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Friday, February 29, 2008 2/29/2008 10:17:00 PM

haiz today was suay day for me olehss :/
damned the day started out crap le can?

received sms about some stupid guy talking some stupid crap to somebody who apparently definitely most probably believe whatever lies he fed him with. >< dead ="x">( i bet she's giving me zero straight this time cause no way is she gonna give me the quiz again next wk is obs, and then it's the hols used to chiong mugging for black test. oh so saddddd.

lalas. went to change and blahblah..

npap training was quite slack today hahas.
we did march pass and it took damn long so yeahs.
except the part on i was FEELING HUNGRY OH MANSSS!
*grumble grumble*
sad.. was sleepy too :/
i should stop doing this and yeahs get enough sleep :D
didn't eat the whole day how nice =x
tolerance level: HIGHHHH! =p

training ended..
changed and left straight from there.
went to eat with the st margs ppl! :D
cause katherine's abandoning me D: AWWWWW..
but it was great fun serious.. :D

i tink the sec 4 senior and 2 sec 2 juniors were pure fun..
haha at macs so funny :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but hehh.. went home quite early when i told my dad i was going to reach home late ><

oh and was taking bus to lot one when..
terrifying experience..
wanted to whack the dumb person..
made me feel so O_O!!
"I WANNA GET OFF THE BUS QUICKKKK!!!"
haha :D


YAY!
CT SQMS AND MA'AMS AND FORTYONES JYJY TMR!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


HAHA i'm going tmr i'm going tmr i'm going tmr i'm going tmr i'm going tmr i'm going tmr!!
olehhs x3




oh nobody hugged me yet
*sob*

bleagh.
come hug me haha :D

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Thursday, February 28, 2008 2/28/2008 10:59:00 PM

somehow i've been going home quite late or late most of the days of this wk..
dunno why just dun feel like going home..
>< and this feeling sucks.

i know i wanna go home and sleep {haha!}
but.. weird weird de..
not emo feeling but just some weird thing.
it's definitely not emoing yeahs. :D

but somehow it's making me feel tired and sian and frustrated!
damned..
when it's like the 'last' wk of school.
how wonderful!!

now i feel that everything sucks.
wow how great effect this can get.
woahh...
somebody save me!
i hate my life.
damned.


i want free hugs haha.
give me one long long one and i'll be happy :]
xD

kk byebye.
busy busy!!

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Monday, February 25, 2008 2/25/2008 10:15:00 PM

SQUADMATES JIAYOU FOR CAMPCRAFT TEST TOMORROW!!

though i cannot go tmr due to freaking cip :X .. but i'll JIAYOU JIAYOU YOU ALL OK??
:DDDDDDD you all can do it! as well as meeeeee +_+

yeahs :D TELL ME ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED DURING AGM OK?? haha should be quite entertaining and funny!! LOLS.


lalas.

haizzz.. had been really really tired dunno why..
school sucks.
homework sucks.
everything sucks.
oh man just kill me heh.


bleaghhh.
me is not the old emo me haha.
i'll find some ways to make life more beautiful!
hees O_O

amazingly i got nothing to blog about omgomg..
haha first time..


suan le :D
byebye.


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我从来没尝试过躺在一个人的肩膀上。。

那是什么滋味?

我不知道。

可能我永远也不会知道。

还是我不想知道?

谁知道?

可是应该很温暖吧!

可能还会睡着哦!

哈哈 :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Saturday, February 23, 2008 2/23/2008 11:41:00 PM

我们怎么了

落泪以前再看一眼 你模糊的脸

这会不会是最后纪念

我凝视你而你凝视 窗外的阴天

一句抱歉都僵在嘴边

我搞不懂

我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后是否

住着伤口

我想不透 我们的爱怎么了

雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活


你的笑脸还在胸前

晃动着昨天

为何回忆会让人晕血

如果我们继续向前走进雨里面

会不会有溶解的危险

我搞不懂

我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后

是否住着伤口

我想不透 我们的爱怎么了

雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活


明明从前连真挚都很甜美

现在怎会说句话就冷冻一边


我搞不懂

我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后是否住着伤口

我想不透我们的爱怎么了

雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活

i felt intense awkwardness today..
or is it it's true about wad you said?
we are all drifting apart?

i dunno there seems to be a distance and all i want to say is..
i will never give this up and everything will be fine after the comp!

yeahs :D
JYJY!!

YOU ALL CAN DO IT! <3

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Friday, February 22, 2008 2/22/2008 11:12:00 PM

people please tag haha my board is DEAD.


usual lessons on friday and stuff..
had council investiture..
so like lessons after lunch all cancelled lol :DDDD
BUT I DIDN'T GET TO FINISH WATCHING SO SADDDD..
i only watch till the 4 biggest people get their stuff then i go le..
cause 1.45 le D:

NEEDED TO MEET WITH MC AND GLENDA TO GO ACSB.
haizz. chiong chiong chiong on fri everytime..
ms khe went with us this time xD

mc told me some stuff that hm..
i dunno abt it myself.
but even if i explain i guess it'll make things worse.
cause no matter what i dun tink you will understand..

oh wells.
let's just say i dunno anything and carry on smiling olehs.
我是坚强的!

lols.
today's npap wasn't really tiring actually.
did the usual stuff..
kept practising going in and out of the parade.
as well as doing homat and turong on baton :D
QUITE FUN THOUGH HAHAHA

i realised the batons me and alicia have right..
is not the ones ma'ams gave us ahhhh!
D: SAD.

break was the usual drinking only FOOD PROHIBITED LOL.
good exercising you know..
can shed some weight haha :D

got the usual food pack and water bottle. hahas..
a bit sick of the food pack other than the MILOOOO!!!

then went to the place i dunno wad's it called..
somehow we sat down AND IT STARTED POURING..
i was sitting cross legged and facing outside..
so my legs were practically drenched..
u cover quite pathetic also..

but at least we moved back after ms khe told us to.
yay :D
oh and we still intended to run throught the great rain on the bus for fun..
pure fun and excitement hahaha.

BUT AFTER THAT THE GREAT RAIN STOPPED LOL.
i said haha please stop or make it smaller..
ok lar maybe coincidence heh.

so ya we intended to chiong thru the rain.. and found out there's no rain..
so i shouted to mc "no rain run for wad?"
then she laugh to me back and we walked towards the bus.

listened to songs while on the way backkkk..
shi jie mo ri made us think of caiqing but we didn't feel sad or emo..
we were just pissed about who made it the LAST caiqing..
and still didn't go on the last day when everybody was putting all their effort into the LAST caiqing.
the practices not even need to say never see him come pop in and check out..
ok maybe seldom lol..


oh and to angie: THANKS FOR YOUR HELP TODAY! otherwise i tink i'm dead meat. THANKS A LOT BEST FRIENDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! haha :D YEAHS hope you survived today. and jyjy for being casualty tmr! {if i didn't rmb wrongly lol O_O}


ok ya.. mc pangseh me wow.
lol it's ok lar. :D
cause partially she nidda wake up damn early tmr also. ><
JYJY!!!!!!!
i'll give you moral support!!

oh to mb too!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
jyjy for your *test* tmr!
haha.

yays..
i can relieve myself on sun :DDDDDD
HAHAHA..
ok lol..


back to revising campcraft!
jyjy sqms!
we can do it!
<3

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Thursday, February 21, 2008 2/21/2008 11:11:00 PM

yoyozz!!

firstly i want to address something.
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME SAY CRAP ABOUT WAD DIDN'T HAPPEN TO THEM!
WAHHH I NEED TO KOWTOW TO YOU LE!

talk crap thank you ah.
now they all have been reassured about the wrong impression of me.
blehh you suck.

how can you do that to me?
as well as *hem by anyhow telling them wad they said?
you tink it's nothing wrong to tell them no big deal..
but it's a GIANT DEAL TO ME..

ahhhh!!!
D:

dun make me make you pay for this.
i shall shut up in front of you..
and not even talk to anybody..
><

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if you dun understand my workload and cca stuff,
can you dun make so much comments?

it makes my life more difficult even though i try to listen yeah.
instead of moving me on..
your constant naggings of smsing and msning
makes me feel like all i needa do is put my head into my books and..

NO LEISURE AT ALL!
even watching 40 mins show also will die like that.

haiz but i know some parts it's really my fault.
SORRY! i

'm trying my best to juggle my sch work..
cca work {guess so.. stress stress stress.. promotion!!}
home stuff..
TUITION HOMEWORK :X

i'll try handling all of that! :D

i'mlying.ifeellikedyingD:

how?
whatever dun care le..
if this continues i tink i'm gonna emo everyday again..

stop stressing me!
i hate sec 3 life~

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wahhss..
i missed one cca cip in the dec hols..
and tmr's i'm gonna miss it again due to npap.
wahhhhhh omg. so sad.

and the cip is for dalt not np.. O_O
i want goooooo.
suan le. :D


HAISSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

np OI!
np OI!
np KABOMBA BOMBOMBA AYEBOMBA AHBOMBA AYEBOMBA

NP!!!!!!!!!!!

ok cheering myself on only haha xD
but no matter wad i shall still lead a happy life..

sian..
dun feel angry anymore ok?
make me feel like though i very happy but then..
your reaction made me feel like i also dunno how to describe.


ahhh i'm really going crazy!

i shall slack on sun..
let me go on sun?
please? :D


><
am i in self-denial?
i tink so.
but at least it beats facing to reality!

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/21/2008 12:27:00 AM

*我一直跟自己说我做得到。


可是真的在sqms的心里,
真的做得到吗?



我做不到。


我还是保留着friday是dalt!
龙要做美美...
jiayoujiayou!


i dunno wad to do now..
i tried forgetting about everything..
escaping even.

but everytime i go to one sqm's blog..
see the photos the post on last caiqing..
i cannot stand it..

or preferably my tears cannot stand it!
it affects my emotions.
my mood.
my everything..


learn how to let go..
and pick up.


don't dwell upon the past that don't exist anymore!

JIAYUIN WAKE UP!

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 2/20/2008 06:51:00 PM

yoohoo peeps!! :]]


haish.. better tell *hem my decision tmr or i'll regret it all my life haha xD

0h nothing much happened todayyee..
but i guess i was able to open my eyes most of the time during math
[GOOD ACCOMPLISHMENT!! O_O]
but physics was ok at least i listened to wad he was talking about hahas..

i seriously need someone to teach me..
MATHPHYSICSBIOCHEM!!

WHO WANTS? HAHA
i'm finding one who does FOC teaching lol.. :}

haha mb you want teach me? O_O
since i tink you quite good eh.. -..-
tell me on msn!! :DDD

wahh so fast wed le eh..
then it'll be thurs..
then it'll be fri..
then it'll be sat..
then it'll be sun..

wth time really like moves in the speed of light i dun even know lor..
wth it's like only week 3 or 4 to me hahas
=.=


blehhh...
missed the eating donuts chance sold by NYSEEEEE TODAY LUNCHH!!
shall catch it tmr lol..
cause i went for cpt quite ok :D
I HOPE I PASS THIS TIMEEEE...
JYJY!!
{if i dun pass i tink i'll can be called a loser :/}

then yarrrr...
wanted to grab strawberry cheescake and muffins with angieee after sch..
but the shop was closed when we reached there so sad right?
the last time we missed the stop O_O

so we went KAP insteadd..
ate ate ate..
grossed out grossed out grossed out..
weird weird weird..
puking puking puking..

totally cannot stand it!
angie was like saying "gross" a gazillion times to me..
and i feel like the girl was wrecking her school image can??
the other person was like totally UGLY!

ok fine i shall not say anymore..
i was quite freaked out also..
but after the meal..
i grabbed a STRAWBERRY SUNDAEEEEE!!
which was so sweet and nice i decided not to care about them..

WE MOVED SEATS BTW IN ORDER TO FEEL MORE FREEE HAHA.

otherwise it's damn weird lol.
totally suckedd..
and like angie was so traumatised she say she's not going to KAP on weds..
or even NOT GOING ANYMORE OMGGGGGG.

then she thought she saw _.
and she wanted to bet so as to add life to our boring lifess..
quoted from her.

and haha i bet it's not lol. :D
AND SHE BET IT IS.
and i WONNNN OLEHSS.
my classmate eh.. i got sense de ok? haha

ONE BUCKKK MUAHHH CHEE HEREEEE I COMEEEE!!!!!!!!
haha omgomgomg.

lol i love bets..
heh


so yeah :DDDDD
OKOK bb


*wahahhhhhhssss omg lol.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 2/19/2008 10:31:00 PM

no time to post..
need study for cpt IN ORDER TO PASS AND NOT RETAKE ANYMORE :D

so i just wanna say thank you to this people!!

MEICHUNN.. THANKS FOR CHEERING ME ON BY THE SIDE.. REALLY RIGHT BESIDE ME.. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!! AND I'M SORRY OUR LAST PITCH TURNED OUT LIKE THAT >(

CONGGGG.. THANKS FOR BOOSTING ME ON.. "JIAYUINNN KUAI4 DIAN4 JIAYOU!"
HAHAHA MADE ME CONTINUE AND NOT GIVE UP THOUGH I THOUGHT I WAS HAVING SHORT BREATHS HAHA. :D

so yeah :D
oh and mb too.
for jyjy-ing me on for EVERYTHING!!
haha thanks :DDDDD
:} YOU JIAYOU TOO q:


i shall try to blog more tmr ok?
i promise.. :D



*i'm not scared anymoree..
cause i never do anything wrong.
so haha the usual..
"dun care" :]

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Monday, February 18, 2008 2/18/2008 09:59:00 PM

actually on the lorry during caiqing..
sqms were sitting in a squeezy circle..
but i was able to see almost everybody's faces..

and i suddenly had this random thought..

what would my life be if sqms were to leave me?
what would my life be if sqms never even existed?
what would my life be if sqms never ever wanted to care or talk to me?

i think i'll break down hahas.
yep :D
THAT'S THE SIGNIFICANCE OF SQMS TO ME!
IMPORTANT IMPORTANT!

*angie says i should not think so much and it's ok.
but there's something wrong somewhere..
and i should think about that :}

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/18/2008 09:20:00 PM

我怕会喜欢你!

你不在

当世界只剩下这床头灯

你那边是早晨已经出门

我侧身感到你在转身

无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯

一再错身彼此脆弱的时分

如果渴望一个吻的余温

我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞

你不在当我最需要爱你却不在

无尽等待像独白般难挨

你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在

我受了伤在偷偷好起来

但你不在不在

时间再按下许多次快门

沉默里听见转动的秒针

一个人吃饭这个凌晨

孤单一人份

你低声说你有别人

我的话筒只有自己的体温

怎样认真也不一定成真

你说的对我不得不承认

你不在当我最需要爱你却不在

无尽等待像独白的难挨

你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在

我受了伤再偷偷好起来但你不在

那些摇摆我都明白都明白

但你不在爱已不在不在

你不在当我最需要爱你却不在

一个人分饰两角的恋爱

你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在

像空气般不存在的存在

再没有痕迹的爱你不在

当我需要你的爱你不在

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how how how?
-..-
i think i'm useless..
haha i emo-ed just now again wth..
when there's nobody at home..
i was just facing my homework, listening to my mp4..
about nothing at first..
but soon long came into the picture..

i dunno wad to do about this.
it's all over!
there's nothing we can do..
but to continue with our lives..
and rmb the painful but beautiful memories we had.

EASILY SAID THAN DONE..
i rather i cry alone at a corner everyday at home..
and try to forget everything and try to be as high as possible in front of others..
esp sqms.
suan le..
sqms JYJY! :D

oh we had new pe teacher today..
and i tink he dunno how to teach..
he teach like very shy and awkward like that O_O
ok nvm..

blehh jyjy everybody!! :}

*为什么要对我那么好?
不要对我那么好... ...
因为我会怕...
我怕...
我怕...

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Sunday, February 17, 2008 2/17/2008 10:24:00 PM

[T_T]

that's wad i felt after today's caiqing. D:
i really really will miss all the times we shared with the long..
really!!

so sad right?
thinking abt the past i remembered how happy sqms can be during dalt..
how tears can be shed due to lousy long.. or not high long..
how smiles and encouragement could be gotten..
how bonding between ma'ams could get better..
how we could get closer as a squad..
all the good times and bad times...
how our long could get super high..
and when it's real performances we could wu3 so well. :D

AND TODAY..
i'm so PROUD OF SQMS!
we did OUR BEST FOR LONG TODAY.
it was totally OMG..
jiao lian said it was very good THE BEST EVER TOO.
ma'ams also..

melia got so touched about how cohesive it can get..
and how sqms put their 100% in it..
and how all the hua3 are all DAMN NICEEE seriously..
she emoed.

and looking at her i was telling myself i cannot emo i cannot.
but i can't help it.
LONG AND DALT ARE WONDERFUL MEMORIES FOR MEEEE :D
i bet for sqms too.
then whole lot of sqms started emoing too.
ma'ams started singing np songs.
which seem rather emo-ish to us..
and we cried more and more..
till we finally reached school and told ourselves stop crying..


so sqms i guess we savoured every moment we had while doing long today so we wun regret next time..
as regret is the worst you can get in this world.. +_+
i enjoyed every moment..
and how suddenly all the mo4 qi4 we had within the whole sqd could blast out like that suddenly.
i tink we ROCK THE WORLD DOWNNN!!

we still tot we did nothing for caiqing..
and seeing ma'ams being so tired for all the lion dances..
we can't help or do anything..
we felt really baddd.
MA'AMS THANK YOU!
we are really sorry!!



:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i want go watch KFD with sqms tmr!!
DUNNO CAN ANOT..
it'll be my fourth time omg wth..
:} randomness :D

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Saturday, February 16, 2008 2/16/2008 11:08:00 PM

SQMS YOU ALL VERY ZAI FOR CAIQING TODAY!
haha no matter wad you are all ZAI SQMS!! :D
MA'AMS AND 41S JIAYOU FOR CAIQING TMRRRR!!!!! <3

ok back to the topic.
hahas today tuition was dumb.
did summary on euthanasia "mercy killing"..
i saw sim ping b4 class!
simping YOU VERY CUTEEEEE!!!!

haha and i finished my third time of KUNG FU DUNK WITH MBBBBBBB :}
omg.. haha i still tink JAY CHOU VERY CUTE..
XIAO LAN LOOKS SHUAI WHEN SLAMDUNKINGG AND EMOING.. AND WHEN HE'S SWEATING lol sounds pretty wrong..
chen bolin also ok lar :D

actually watching with mb is rather different from watching with other people..
SOMEHOW.
but hahas quite fun lar.

then went pop.
WAHHH JAY CHOU WORLD TOUR DISCS ALL SO EXXX!!
cd: $18.90 (no freebies haha)
dvd:$22.90 (free xie3 zhen1 shu1 48 pgs and zhou da xia song)
dvd+cd:$36.95 (free 60 PAGES XIE ZHEN SHU AND ZHOU DA XIA SONG PLUS MV!)

haha then mb say buy the third option..
i'm like HUH? O_O YOU SURE?
then he nodded.
then yar quite paiseh but still THANK YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
mb chao nice today!!

then buy mine le went to buy mb's..
bought mb a _.
hem.. mb was saying it's ex..
and mb dunno how to choose..
so in the end i choose..
-_-
then mb say ok..

so ya it's was FUNNN TODAYYYY!!!!
:D HAHA LOLS.
then we went to snack a bit..
then time flies so fast..

i nidda chiong cause dad and mom come le..
need go fetch bro from tuition also..
so like nv take mb to the bus station ><
tell mb to walk alone
SORRY AH!

time constraints.
yay i tink we're doing this next week too.
+_+

kk watching deathnote 3 next week i tink..

YEAH JIAYOU FOR CAIQING TMRRRR!!!!!!!
i very SCARED AND NERVOUS LONG TIME NEVER TOUCH LONGGG.
I SCARED I SHAME EVERYBODY!!
HOW HOW HOW?!

*deep breaths. calm down. :D

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/16/2008 08:55:00 AM

HELLO WORLDDDDDDD :]]]]]]]]]

haha i'm watching my THIRD TIME OF KUNG FU DUNK LATER!!!
omgomg.

haha oh shit. it's more ex on weekenddddds.
IT'S ALOT MORE EX! shizzz bring lots $$ later then. what the [hem] haha.
still need buy present for mb :}

bleagh but oh wells..
i got mb to accompany me.

mb haven't watch yet marh! :D
SO I VERY NICEEE LOL.
but mb is pangsehing (...) when they were going (...)
wahah.

mb is going to be poser and let me see HAHAH.
cannot imagine it's going to be so spastic and weird lolz..
ooh.. me and mb got got got SAME MP4..
cool! +_+

AND mb motivated me to load my mp4 which is hidden inside my drawer..
not seeing the light outside heh q:
hahah..

ok..
i'm feeling rather excited!!
not to see mb being poser but..
haha SEEING JAY CHOU IN ACTIONNNN AGAIN!
and XIAO LAN!!! {little blue lol..}
yayssss..

-..-
ok..

BYEBYE WORLDDDDD!
thanks for making me so happy!! ^^

emo-ish me seems to disappear a little bit..
olehhs.
but i always know when i emo..
there will always be someone there to listen to me! :D *muack hahas

HAHAH OK IT SOUNDS PRETTY *LALAS*

I LOVE THE WORLDDDDDDDD <3

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Friday, February 15, 2008 2/15/2008 09:23:00 PM

haha HELLO NICK TANG!
i know you read my blog since you told me todayyy.
and i got something to tell you.

I KNOW THE JUDO GIRL'S NAMMEEEE! wahaha.
HIGH EFFICIENCY!
*hint: come bribe me now! before you regret lol :D HEHHHHH.

oh and cause i'm very clever that's why i know haha

ok that's out of context cause he told me today that he reads my bloggg. and why i say he got emo face. OK YOU DUN HAVE OK? haha

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mc i got alot to tell you abt "thank you"
haha chao funny de! ^^

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OK TODAY WAS A RATHER SHORT DAYYYY!
but filled with urm.. quizzes lol.
MATH QUIZ AND PHYSICS REQUIZ..

how bad can it get?
SIL was damn funnnn can? hahhahahahaha so cute :}

I WANTTT JAY CHOUUUU TEE WITHHH SAMMMMMMM *huge muack haha
ehh rmb hu ge? lol.

ok then everyone was devastated by the bio ws which turned out crappish walao..
then st john's no cca all go jeraldine's hse play mahjong walao i also wantttt..
got npap lar cannot O_O

hahaa was not shocked that mr han took us urm.. today lol.
cause the schs for area 15 switch turns i guess.
then so yar..

you know he reached he told us to board the bus so we boarded..
oh btw everybody came except hwachong lol. sji didn't take the bus i tink i dunno D:
THEN URMMM...
he started intro-ing himself and saying "we are going to PLAY A GAME!.... yadaaa yadaaaa"
THE BUS MOVED OFF AFTER THAT...
i'm like OMGOMGOMG! cause i got info the hci ppl just reached and we are moving off.
so i BEING A SUPERB NICE PERSON..
raised my hand and cut mr han in his talking and said..
"urm sir.. hwachong people haven't board yet."
the bus was still moving out can?

then sir suddenly !! then tell the bus to stop..
almost told me to go find them can?.. eek.
but after that i passed info that they should chiong for the bus so they caught it!
olehhhs i'm nice saved their cab fare lor.

should repay me haha
really.. it's true..
THEY DIDN'T SAY THANK YOU! >(

ok next did urm.. sizing again cause people left GOLD UNIT MARH..
so like yar lor..
did the parade thingo again hentak hentak hentak D:
HAHA QUITE OK LAR.
then learn "bom-bom"
breakkkkkkkk :D

MAKE FRIENDS WITH ST MARGS PEOPLE. ok i knew them b4hand but yeahss.
ate drank with them..
practise resumed so yar prac prac again..
prac baton now.. and learnt how to get into the parade and getting out.
OH AND RESIZED I'M NOT LONGER IN THE FRONT YAYEEESSSS.
at first i was but resized again haha sorry didn't say.
i'm in third row olehss.

we were all highing with 41s and the st margs ppl.
when mr han gestured for me to go right up to him..
i went and he asked and talked to me about stuff..
-confidential-

{sqms! check gmail to read.. and more details can be asked from me on mon :D}
ACTUALLY HE'S NOT AS BAD AS YOU ALL THINK LAR...
:] he's trying to help us as well as the unit.

then we all didn't wait for the bus lol.
i tink only acsb waited haha wth.
we all left.
and after we "thank you sir. goodbye sir."

41 told me and katherine [hahas] something.
I'M SO TOUCHED! :D
and we reached the outside of HTA.
i asked them if they want me to consider taking them..
and they replied with a LOUD AND ENTHU "YES MA'AM!"
hah omg i very touchedddd.
even though it's not v'day anymore but yeahhs.

:]] went to eat eat..
lol. quite spazz..
then i found out sth abt ty.
HE EATS LIKE MC LIKE THAT.
walao the whole big spoon of mian he stuff inside his mouth.
then his mouth will be quite dirtyyy haha.

OMG MC DUN HYPERVENTILATE HAHAHA.
he eats alot also.
lol..

then katherine keep disgracing herself lol..
+_+
funny funny..

and katherine was SUPERBLY NICE ENOUGH to tell me to move in and i sat with hmm..
haha but also nothing lar lol..

ok..
the end haha.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i need go shop shop around yellow again on mon for *HEM*.
haha xD
shall find a super POSER ONE FOR YOU OK?
since you so want to be lolll.

later i evil evil buy one super gay de haha :D

NO LAR I DUN MEAN IT!

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sim ping got free movie tickets for KUNG FU DUNKKK!
and supposedly she's supposed to give meeeee!
wahhhssss D:

BOOO! i tot i can save money for my third time booooooo!
blehhh.

>( haha lol wth.
it's totally superbly nice go watch go watch!

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v'day presents pics sometime NEXT WEEK!
look forward to it olehhss..
{wait till i get my dvd then i take photo with it too! :D}

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Thursday, February 14, 2008 2/14/2008 08:27:00 PM

haha sorry forgot to post something..
SAM GAVE ME SOMETHING! :D


it says "To: Jiayuin From: Sam"
"14 Feb 2008, <3>
hahha we are both FANS LOL!!
jay tee coming out next week hopefully lol.. :D
OH AND AND AND!!
haha thank you!
if you are giving me money!
haha :]
so niceeeee..
NEVER KNEW SOMEBODY COULD BE LIKE GIVING ME..
"oh give you $21?"
walao haha THANK YOU ANWS!
:] :] :]
happy happy
haha best thing to happen on v'day!
ability to buy 1 dvd and 1 cd of jay chou concert disc!
costs altogether around $42..
blehh
THANK YOU FRIEND THAT SHARES SECRETS :D
*muack.. ok it's wrong but yeah you understand..
:}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/14/2008 06:57:00 PM


{cute pic quite blur cause tried to take it b4 math lesson then suddenly ms chang come in then WAHHH!}
today was spastic..
valentine's day!!
sqms were meng giving out stuff.. lol.
early in morning i tink we most noisy through the first floor there.
haha lol wth.
too high le marh NP DE LEH!
then i gave m&ms and chocos. lol i'm nice.
sqms give de, classmates give de everything..
being a STUPID GIRL {or wad melia will say stupid woman}..
i forgot to bring THE WHOLE PLASTIC BAG BACK walao wth..
later the chocs all melt inside then i cry tmr in sch lol..
ok pics!! =)
{p.s. SQMS ALL SO CUTE!! :D}
please dun mind some pic quality cause it's taken early in the morn so ya a bit dark.


gao chu's jelly WITHOUT SUGAR!! i ate alot ok? trying to help haha xD





sim ping trying to avoid my POWERFUL CAM lol.


that's mc eating my choco walao so early gan4 diao4 ta1 so evil.. BUT SHE LOOKS CUTE LOL.
and i was teasing her abt "THANK YOU" LOL. ok hidden meaning lol..


meliang trying to block herself in the end jerk my phone walao.



this is so diu lian-ish.. haha omg.. that's me, chuxi and mc lol we were trying to be spastic so that sqms will laugh haha wth.



sim ping was trying to whack me too. but somehow my POWERFUL PHONE CAUGHT A SMILE OLEH! :D {you can kop if you want :)} haha total chio bu! :]



not caught in action olehss {you can kop this too haha} -_-


this is the MOST CLASSIC i tell you. i accidentally pressed then come out haha chu is sajiao-ing lol. omg so good eh me!



jung trying to say "OI!" but haha i too good a mama liao.. :]


goh ying was begging not to blog this haha but she looks danm spastic!
dunno but somehow she wasn't trying to be but she is lol.
haiz cannot post the pics abt wad i got.. so sad..
cause i stupid marh left it under table walao..
so red de plastic i can still kok eye cannot see walao.
try tmr :X
p.s. HIGHED WITH SAM AGAIN DURING FREE PERIOD FOR PHYSICS LOL.
quiz was dumb.. 4 mins for 4 marks.. in the end i tink i can just pass thank you..
cannot even finish REQUIZZZZ!
WE TRYING TO EAT IN CLASS. SHE CLASS MONI LOR!!! BUT SHE WAS DOODLING ON MY NOTEBOOK NICE DOODLES THOUGH.. SHAO WAS NICE TODAY TOO GIVE ME CHOCO AND "JIE" THANKS!
i look spaz in the photo.. that's LAO HONG DE CUTTLEFISH CAN SO HAHA.
we were spastic ok? lol..
trying to slam dunk in class wth! O_O
went find zhong laoshi with sam for a while and had present making..
then haha went west mall..
and blah blah blah..
*HEM!*
HAHA SO SAD I NO DATE TODAY LOL.. dated with alpha, abra, ANGIE AND SAM LOL :D
mc just said this to me!! so niceeee!~

=mc= says:
oh yes

=mc= says:
jiayuin,

=mc= says:
i just wanted to sya on this valentine's day

=mc= says:
that i love you

=mc= says:
and always will
wahhh thank you! ehhh.. we shall be the BEST LONG 5 AND 6 WOOTS.
jyjy for last dalt this fri sqms!
boo D: I CAN'T GO. WTH.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 2/13/2008 11:37:00 PM

JUNGGGG!!
must jyjy k?!
you can do it!!!!

fly up high when you want to..
but when you need to land...
need a shoulder..
though maybe mine a bit short cause *hem*..
but YOU CAN STILL FIND ME!!

DUN EMO OK?
:D

you are making me emo too!
ok i emoed bleaghhh. D:



*will other people ever understand the pain we are always going through?

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/13/2008 09:43:00 PM

ok la i shall post the political comics now!!
:] say i'm niceeee..
"YOU'RE NICEEE!"
wah i can hear it thank you! lol wth




ok me and sam were being real dumb.. and the first tee is like totally weird cause she's like cannot fit the words in how? i'm like draw the shirt bigger! then she's like eeyer dun wan..
then become some triangular thingum there so funny haha but it's nice..
we were thought about political comics TODAY BUT WE DREW IT YTD OMGOMGOMG.. haha so contradictoryyy :D
OK ABT TODAYYYY!!
it was damn fun da baing... people say it's damn loud..
i'm like huh? reallly? i thought it was quite norm not the loudest..
loudest was maybe 412 there? haha
oh then THE HIGHLIGHT OF TODAY!!
me and sam having JAY CHOU TEE OMG SERIOUS THIS TIME..
and it's gonna be damn nice yay olehsss..
then at first i said why not dry fit?
then she say l8r his face got holes eek so ugly..
i'm like orh jacket??
then sam dun wan after that she wan i dun wan haha..
abt the jacket we can still laugh like mad cause i say i wan hoodie..
but we having jay chou pic behind then like..
wad if cover?
WEAR THE HOODIE ALL THE WAY LOR HAHA WTHHHH..
then go orchard wear hoodie everywhere also where haah..
otherwise only his mouth haha omg then damn funny..
so we SETTLED ON A TEEE.
OLEHHHSSSS..
ok then angie said why not shoe?
omg dun tempt me..
haha later i bankrupt..
kk.. it's gonna be STRIKING MANN
olehhsss...
wah enough olehing..
bb :]
i shall go talk on msn le..
dao people too much ahha
SORRY!

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/13/2008 08:21:00 PM


YOYOZZZ PEOPLE!
actually i dunno who seriously reads my blog but haha HELLO!


ok i shall post pics abt ytd when i HIGHED WITH SAM..

omg it's like IH lesson {oops! ><} but teacher didn't come and we highed..

cause she come and ask me if i had anything to say to the class lol..

then like DISCUSS CLASS TEE LAR...

then haha ok discussion haven't start..

we started drawing shirts on the whiteboard..




then we HIGHED cause we started making it the jay chou shirt omg..

and abt kung fu dunk also but the drawings suck.

HAHAHAHA

ok let's take a look...



note: there's a person flying up for the net is jay chou HAHAHA slam dunking.

then there's some veg like thingy there haha sam draw de ask her wad is it.

is it the basketball with fire or sth? O_O

then there's some pig like man down there is some random guy which we just drew to i dunno wad.

then there's a girl there with a ribbon like thing. IT'S NOT A RIBBON IT'S A BOOK..

and to see it closely it's writes "chinese" in chinese haha wth. {inverted though. :]}

haha so creative.


haha CLOSE UP! +_+

that's front view btw..

back view coming RIGHT UP!







ok this pic totally looks wrong. DUE TO SAMANTHA! haha..

she drew chenbolin first actually. {lower left} then i drew XIAOLAN {!!!!} LOWER RIGHT first..

then the shirts got write first cause their team is first university marh!!

THEN SAM STILL SAY CHEN BO LIN GOT BIG MOUTH THEN DRAW THE MOUTH LIKE SOME SAUSAGE LIKE THAT. {she was still laughing like siao then i laugh like siao too. +_+ totally wrecked his image i meant chenbolin's haha}


then.. cause chen bolin was "supposed to" pass the ball to xiao lan..

but in the end she drew the ENEMY THERE. then it looks damn wrong.. seriously..

cause the ball down there like trying to *hem* haha wth then we laugh like MADWOMAN AGAIN! wah the class still looking at us can? haha some waiting to discuss class tee omg.



then haha the ENEMY got 2 bunch of black black stuff cause sam drew small small ones at first..

i asked "ANTS OH?" then she's like laughing like siao again.. and say no HAIR. haha then i go draw it like till like that omg ok nvm..

then she drew the needle poking his armpit.. {that's a needle btw.} CAUSEEE IN THE SHOW GOT MARH. then also damn short. i extended it so can see. :X



haha still got gay position lol ok wth.. this is dumb..








{discuss for class tee for a while then continued highing by drawing VERY RANDOM STUFF!}


ok shit i posted more pics and more fun stuff but bleh it can't load so TOO BADDD!

haha you all can tell me to send you all to see though damn funny..

but i shall load one last one..



haha dun vote for HILLARY OR OBAMAAA!
vote for jay!
to be the AMERICAN'S PRESIDENT!!!
actually there's another two pics which are politica comics but yeah too bad yea?
maybe tmr..
then you all understand why it became "VOTE JAY!"
kk i'll blog abt tmr later..





bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Monday, February 11, 2008 2/11/2008 08:23:00 PM

DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A SPENDTHRIFT!

ok.. haha today was quite slack yeahs?
haha NO HOMEWORK OLEH!!!!!!!!

oh and NICE gao chu wrote me sth during class when it's nck's lesson lol...
*hint SNORE hint*
heh. wahah i love gao chu ok -..-
she's nice lar. very nice also..
OH AND SHE SHE SHE... loves wad i loves too. heh oleh oleh.

ok lunchie..
was sitting beside pingting..
while gao chu was so hardworkingly writing her chi compo or sth..
then sqms all eating and blah..
HIGHED WITH MEICHUN FOR A WHILE HAHAHAHAHA!
omgomgomg... rofl.

ok then after school...
PERSUADED SUCCESSFULLY for angie phua to go watch movie with me!
actually was KUNG FU DUNKKK LAR.
yeah.. reach the cinema walao the queue damn long.
otherwise can catch the 3pm one..
then the next one is at 5pm...
boo D: ALMOST DIDN'T WATCH AND WENT TO WATCH CJ7!
phew lucky..
we decided haizz since we buying *hem* also might as well watch yar.
walao sian spend so much money todayyyy.. the *hem* is like quite ex..
still WRAP LOR $2 HAHA but we dun need wrap marh save timeeeeeee :D
so HEHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

HOORAYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chao nice de ke yi ma?
lolness.
it's like...
the whole story damn cool..
with shuai characters and like funny people..
then got emo emo parts at the back and funny funny stuff right at the end..

方世杰 is like chao cute and stuff!! so zai when punching people! woots..
ahhhhhh~ my idol haha wth. JAY CHOUUUUUU LEH!

丁伟(IS IT LIKE THAT?) haha got the cool cool gang look. the last match slamdunked in. then gave the smile so.. SHUAI! CHEN BO LING GOOD. lol

萧岚- THE SHUAIEST WHEN PLAYING BBALL! haha omg..looks so zai zai zai! ultra.....+++
emo that time still shuai lol wth. but dunno wad's the actor's real name boo D:

so yeahs no more revealing!
GO CATCH IT!
IT'S MY SECOND TIME LE....
BUT I SAVED $3 CAUSE IT'S MONDAY TODAY!
instead of watching on wkends yooyayyyyy!


ps. i still want watch again! haha wth.. CINNAMON STICKS ARE NICE! woo~ people in the cinema are weird haha seriously..

kk..
OH AND I FINISHED MY SPEECH TODAY.
screwed i think..
people started laughing even 4 i started talking blehh.
tried HARD not to laughh haha so not meee wth.
but too bad lar graded lol..
O_O
but it's a load off my shoulders! :]


O_?
{personal note: bring 2 oranges on 13th + tell lingkai to give me $$ put in angbao!! CAIQING!}

KK BB :D

*you are in no position to say and judge me like how you think i am.
SUCKER! bleh. P:

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/11/2008 12:07:00 AM

DISCLAIMER: this is not meant to be an emo post.

i was just wondering randomly...

if we missed our last chance to perform..
when will be touch our long2 jie2 again?
or are we even going to touch it at all?
and leave ny in a state of depression...

but the thing is i kinda agree with mc.
when next year comes...
and we still get bronze, i tink i wun be able to even look into the dalt room.
or even say I'M PREVIOUSLY FROM DALT.
cause seriously..
we got separated to at least get a silver.
so if we still get a bronze i tink i cannot face dalt anymore.

i can bang my head on the wall.
it shows how useless it is to separate dalt.
and we need to prove that dalt got separated with a sense of pride and reason.
not for nothing.

somehow it's predestined to me.
about how much intake we get..
and most importantly whether they decides to continue and endure..
or just quit without taking up the challenge given to them.



*the question is: are you all up to the challenge?

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Sunday, February 10, 2008 2/10/2008 07:18:00 PM

D: haiz.

guess wad i'm gonna say?

I GOT SICK ON CNY kns.
you know it's like seriously very serious at first it wasn't..
until the chu1 yi1 de night den i started shivering wth.
then go doc then doc say is wad...

inflammatory food poisoning!
i dun wan eat kap macs anymoreeeeeeeeeeeee.
PHOBIC!!!!!!!

then cause my fever 39.5 degrees heh! i pwn lor.
then he say better take jab.
THEN MY DAD SAY OK!
i'm like oh my goose.

the doc look at me and ask" you can? "
i'm like ya ok. suan le.

then take that time suay suay..
my stomach very pain haha cramp ma.
food poisoning confirm got de.
then like wth O_O
i not scared jab but like... stomach pain :(

wah stomach really damn pain lar...
keep grumbling inside..
like carving some hole out wth.
ok then i totally cannot tehan go home sleep haha.

SO YAR! keep having diarrhoea too. blehh..
like one sec finish then come again
wtf.

but now ok le lar. xD

no worries...

---------------------------------------------------------

I WATCHED KUNG FU DUNK TODAY!
IT TOTALLY ROCKED!
WAHHHHH......................
JAY CHOU SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
HAHA WTH.

OK GO WATCH EVERYBODY!

OH AND ANGIE I'M STILL WATCHING WITH YOU LAR..
CAUSE HAHA I STILL WANNA WATCH AGAIN!
DAMN COOLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!

OLEHHH...

bb :X

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Wednesday, February 06, 2008 2/06/2008 12:20:00 AM

i reviewed abt today..

about how IH was..
about how ms van dyke was telling us about our personal identity.

"who do you think you are? and who do you think others think you are?"
i thought a moment..

and decided i am who i am.
an emo person.

not that i wan to emo but this week it's like really all the things that happened make me emo.
total emo-ism.

i guess people just thought i'm some kee siao person in class.
too high and happy le.
no worries.

that's wrong.
maybe some will know but yeah.
i blogged last week to hope this week will be better..
i dun seem to get it done.
nvm i shall forgive myself and carry on with life
WITH NO FROWNS haha.

not going back to kmps.
no mood at all.
i wan talk to sqms tmr.
i wan to say whatever i feel like saying.

ok i shall promise myself from next week onwards no more emo post!!
olehhhhh...

音乐已停,我知道一切已经结束了。

在这个告别的二月,我愿意相信,

伤口最终会慢慢愈合。

而这个世界会原谅我,原谅你,原谅他,原谅她。

原谅一切的一切。

再见,天很蓝的某个星期五。

再见,我亲爱亲爱的dalt.

再见,一碰就痛的中三年头


*你会原谅我吧?

oh whatever...
next week will be better.
this will be the end of my emo days of the start of sec 3 life.

END.




i hope so. ><

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Tuesday, February 05, 2008 2/05/2008 08:07:00 PM

blahhh...
walao totally make my last emo post so fei4!
boo..

the school sucks.
wth why they dun let us perform long?
take dalt from us le still like that.
whatever lar.

you all win lor.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz......... love long 6 haha.

oh and i teared with i heard the news of the stuff.
then i heard from siu sqms emoing.
then i'm like huh?
ok.. then i chiong over then like uhhh..
they gone le!
cause bell ring le marh must go for lesson.

so ya la.
then i went back to class.
teacher came in i cannot stand it and started tearing a little.
i tink only shaoting and jeraldine knows anw.
ok blah..

sad lar..
dalt was ok.
cpt was TOTALL KILLER.
i'm like omg??
haha though i chiong finish in class..
but it's like total omg i never memorise word for word for that..
then it's like damn dead.
then one hour only.
then cannot leave blank.. anyhow rite no choice.

blahh.
da3 ba4 today..
woots so long never touch that le.
quite nice to da ba again heh..
then quite fast put back equipment le lor.

then wan dismiss...
combine squad..
kekanan lorus is like uhhhh...
cause semula so many times like more than 7??
until ma'am say "FOR THIS TIME IF WE SEMULA AGAIN YOU ALL OWE 25."
then another ma'am add on "THE FOLLOWING TIMES ADDITIONAL 25!"

{as in our sqd was right... but yea until ma'am said that then they like wake up then carry on woots}

i was RIGHT MARKER FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.
cause it's like i'm taller than siu and hong.
then katherine and cam are aliens so yeahhhhh.
quite shuang though haha xD

kk boo no long tmr need to hui1 chun1.
blehhh dun like..
DA BA SQMS JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

jyjy!!!!

<3 me

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Monday, February 04, 2008 2/04/2008 10:00:00 PM

你爱我还是他?

FOREVER LOVE, 让我用我这一辈子去爱你!


I'M FEELING RANDOM.
JUST THOUGHT OF THESE SONGS LYRICS HAH.

-_-
damned.
i shall go finish up hmk and start studying for cpt!

:D OLEH

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/04/2008 08:35:00 PM

omg. tmr was i dunno ok day.
LIN LAO SHI WAS REALLY REALLY NICE :D
gave us ex choco to eat wahhh lurves.

oh then [mrs] sandy tan gave us ang paos POP QUIZ omg.
it's like wad she said hong hong de will pass de ><
but quite easy haha.
CHEERS TO MRS TAN!!

wu long today haha.
some stuff happened.
emo-ed.
whatever.
i shall just heck care.


omggg i totally will miss dalt.
ESPECIALLY MY LONG 6!!!!!!!!!!
i love you lots.
you are always mine.
nobody can take it away.

pink "curly" long is the BEST!
our best friend for batch 40 you are always there.
we love you lots.
let's make this wed the best performance we can together.
LONG I LOVE YOU LOTS REALLY.
{wahhh cannot see screen anymore kns. stop emoing}
jyjy!


for 龙6
as well as 南洋学生舞狮团...

this song i give it to you.
it forever belongs to you... :D

分开以后

想喊你 却没敢开口

最后只有 留著泪看你走

我想问我 是否只愿意 就这样放手

既然无法挽留 只好接受


从今以后 你要寂寞多久

谁能给予你 我这般的温柔

也许是多虑了 你离开我会过得更快乐

可对于软弱的我 回忆就足够


分开以后 每当想到你 就会低下头

紧握的手 不知过了多久

我相信你 就会有一样的辛酸难受

都曾经深爱过谁 又真的舍得


在离开你之后 想快乐也只是一种强求

一个人 怎么过都是愁

懂得拥有 却未必能让 你为我停留

最后只剩遗憾 拉住我不放手


Oh~ Woo~Yea~


分开以后 每当想到你 就会低下头

紧握的手 不知过了多久

我相信你 也会有一样的辛酸难受

都曾经深爱过谁 有真的舍得


在离开你之后 想快乐也只是一种强求

一个人 怎么过都是愁

懂得拥有 却未必能让 你为我停留

最后只剩遗憾 Oh-Oh 拉住我不放手

-终- [to my dalt life and beloved pink "curly" long]


can you understand how much pain and sorrow..
i'm going through now.

也许普通人不会懂得我现在所承受的。。。

我自己也不敢相信原来那是那么的重要。

please dun give up on me..
cause i will never let you go.

我不要放你走。。。

可是你却离我而去。

你也不想。。

可是校方的决定没人能改变。

maybe everything's meant to be..
that i can't spend my nco life with you.
wahhh...

可能。。。

或许。。。

一切都是注定的。

我不能把在剩下的一年半陪在你身边。。

我想哭。

却一直强忍着。


龙六!你要继续加油!不要让我失望!

不管接下来是谁拿着你,希望你不会忘记我。

我也不会忘了你!

你永远留在我美好的记忆里!!

:] i am forcing a smile can you see?
but no matter what...
i love you long 6!

byebye.
i cannot... say it.
ahhh!
{sorry went toilet to emo. can't stand it. totally breaks my heart apart.}

ok...
no choice still..
i hope one day i can hold you again.

lurves long 6 and dalt...



bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Sunday, February 03, 2008 2/03/2008 10:22:00 PM

CANNOT SLEEP CANNOT SLEEP CANNOT SLEEP CANNOT SLEEP.
i sleep i die.

walao i still come blog wad lar?
1. CPT [impt!!!]
2. chem ws 4 [left in sch kns]
3. unseen prose
4. all the hmk due on tues [like 4?]
5. tuition hmk [dun finish tmr can't go for long.]

lastly...
i got GREAT HEADACHE.
panadol EXTRA dun work.
make it even worse.

bleh later i tell MOH sue the panadol maker.

JIAYUIN DUN GIVE UP! JIAYOU JIAYOU!
BLAHHH...
kns. kns. kns. kns. kns. kns.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/03/2008 09:01:00 PM

做得到

试着让身边很吵闹

好好想念你的怀抱

某一秒我竟微笑

体会你扬起的嘴角

悲伤的呼唤


也许在跟自己比较

让你哭过是我不好

太自责话都变少

然而你还是最美好

要让你知道


做得到

不管相爱总会有一些低潮

我爱你

就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高

看着你笑我也笑

别自寻烦恼


做得到

你说再苦也要跟我直到老

我说的

每一个承诺会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢

让我很骄傲

你所想要的爱我能做得到


也许在跟自己比较

让你哭过是我不好

太自责话都变少

然而你还是最美好

要让你知道

做得到

不管相爱总会有一些低潮

我爱你

就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高

看着你笑我也笑

别自寻烦恼


做得到

你说再苦也要跟我直到老

我说的

每一个承诺会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢

让我很骄傲

你所想要的爱我能做得到


原谅我内心交战让你好难过

我能给你的爱没有做不到

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/03/2008 04:49:00 PM

lalala.
happy happy.

woo.
friday's dinner gotten care of yay.
=]

heh i too good le wth haha

sian got a lot of hmk and CPTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!
i die le lor thank you very much.

then like tmr after sch got long prac..
my mum say i dun finish my tuition hmk.
she coming to fetch me tmr wth.
then she continue you dun come out i go in find you.
sad lar.

wahhh i shall chiong in order to be in the CNY performance on wed.
jiayou jiayou!
JYJY!
[hahha heh hidden meaning lol jiayuin jiayou! =)]

haizzz chiong chiong chiong.
dun need sleep le lor.

totally nice WEEKEND.
O_O

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Saturday, February 02, 2008 2/02/2008 09:46:00 PM

oh yar i forgot to post abt sth that happened ytd.
(mrs) linda chang niao NP!
walao eh.

she say in the middle of the class like damn LOUDLY.
"who's in NP here?"
i raise hand la OF COURSE haha proud of NYNP ok fine.

then after that she's like talking abt some dunno wad time and quality thingum which i dunno haha i was pratcally sleeping lor ok -_- but at least i listened at the math parts haha.

ok she said..
"girls, you all know npcc have campcraft competition so like got one time..."
i'm like grinning like she wanna say we win or sth mar.
then after that,
"they everyday every lunch also train train train.. TILL VERY XIN1 KU3 [she said in english of course]"
then i'm like OH WE'RE STILL TRAINING VERY HARD NOW.

her reply was to dao me and continue.
"then THEY NEVER WIN."
i gave the *jaws drop* look why she like that de haha.
then after that she continue,
"but now mr han limited their number of trainings and THEY WON!"

i'm like O_O okayyyyyeeeeeeee..
then she say..
"so time doesn't mean quality. so blah blah blah."

wah sian totally suan till dunno wad P:
but who cares?
haha NYNP ROCKS!

ps. i found out sth and i feel damn sad abt it. cannot tell anybody sad. wahhh why they tink like that de? if not for us, i tink they die le lor still say like we no good like that BOO D:

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

2/02/2008 12:56:00 AM

KILL ME D:
i seriously dunno wad is happening to meeeeeee.

i tink whatever i did was dumb and irrational and rash and stupid and dumb [OOPS REALISE DOUBLE HEH] and spastic and TOTALLY NOT ME.

why why why?
i dunno.
emo emo.
boo.

like somebody said: emo no good for health :P

DUNNO LAR.
somehow life is i dunno wad to me.
but being able to see you every week is nice :D
SOMEHOW I TOT SO.

cause somehow i can tell you everything.
EVERYTHING.
ya.
bleh crap.

am i sleeping soon?
i dunno.
depends wtv.

ps: why you wan help him? walao do you know his intention? suan people thank you.

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder

Friday, February 01, 2008 2/01/2008 11:12:00 PM

today was TYPICAL HIONG FRIDAY!
note: typical

i want die le lor almost.
lucky i finished my math ws le otherwise i tink i die today.
bio spa was ok :D
worksheet was damn it. walao so chim...

then.. ya lessons lessons lessons.
damn scared abt NPAP later.
so yar........

then i left in the middle of chi class.
then like laoshi was damn funny.
cause i bio rep and i tell the rest BIO PROPOSAL, LIT REVIEW AND WS HAND IN TO BLAHBLAH.
then laoshi say wah. 临走之前还有话说。
haha then dunno who started laughing.
cause lin2 zou3 sound like i'm dying or sth.

then laoshi denied saying that haha wth i tink damn funny.
then laoshi tell me byebye.
then the whole class started saying BYEBYE TO ME.
haha like forever wun see them liao
CHAO1 GAO3 XIAO4 DE4!

then after that chiong to change but not really.
i was rather slow causee...
wtv nvm.

then go acs barker FIRST LEHHH!
reached at 2.03pm wahhhhh.
haha :P
DAMN SCARED NPAPPPPP..

go there rain rain rain..
then urm.. yar..
did basic drills first.
mainly turning diff directions just to do hentak O_O
ok.. ya so quite ok lar.
then we didn't eat AGAIN! -_-
wth haha then hcinp was like asking you all diet oh?
haha wth.
after that was more hentaking.

then went to parade ground to do hentaking with DRUM BEAT.
then was a little on baton lar.
then dismiss lor.

need improve improve haha.
then yar nothing much. raining again lar wth.
waited for the bus was quite early this time.
then some other stuff happened.

walao the bus driver dunno how to go to acs barker wth.
then like need acs people go in front and direct haha
in the end go past ny..
then went to ask if can let us and hcinp alight.
then the driver say dunno need ask the i dunno who of ACS barker.
TO maybe?
then he reply no wth.
then we went acs barker and took the bus back wth.

ok i saw YUQUAN HAHA wth.
so late le still dun go home still go out play haha.
but damn funny lar.
cause somehow yq knows someone then after that they were like asking each other how they know me wth haha. then yq was like taking time to react to find out that it's me
lol. -_-

ok nth else happened.
yar.
ok lar training not too bad. =]

yayes JIAYOU JIAYOU!
or JIAYUIN JIAYOU!
walao lame. jyjy!

ps. nick tang was like having 'emo' face today haha. then they all say he emo lar. -_-
then tingyit was chao funny with his language and facial stuff haha.
then hk was like talking so much at the bus stop damn funny.
zw was down there got niao by his sqms

haha wth me and mc laugh like siao -_- heh

oh and during SIL.. was going crazy with SAM AND ANGIE.
more of sam though.
i tink the in front part me and her didn't hear too much of it.
too bad.
we were down there highing and laughing and going crazy.
then..
I FOUND OUT SAM'S LITTLE SECRETS!! hehe

then we were talking abt down's syndrome and how we should not call them retards
then me and sam turned around and point to each other and say : RETARD!!
then we laughed again
then i said the real retard is angie.
then SAM'S LIKE NODDING HER HEAD LAUGHING GIGGLING.
then angie cannot stand it after 2 secs she started laughing.
THEN I SAY: SEE SHE SO SLOW.. CONFIRM RETARD haha
then we continue laughing and laughing lol =]

bring on the rain; bring on the thunder