,
and soon i understood everything

d: off tooooooo olympic-ing.
xD

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 8/19/2008 11:59:00 PM

freakkkk. now i think it's positive.
urgh. O:



and,
i tried to stop the invasion.
i really really tried.
but somehow i just can't let it go.


for the second time.

----------------------------------------------------

i'm really like damn damn damn tired.
but got insomnia, which sucked more.
want sleep, cannot sleep.
WANT CANNOT WANT CANNOT WANT CANNOT.
and it just goes on and on.

everyday busybusybusybusybusy till i think i'm turning into a..
panda O_O
i miss primary school days ):
it was damn fun la, not like now living life like some lifeless zombie.


oh yeah talking about that.
next friday's teachers' day!
met jessica t. along corridor today which was good.
WE'RE GOING BACKKKK ;D
wheewheewhee.
heyyo p6 friends xD

ohoh and this friday's squad outing oleh.
where are we going huh! -.-
not decided boo.

night sales- am i going?


today was the slackest day everrr.
didn't chiong any homework, didn't go crazy over any assignments.
maybe just trigo haha.

but hey! CHEER UP K! :]
blah i saw it.. ):
which made me sad for a moment or two.
bleh i understanddddd.
don't think i was actually heartless, but yeah, maybe time alone for you would be better.
BE STRONG! ilu yj! (oh goose..)

i need to really get sleep.
if i can that is D:



\let's hope it ends the way i want it.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Monday, August 18, 2008 8/18/2008 11:40:00 PM

freak me.


what do i think i'm doing huh!
argh :/



sometimes i really reckon if i understood myself at all.
D:
wants and dont-wants just keep floating around.
making me think alot.

but ah wells.
thinking alot might just be good.
makes me sleepy :] (rarely but usually kept me awake -.-)
cause insomnia sucks.

maybe what my mum said was going to like happen.
so i better know it myself and buck up.

otherwise i'll totally die.
now i feel the pressure button's on!

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

8/18/2008 05:00:00 PM

;]
today was happy day!
i passed LA wheewheewhee.
oh and i finished my bk reviews in school haha.

this is coming kinda late.
butbutbut.. I WANT TO WATCH DARK KNIGHT.
shizz, dunno still have anot ):

yesterday was rainy day!
i realised i like walking in the rain for no reason haha.
so went with jung to do cip for yeujia la!
-.- hahaha, was quite fun at the beginning.
middle a bit sian, ending even more high..

but i only know that i was super hungry waiting for limjinghong to come with my lunch!!
O: oh yeah, saw some cheerleading comp thing.
then funny stuff happened.
then at this part of orchard road got (winks at yijung haha)

anw, so yeah i think me yijung and halfway joined hong did quite well?
ending was like giving out FREE balloons, and still no one wants -.-
was going crazy trying to finish selling the last 3, but haiz no one wants so bad.

on the way back home, me and jung kept saying "*" hahaha.
damn funny, caoyun started playing too, and yeujia starts rambling about how some french guy talks weirdly or sth like that.

THEN OH YEAH! caoyun saw a lolli lying on an empty seat.
and it was ORANGE-FLAVOURED! O:
then she say "eh you want right. i know you want it."
then i was like yeah i wan i wan i wan.
we even went right in front of the seat and stared at it, while thinking whether to take anot.
then people were like looking at us, looking at the lolli -.-
(CAOYUN! YOU KNOW THE REAL STORY OK! twist facts haiyo)
then i wan the lolli butttttt, caoyun was hinting we're in sch tee, so cannot take.
boo, but i still got it la HAHA! ;D

it's fun yeah?
tiring for my legs though. D:
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PANWEIBO! O_O
haha random nvm.

oh sian, i was still thinking eh later need prep u for np tmr.
then i think again SHIT LA! this week cca suspension le! O:
bleagh haha.
meaning it's time to mug man.


\are thing getting out of hand again?

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Saturday, August 16, 2008 8/16/2008 10:01:00 PM

oh yay i think my back's ok le yeah.
at least i think so -.-

oh yeah tll's organising movies going at 2 bucks.
i can help people book if they wanna go with their friends or sth.
but need give me money.
who wants!

i shall ask sqms xD
2 bucks per movie eh this is crazy! ;D
ohh all english movies like aiya interested people come ask me..
it's for 29 aug and 30 aug (fri and sat)

OH AND TUNGYIJUNG SAYS THAT I ROCK bwahhah.
ok yeah, cause i gave her the 'stuff'
wheehee, and she asked me to go for tmr's.
so i guess i'm going? O:

WILBER PAN'S ALBUM IS NICE GOSH! O:
ok i totally DON'T regret buying it..
and it's like i'm so clever haha
buy the jing1 xuan3 + xin1 ge1 one, better than those that keep buying once it comes out.
lol the price is like lesser than collated all albums he had released :]
happy happy!

oh then just random..
a convo with crazy!
and like crazy initiated a scissors paper stone game -.-
damn funny.





CRAZY! lol -.-




lol crazy said become michael phelps cause after you lose the thing right..
the person will drop into the water and the shark will chase after it.
but then in the end the person will swim faster than the shark lol.


this one's hilarious man!


all the spelling errors came out lol.
crazy's too devastated O:


ohmygoose is like mine ok! -.- i meant the phrase hehe.
and crazy won FINALLY!
at the end la haha.
and the 'wah sian' by me wasn't cause i was sad crazy won ok!
it's cause i was really feeling quite bored at that time D:



AND A WHOLE LOT OF i don't know wad.
but it was fun on the whole yeah!
xD

nice time nice time play again!
fun seeing crazy getting chased in the water by a shark hah!




[sidetrack!]

OMG USAIN BOLT'S DAMN COOL LARH! O:
world recordddddd xD
9.69s! :] pro man.
i like his golden running shoes.
on it still got 'beijing olympics 2008'! xD
realised that jamaica have good runners for every running event,
no matter guy or girl wow.





amazement.





\time to get everything stopped.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Friday, August 15, 2008 8/15/2008 10:55:00 PM

crap was so sleepy this morning..
even when practising for the last time.

rah! laughlaughlaugh -.-
make me..... nvm so malu.
then almost slept in the lt D:
BUT THEN WEARING U LAR! ><
if not can sleep -.-

then blahblah nothing much
math lesson as usual as entertaining! xD
haha choonitay came to sit with me for math (as in foreverrr)
cause mdmseet says so haha.
ohoh then yj was as usual going crazy about mdmseet's "hello?!"
haha then we keep hello-ing lol.
and i tink i was super lame about the wu2 zhong1 sheng1 you3 thing forrr trigo lol.
but it kinda makes sense doesn't it? ;D

then had pig heart dissection for bio lab -.-
photos next time lol ;D
not that i wanna take but required for the practical..

then erm blah went to take 42 after school.
O_O then yea not enough people, so they helped carry dalt equipments too!
blah i helping them cheng1 the gu3, then i backfacing netball court.
suddenly this dunno which school not my sch de netballer zham the ball right on my back.
D: BLAH then i cannot do the running part for pt walao.

still hurting ><
damn napfa got soccer ball right on my knee, now netball.
nice onee..
oh then took 42 for knots..
hehe omg hong was damn funny.
but yeah knots are fun! teaching them even funner! :]

after that got a mini knots comp.
then we had recrea! O:
then went back to help with equipmentssss..

the rest of the stuff are just normal.
oh but i deserted bus buddies today!
took 852 instead of 174 O:
blahhhhh, cause i wanna sit haha
in the end 852 also dun have so sad.

reached home watched a little track olympics and yeah!
here i am..
at dinner at 10pm O:

OH CRAP.
i need to likeeee.. do some stuff haha

\i just hate it when you say that.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Thursday, August 14, 2008 8/14/2008 10:38:00 PM

GAHHH! ><
i dont know what to say but..

i might have to take back what i think or say or whatever.
MIGHT.

nothing's proven yet.
so don't think too much. O:



freakkk.
no mood to really write the damned reviews. ):

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 8/13/2008 10:49:00 PM

heh i've got cool print-screens to show!
not now.. cause i seriously need to sort my media library.
so yeah after i crop out properly tmr! xD

trigoooo part one (b) quiz tmr gosh! ):
i don't like trigoo urps.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Tuesday, August 12, 2008 8/12/2008 08:33:00 PM

晴天的时候,我也许会比较好一点
世界没像我想象中那么的美
为什么,我不想问

偏偏在这个时候,有那么地偶然
有了一份依赖,我还不起
这一刻世界纷纷扰扰,什么是真实

你为什么又回到这里
让我想忘记的一切都被擦干净
那些过去又回到这里,我不能忘记

就算这世界被打垮,我流泪
我难过,你也别回来


long dayyy today i would say?
i dont know, was just starving after rehearsal ):
now hw starts piling once again,
no mood gah!

wasn't feeling any better yesterday yea.
and was like meng3 scribbling while blasting music (not really THAT blast la) in my ears
scribble crap i guess?
time to update media library erh, too many emo songs lol.
changes mood no good. (:

today was ok la, draining i dunno why.
it's just some parade sequence yea. not like meng3 drills :/
had debrief xD quite fun.
then yea i think i need to erm.. (...) :]
for the better yea.

i hate despos sorry.
eekeekeek! -.-
nvm none of my business.
i dont wanna know.
maybe what i did at first was wrong RAH!

TRIGO PART THREEEEE! D:
eewwww, i'm like still stuck at two nowhere to go..
): part one i think i'm totally brainwashed about it.
better find back the pieces man -.-

hahaha talking about math!
mdmseet said that i was all SMILEY! like :D, ;D, x) anddd xD
since assembly lollll and during her lesson :] yay!
and yj started laughing WALAO! smiley wrong ah -.-
then mdmseet said, MUST BE YJ'S ENTERTAINING JIAYUIN!
and this time i wahhahahhaha at her lol.

ANOTHER THING!
got funny joke today! :]
HAHAHA!

angie: who's that person beside leejiawei?
(she's referring to the writing postcards to support team singapore one. got different athletes on each one ma.)
me: bryan tay is it?
angie: BENEDICT GOH? it is? no laaa..
me: bryan tayyyy..
angie: HUH?! BENEDICT?!
me: she cannot hear me -.-
yj: you say very loud le yea.
angie: O_o?
me: B-R-Y-A-N tayyy!
angie: OH bryan tay maybeeee.
me and yj: (-.-)!



OH YEAH FELLOW CRAZY!
GET WELL SOON YEA!
panadols are no goodie man. ;D
sleep and be bored for the whole day tmr yea!
O:

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Monday, August 11, 2008 8/11/2008 07:48:00 PM






tungyijung lol!

SHITOU AND SHIWEI GOSH! i didn't plan for that ok!
heh i'm good man ;D


GIRAFFEEEE is part of batch forty lol.


gaochuxi, meliang, pooh, me! xD

angie at kbox O: haha


1-year-old-around-there-might-be-longer LOLLI!
see the split at the top?!

whatever.. :]
anwanw, i said it's street sales ok!
not manning of stalls, never ask properly don't anyhow say i scam you.
-.-

*click*
Leave that light on for the next 2 hours. Or perhaps, even longer. That little bit of energy used up isn't anything much right? Not at all. But imagine when 50 million of these lights are turned and left on for the next 2 hours. How much energy would that take up? A considerable sum, wouldn't it?I suppose many of you have watched "L: Change the WorLd". What is said is not false. Earth, our very own planet, has lost her ability to self-heal since some 10 years ago, and from that point onwards, the state of the Earth would only be a downward curve. That would mean, the Earth would be beyond repair if we continue this way of life.And that's not all claims you know. Global warming has proved that its effects can be devastating. Be it an earthquake, tsunami, tornado, or even a fire hazard, we can slowly see or feel the effects of global warming. Feeling much hotter these days even when the fan or aircon is on? Global warming IS evident. The Northern Hemisphere is now hitting record high average yearly temperatures, and the weather patterns of our Earth are also being messed up."The Day after Tomorrow" tells us that the Earth froze the Northern Hemisphere in a bid to save herself from furthur damage. True. Ice ages in the past are what preserve and renew our resources on Earth. Clean water, fresh air, green forests, are all part of a cycle that is needed to be done to cleanse our Earth. But, what have we done? Have we delayed the impending Ice Age, or simply heated our Earth to such a degree that this Ice Age is no longer going to come?Think about it. How many of us would live to see the Earth 50 years from now? Can you imagine what kind of a state it would be in? Even if we all die, remember, we are simply part of a cycle of life that repeats every few 10000 years. Compared to this universe, we are simply insignificant.The Earth is going to die. Whether you believe me or not, you cannot deny the fact that the use of energy, or electricity, is causing damage to our Earth. Rather than speed up this process, why not prolong this damage (if it were to come) and live longer on this Earth to enjoy what we have around us? Start, by saving energy. Thats all.
*click*
and teachers, could also start, by giving us less homework so we won't overwork the poor lights!
pass this on to six or more friends and tag them so they will post it:
(ok this is veryverylame ;D)
1) GAOCHUXI!
2) AMELIANG!
3) GOHYINGSIU!
4) TUNGYIJUNG!
5) ReZ
6) joe
can don't do if don't want it's too lame.
anw sam passed it to me O:

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

8/11/2008 06:07:00 PM

hahaha saturday was damn funny.
eat till me and angie wanted to burst man.
WENT KBOXING SOMEMORE no wonder i went broke.
with no dinnerrrr rah! (but parents bought stuff so it's ok.)
kbox 1h 30 mins -.- nvmm la haha damn fun.

then yea went to find }
lalala then all the stuff yep, damn lame along the way.
especially the watch thing gosh.
didd some meaningful stuff, some funny stuff along the way too.
YEUJIA YOU WANT GO NEXT TIME RIGHT?
i know i know haha.

anwanw, OLYMPICS GOSH! O:
swimming anddddd divinggg (:
today taoli got 5th, and ronald susilo lost! D:
HAIZ then my mum was down there halfway thru the match
"he losing liao la, he losing liao la." WALAO! haha

anw tell you all a joke then.
*bryan tay was swimming the heats*
then yea everyone very high at home.
so the like lane showed 'singapore's flag and tay (surname ma)'
he swam first for that heat la among others.

dad: eh that guy very fast eh. TAY family somemore
me: yeah very fast. -.- ya la ya la tayyyy.
bro: *jumping around frantically like some clown
dad: WHAT COUNTRY IS HE FROM?!


HAHAHAHHHA! ohmygoose it's damn funny la.
eek engrossed with olympics le la. ;D


ANOTHER RANDOM THING.
my stupid zen is working again.
it was pmsing like some b for dunno how many months.
but hey, THAT'S GOOD I GET MY MUSIC BACK LOL.


third random thing
take a look:



eek i'm superbly hungry. =x
ok let's hunt for some food.
oh btw, I ATE 5 DONUTS TODAY! ;D

(picture of s-p-l-i-t off wrapper of one year old lolli laterrrr! O:
and other random stuff xD)

yeujia kampong didi, YOU BETTER THANK ME AH.
i found another erm.. 2 people? (in addition to last sat's)

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Thursday, August 07, 2008 8/07/2008 09:27:00 PM

backk from ndp rehearsal. ):

blah alot of stuff happened la, and it's only the second erm.. time.
i would say. ><
probs here and there.
settled with much trouble bleh :/


this past week was frantic it was devastating and it forced me right up to the corner how many times was it four i guess the tears today werent just for what you said or done but i think partially i needed to let off some yes have some fresh air for the time being have some clear vision to start off with facing all aspects of my life once again ive changed i know and think

i thank angie and sam for what they did on tues/wed morning before assembly but somehow i felt so touched? no i dont know how to describe that i cried again when i just stopped its not what you think sam about making it worse it didnt THANK YOU!

i thank sqms for todays rehearsal i didnt really cry cause she scolded me and said vulgar stuff but about the point that she didnt try to understand and let me explain why i did it and just continued with whatever she was saying/doing at least sqms made me feel much better after she left

thank you meichun specifically for offering a hug when i think i needed it but rejected cause i was smelly and sweaty haha but thats not the reason i just didnt want to start it all over again (:

thank you yingsiu specifically for consoling me and trying to understand and make me feel so damn funny and hilarious with chuxi when walking the road to bus stop from main gate xD

thank you tungyijung :] cause of whatever we had during math remedial i was happy i understood how you felt and you too lucky what i said would happen after that didnt happen otherwise if you really did happen to _ i'll be very very sorry!

thank you melia and cong! bus buddies! they were damn funny on the bus man especially cong with her olympic songs thing haha and melia with her 'i wanna sleep' to say no to my cip request O:

thank you chuxi ;D AS USUAL you're damn hilarious in np room _ haha the qiao4 qiao4 hair and the spastic face the walking with gohyingsiu screaming with me when guohuicong come scare me with a sudden 'TAYJIAYUIN!' -.- lala you're my sexy! O:

blah i think i should finish my bio worksheets
priority! O:
byez

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

8/07/2008 11:56:00 AM

O: what should i say?
super tired yesterday went for some RI proj concert thing.
i realised it's for yfc D:
AS SHOWN ON THE PROG BOOKLET wahah.
hmm.. ok la quite nice. just that was damn tired after reaching home.

tuesday was tired too :/
sqms all were la sad.
ndp rehearsal O:

slept damn lots today maybe 35 mins before assembly in class xD
until katherine and hong came to find me about the proj comp.
telling me to ask some stuff -.-
and haha katherine said some stuff i feel like 'OMG! sian. no la it's not.'
then hong heard sth that i said and she started %$#@#$@^%!!!!
katherine too haha they are damn funny man O:

recess even better haha.
pinky took me to sit outside chuxigao's classroom haha.
sexy having chem lesson with etan.
soo.. she told me something and told me to do something.
lol ;D AND WE TALKED CRAP! -.-

WHO INTERESTED IN CIP PLEASE COME APPROACH ME!
(i helping my friend find ermm.. people to help out at street sales on specific sundays at different locations to help the NUH patients in some NUH patientcare fund ;D interested or NOT interested, also tell me hee)
sms/call/msn/tell me also can! :] if you know the info that is.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Monday, August 04, 2008 8/04/2008 06:58:00 PM

"CHANGE YOUR THOUGHTS AND YOU CHANGE YOUR WORLD."

gosh yeujia had quote of the day hahaha.
something about stomach very big (cause very full) then no (censored!) -.-


angie had an amusing convo with jiangyin haha.
(angie did some gross thing O_O as usuall but it was superbly gross today gosh!)

jy: you going hc (denotes the jc we're going when we graduate.) DON'T EVER DO THAT.
angie: i not going there wad. (my expression: O_O!)
jy: then where you going? (my reply: yea where?! dustbin oh? xD)
angie: i going hcjc also NOT hwachong.

omg we bursted out laughing la O:
goshgoshgosh man!
i think i like 'gosh' today.
bwahaha my word of the day whee!

k more updates with photos later :]
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backkk ;D
PHOTOS NOT HERE YET BOOHOO! :/

and gosh.
why everyone pms/menopausing like to go crazy?
and start scolding and becoming unreasonable.
PISS ME OFF. O:
walaooo stop ranting la.
luckily i'm not like that.


ohmygoose one-month le!
and i don't want one-year lolli eek.
(don't tag about this yes don't! thank you)

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Sunday, August 03, 2008 8/03/2008 09:41:00 PM

last friday was POP.
yea it was.
39 ma'ams' POP.

went to gohyingsiu's house on thursday after eating dinner at kap.
then yea sqms all went up to her room and started i dunno talking?
and like do different jobs so can finish earlier.
so got presents group at gohyingsiu's room (got aircon!)
and baking group. O:

haha originally baking group has me, melia, siu and jung
then jung left at 9+ to go home :/
so left the 3 of us who are _ _ (:
then we talked alot while we baked O:
and i had the violent chore wheehee!
SMASHING OF OREOS AND DIGESTIVE BISCUITS WHOO!
oreos were difficult using spoon and like got the sticky thingo in the middle that breaks off and sticks to the tupperware O: and i had to use the spoon to scrape it and yea try all means to stick on biscuit crumbs lol.

haha i'm improvisation queen! O:
causee at first siu tell me use spoon smash digestive biscuits too -.-
then i say very slow erh, then i dig her utensils found this metal cup thingo
quite small la and started smashing SO FAST LORH! (:

den upstairs sqms watching mofanbangbangtang -.-
oh and they bathed. we bathed after we baked xD
baking was ok la, dragged, failed but product turned out OLEH!
then dunno when some sqms came down, oh and i helped sqms polish boots!
haha then cong helped sms iron u!

and MUAH to gaochuxi!
COOK MAGGIE MEE FOR ME AT 3+am cause i very hungry lol
ADD IN EGG SOMEMORE xD though i dun really like, or really hate it.
THANKS AH SEXY! :]

yea then went back up to settle dwlding songs to melia's laptop O:
*yawns at that part, dozing off le yea, so 'early' le.
then sqms all sing song sing song till one by one collapse haha
then yea left some sqms and me, continue.
then i cannot also collapse for 15mins with gaochuxi.
andandand! we're off for school lol. -.-

woah never knew sleeping on canteen tables were so shuang.
reached school like 6.10 is it dunno =x
sqms slept like pigs la, lie on benches, collapse on tables.
until it was 7.10 went back to class and blahs, the usual begins.

haiz then got POP, super scared and nervous LIKE MELIA! O:
it's all over so quickly boo!
i don't know what to say but,
yea let's jiayou sqms! xD

still feeling tired, i want sleep. ):
quarrels ): i don't like D:
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failures keep me back.
they make me look down and not dare to look in front.
they just make me feel like everything i've done is for nothing.
they make me feel dumb and stupid.

failures make me fear. ><

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder