Wednesday, January 30, 2008 1/30/2008 07:37:00 PM
let me know who i am..
and who you are.
><
1/30/2008 06:36:00 PM
i dunno..
haha feeling ULTRA RANDOM TODAY.
blehh.
HAPPY HAPPY!
got someone giving me FREE MAC TREAT after npap at KAP.
YAYESSSSS.
who tell you to come bully me?
too bad lor.
haha okok
need go do la speech le
byebye
1/30/2008 06:29:00 PM
彩虹
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
(Rap)看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡的着
你的身影这么近 我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
Sunday, January 27, 2008 1/27/2008 07:22:00 PM
so it's not wad i tot it is.
and... ya.
trying to sort out my thoughts that i dunno.
haha =]
fine.
oh wells.
life have to go on.
like how the earth will continue orbitting without the sun.
:P
szw: you die. go hell haha.
nvm that's lame.
kk bb
Saturday, January 26, 2008 1/26/2008 10:31:00 AM
wah yesterday's GONE just like that.
it was rather hectic.
cause almost all proposals due, math ws [qns dunno how to do.], physics [even worse still got prac which i missed bleh.], bio prac [wah quite like chionging also. at the beginning dun even know what i'm doing.], chinese [chiong ying4 yong4 wen2] and I HAD SEVERE STOMACHACHE WALAO. HAHA but it's solved by going to the toilet lol.
class breakfast was FUNNNNNN :D totally bonded with my class.
and kena saboed for like almost everything bleh.
ate cup noodles for breakfast.. then me and angie started having stomachache. wahhh...
LA was rather boring cause i dunno.
and stomachache damn pain..
was like waiting for recess de lor to go toilet haha.
the rest are wad i described as above heh.
then lastly was i went off at 1.30pm to go for npap training.
like ya so me and mc and 41 chiong changing coz we scared we late marh.
2pm should reach there le.
but we went up the school O_O
damn dumb.
when the meeting point is like at the carpark for another bus to pick us to HTA.
then HCI people damn slow haha..
they took cab lar. -_-
tingyit, zw, kenneth, nick tang, hong kang [?] and weilin went.
then got one TO or something called denise sir.
then he's from hci or sth. then he talk to us. then mc keep saying sir in front and ma'am behind.
wahah so funny.
then the sir also quite funny and nice.
went there got the 不知所措feeling.
not nice feeling.
then did sizing and stuff.
form a BIG CONTINGENT.
4 ranks.
then like very fast is break le.
got stuff to eat but then like when me and alicia went to queue.
it's like she say time almost up.
we decided not to.
then glenda and mc came and we ALL decided to go queue for the drinks only yeah.
OH OH AND THE CI IN CHARGE OF MY CONTINGENT IS
DONOVAN SIR [haha lol. he looks very strict in the full u he wore. but after that on the bus he quite nice yay. lol] tian ye sir also quite nice and funny haha.
so yeah after break started doing basic drills with all the other contingents.
i'm in contingent 7!
so yeah.
started with all the basics.
sediya, senangdiri, kekanan lorus, pandang kehadapan pandang, kekiri pusing, hentak.
wah hentak was chao hiong O_O
the person with teh mic was at the grandstand there shouting the timing.
but the people down there were like shouting the timing faster and faster till i can't catch up lar!
at least th person with the mic up there de timing is i guess our sqd's timing. =]
so not considered fast to me.
but got one time do damn long so a bit tired lol.
then kekanan lorus rite..
i front row de marh.
so like other contingent de CIs checking whether correct anot.
then i'm like wah ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!
got people turn le hor, then wipe sweat kena scolded by the person with the mic haha.
so throughout endurance was used haha.
after that was sorta like personal drill session with CIs in charge of us.
the timings for ALL THE COMMANDS ARE DIFFERENT.
i shall try to learn yea.
otherwise later next wk change timer i think i'll die.
haha.
everything is different.
i can catch up with the ones we learn yesterday.
but TURNING BACK ON THE MARCH IS TOTALLY.
i dunno....
how?
the timing i also dunno wad.
walao. then the first time i totally screwed up.
then second tried to catch it.
then no more le.
wahhh i wan cry le O_O
so yea... got one CI sir dunno wad happen tell us to hold our bags and other stuff on our left hand. and we received the goodie bag le at that time. so damn heavy.
totally can't march. then donovan sir and tian ye sir came and say MARCH PROPERLY.
then after that donovan sir realised what happened and like ok berhenti. then carry your bags.
slingbags on left shoulders the rest on both shoulders.
then wah really happy haha.
MEICHUN WAS DAMN BRAVE.
she asked the CI "what's the rationale for asking us to hold our ags and belongings on the left? cause it's like only when we wear full u then bags cannot touch our rank so we do that. but now we're not in full u. and then other units[groups] also like that."
then the guy a bit bu shuang and like i tell you to do this can? then put good thumb sign can? can? then mc no choice lar.
zw haha also down there, sir look behind then all the people all carrying their bags.
ya so like that.
sat down at dunno where for the bus.
so like ya wait damn long from have daylight to night sky wah siao leh.
talked to the hc people.
then they tell me and mc a lot of stuff.
then 41 also tell us alot of stuff haha yay.
chartered bus finally came at like i dunno? 8? walao.
then like reach ACS BARKER LE. so dismiss then ya..
took bus back to ny [actually to coro].
with the hc people.
then urm.. some of them went kap wth..
so late le can?
then something funny happened.
i was smsing zw abt the training stuff.
then after that i realised jms ask me to like tell him abt the training ytd ytd night.
so like i can't go online so i took his hp no.
and sms him.
then zw tell me he saw his nco on the bus.
then jms tell me he saw zw on the bus.
then like O_O ok....
damn lame.
in the end i told them both what's happening.
i told jms first then he go talk crap to zw. like i know who you smsing.
then zw dao him haha.
reached home like 9. walao damn sian.
every fri like that i think i'll kena scolded liao bleh..
so no more le.
oh and mc was like down dere excited about seeing...
wth O_o haha then down there omgomgomg. -_-
can't stand her and her obsession in ANYTHING.
I REALISED TINGYIT ISN'T AS BAD AS WE TOT HE IS SQMS!
he's quite nice i guess.
good impression haha.
actually on the whole ytd, the hc guys were ok heh.
yay ok i feel a lil tired haha but yea.
JIAYOU FOR NEXT TRAINING!!
Sunday, January 20, 2008 1/20/2008 08:09:00 PM
期待有你的每一天 ♥
让我看到你的脸
是最满足的一件
难以忘记的一切
对你的爱恋
是那么的明显
你似乎感受得到
你又仿佛察觉不到
没有你的时间
真的感到太sian
不知为什么
只有你在身边
才能让我感到安全
今天我发现
沿着你的屋檐
看到在对面
其实不是我的脸
对你的感觉
你都放在眼
可是我怎么
也摸不透你的一切
关于你的出现
让我发现
我只知道
我只想拥有你
和你的每句话
让我有所期盼
你所要说出的回应
可能你没发觉到
我在心里默默的挣扎
是否对你说出
“其实我喜欢你!”
别再让我想着你!><
我想珍惜你但已不会。
i realised it's crap!
so just read if it's for leisure.
don't ask me what it's for. haha
it's really just a blast of emotions. =]
1/20/2008 06:52:00 PM
我每天都在期待着。。。
还是做朋友比较好。
心情有点杂乱,不知该怎么形容。
如果你是我,你会怎么做?
或许,
算了。
Friday, January 18, 2008 1/18/2008 08:45:00 PM
it's 178th post now.
=]
right on jay chou's b'day! [dedicated to him oh yeah.]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! i love you always heh.
I WANT GO WATCH HIS CONCERT DE LOR.
cannot cause never ask and i don't think i'm allowed.
------------------------------------------------------------------------
oh yeah me chu and pinky were being stupid today..
we were actually doing "curly boy" with hand actions up and down and wavvy.
heh
but later chu say we girls so change to "curly girls" haha
then wu long that time sim ping and i down there haha "curly LONG!!"
cause we shaking to make it look alive.
then chu down dere "i rowing boat" while shaking -_-
lots of laughter and me and chu went crazy started "woolala" song -_-
get high a bit better to wu long marh.
then hor. stupid gao chu again say what we shall jiayou for our idols wth!
then she say she "wei4 yan ya lun er jiayou"
i "wei4 wang zi er jiayou"
mc "wei4 ji1 rou4 [jiro] er jiayou"
actually i like a lot of ppl, like jay chou, yan yalun, wang zi. heh
so actually i think we wu quite well heehee.
oh then nice pingting who LOVES ME and i know it haha.
dedicated a pic to me. [WANG ZI!!!]

so shuai rite? cute too! i like him yaye. -_- wahhhhh....... ok nvm. -_- i LOVE PINGTING TOO! yaye coz she bought bang bang tang CD and this was found inside. i feel so happy hee hee. though i emoed like urm several hours ago. i totally went crazy nvm.
1/18/2008 08:13:00 PM
hehhhhh.
today was a miserable day.
[seriously]
i got 10 chong2 da3 ji1 can?
shall not describe anymore.
blehhh.
lessons are like so boring today??
can't stand it but i still had my eyes opened WIDE!!
heh pro. -_-
oh then i think today is my LAST DALT le.
so sad can?
wahhh i almost wanted to cry le during cca cause really can't stand the thought that DALT was going to get removed while i still like can't go for all pracs.
sqms reassured that npap will be fun too.
i teared while i wu long can?
-_- stupid me.
after changing and being dismissed i really cannot stand it.
and i burst out crying at the tidbits stall.
back facing 41 haha dunno they got see anot so sad can?
I LOVE DALT!!
and i was a bit disappointed in the front.
it's like seriously sqms and me all a bit sian and not wu-ing highly.
then... lots of disputes sad.
shoutings here and there.
lim jing scolded me coz i didn't hear the part on " for even, 1 go down."
then i ask again she scream at me.
nice chu tell hong not to scold me, i wanted to cry le lor.
but it's like so paiseh with 41 and 39 ma'ams there.
but at least i think the last 2 times we did quite well.
and i was muttering to myself that " that marks a very good end to my DALT life."
at least i'll have a good memory of what's DALT yeah?
I'LL MISS DALT TOTALLY.
muack.
i started blabbering nonsense when we finished changing..
all crap.
then in the end i cried lor... walao.
emo emo emo...
but with sqms an-wei-ing me i seriously feel that they're really very very important to me.
I LOVE SQUADMATES!
waited for stupid bus.
then people are like squeezing like siao to get up.
then we might as well just wait lor.
no diff.
SAW A LOT OF PEOPLE.
heh angie my luck getting better le. =]
okok.
i dunno i wan emo -_-
byebye
Thursday, January 17, 2008 1/17/2008 06:07:00 PM
today was quite dumb and i feel spazzz nvm.
the whole day was like haha wanna sleep type. yeah.
with shao ting down there wanna sleep too.
in the end she drew on my arm again lol. [third time in 3 days. one day once.]
then had very diff time to go pass physics lesson time.
like 1 and half hours??
very very long ahhhhh.
went past bio and physics quiz in a breeze.
thought it's like i'm gonna die lol.
during lunch started smsing heh.
then stupid stuff happened heck.
then i was actually joking about seeing me.. [oh nvm won't read de heh]
then got "sure." back as a reply.
i'm like huh? you sure? cause i am really joking lar.
then it's like reply "4 can?"
i'm like orh. ok lor suibian.
then ya la.
so lame can?
ended smsing on the same bus WTH o_o
waste my smses and money lol. nvm lar.
then alighted talked a bit. haha.
yup friend wore specs to see me today.
lol ok nvm.
then i went westmall to buy SHOW'S album which i don't have money to buy ytd.
and i realise PING TING LOVES ME cause hong say i talk abit like xiao jie?
lol. then she say that's why we tan2 de2 lai2?
ok dumb dumb dumb the whole day was spazz..
i still like wang zi alot -_-
ok. heh gao chuuuuuuu~
hahah
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 1/16/2008 08:47:00 PM
i shall post with wangzi's pic here everytime from today onwards yaye!

1/16/2008 08:19:00 PM
the following found below is only for people above 12 years haha.
ok abit bian4 but it's cause of what we read about coffee prince on U zhou kan. yeah.
so we playing haha.
--------------------------------------------
chuxiology; smile! says:
"jiayuin! bu yao zou! WO AI NI!"
‡•WANGzi! ™ → maybe_ there would be a butterfly effect. says:
"CHUXI! wo ye ai ni! bi bu de yi de."
‡•WANGzi! ™ → maybe_ there would be a butterfly effect. says:
"KE SHI WO YOU LE!"
chuxiology; smile! says:
"shenme!. *Silence for a while* "
‡•WANGzi! ™ → maybe_ there would be a butterfly effect. says:
"ZHEN DE!"
chuxiology; smile! says:
"ni fang xin! wo hui fu ze ren de"
‡•WANGzi! ™ → maybe_ there would be a butterfly effect. says:
"ni hui ai wo ba?
chuxiology; smile! says:
"wo hui. yin wei wo bu neng mei you ni"
‡•WANGzi! ™ → maybe_ there would be a butterfly effect. says:
"ORH! wo ye shi!"
‡•WANGzi! ™ → maybe_ there would be a butterfly effect. says:
"mei you ni wo de shi jie kua le!"
chuxiology; smile! says:
HAHA
‡•WANGzi! ™ → maybe_ there would be a butterfly effect. says:
ok stop!
chuxiology; smile! says:
dunno how to continue
‡•WANGzi! ™ → maybe_ there would be a butterfly effect. says:
-_- i feel dumb
1/16/2008 06:37:00 PM
yoyoyo!
I LIKE WANG ZI!~
ahhh he so shuai and cute lol.
hong's idol also quite cute doesn't mean i like don't come whack me!!!!
AH WEI ALSOOOO.
wahhhhhh.
wahhhhhh!!!
am i nice to give pinky the SHOW ALBUM WHEN I ONLY HAVE MONEY TO BUY ONE?
ahhhh. but i feel like having it too how?
BROKE!
pinky return me $$ please. =]
later no more le how??
ahhhhhh.
how good a sqm i am?
haha 100% lol.
^^
aiya then at kap damn funny got one ex-ny basketballer come talk to me and angie then super funny. me and angie going keesiao. -_-
before that...
sqms were going crazy and started teasing me like siao when i say i going kap to meet angie move faster then they were like.. "are you sure? you meeting _ rite?"
i'm like NO!
then they prevent me from taking bus i miss so many bus till 174 came.
wahhh.
then they still don't believe.
somemore shaoting drew a heart thing on my arm de muscle there.
then they tease tease tease more.
then ya la. walao.
haha then i was really sweaty when i saw angie at the bus stop.
then i'm like disgracing myself at the bus stop can?
coz cong keep pulling me back then like i shouted haha.
then really.
sqms like MELIA still say the name so loud for goodness sake.
aiyooo,
i can only say i'm innocent yeah.
haha the end.
lol bb
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 1/15/2008 07:43:00 PM
continued with flag pitch today.
was SUPER HIGH! haha i think i going crazy too.
ma'ams think sqms and i are siao i guess.
got demo fr CT training. i mean they demo let us see. yeah.
we keep jiayouing and it's like really DAMN DAMN HIGH.
then ma'ams were like laughing haha. -.-
then we did our own flag pitch.
having so many sqms again was a wonderful feeling.
usu was non-CT sqms. {abit sad la.}
HIGH BU SHANG LAI!!! i need my zi high buddy(s).
hahah with CHUXI!!!! yay.
[i found out i can zihigh with meichun, jung, MELIA even. for my class got jeraldine, angie, ehhh... O_O]
i like to lead a cheerful life.
bu shuang then byebye lor too bad.
haha. ok no lar.
so i was lasher. with cam.
the thing is i think i cannot do with her.
no mo qi.
coz it's like ehhh... she's like dunno la very diff to tie round lash together.
take long time. then a bit bu shun then mine keep song-ing. then can't stand it.
then in the end i damn slow WAHHHHH! ok nvm.
so halfway it rained. then we erecting...
then felt quite shiok lol.
but it's like i dunno la. i heard ma'ams say i la1 wrongly.
really meh?
dunno. haha no idea.
then ya in the end jomain ma'am came to urm...
help me. but then..
another ma'am tell us to just bring everything inside.
RAIN GETTING BIGGER MAH.
haiz.
went in for specialisation for round lash first.
then i did with katherine first for testing.
then in the end got comp...
1. melia [CT LASHER!! haha but she very lihai] with hong [chao quick also influenced by melia i guess.] -> 2mins plus plus
2. ME AND KATHERINE! [3mins plus plus.]
3. jung and pinky. [5mins plus plus]
then i don't think i can sdo so fast de lor.
but the thing is.. sqms being stupid then down there keep saying...
"hohoho." "merry christmas"=by jung.
then i dunno tension quite good in the middle haha sorta effected as in like agitated to finish to whack them. LITERALLY.
then still sing HORLICKS SONG. [WTH!]
ok but i did not bad i guess. THANKS THOUGH!
but near the end started changing to pinky said "_ _" =different person mentioned above.
then i ending with clovehitch le.
then REALLY REALLY AGITATED
then pull damn jin3.
but then hor in the end i think i pull the other way accidentally or sth...
then the back loosen. ARGHHHH!
haha but it's a job well done though.
GOOD JOB SQMS!
then the rain continues to get bigger and bigger.
learnt double clovehitch with CUT coz CI ma'ams say that non-CT no li4 to pull tight.
T.T but campcraft test is use the cut de yeah.
didn't hurt myself today though.
abit sense of achievement.
yeah.
tmr got personal baton drill prac.
any sqms wanna come chou4 re4 nao4?
{do sqms even know my blog? i think some of them knows haha xD secret. lol}
Sunday, January 13, 2008 1/13/2008 10:18:00 PM
i started smsing friend again.
heh lol a bit happy la. haha.
but i took much courage to start the sms by "yo! how's life?"
what the.. toot starting but nvm haha.
at least we started communicating again.
ok due to angie's ENCOURAGEMENT! wow.
and cause she wanted to know *AHEM!* haha
dunno la.
but somehow smsing is fun lol.
chatting iwth angie phua on msn is even funner -_-
heh taking bus tmr!
i hope i don't miss the bus she's in O_O
i'll be so OMG?!
HAHA.
my internet came back though.
muacks thank you.
lol when i really needed it for like projects.
cause it's wk 2 of term 1 needa discuss some SIAs too.
so internet would be in handy yayes.
kk gotta go slp byebye.
{are you gonna rmb?} heh
1/13/2008 10:17:00 PM
define butterfly effect.
it is a phenomenon where something is being "collected" gradually to effect a great change on others.
do you wanna be my "butterfly effect"?