Saturday, September 29, 2007 9/29/2007 04:11:00 PM
i know you are referring to me.
yar.
actually i also dunno wad actually happened between us that caused us to distance away.
but the truth is.
i dunno why suddenly i have this feeling we are merely.. i dunno.
so..
i guess maybe we remain where we are now?
and after EOYs trash it all out! :D
YUP.
im flooded with probs oredi.
i carn study anymore.
that is another prob.
sian.
9/29/2007 04:06:00 PM
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
i bet u are.
so i hope u can stop thinking im a B!TCH.
and stop telling people how u hate me, as well as writing 'i hate you!' or more likely '我恨你！' everywhere.
i can recognise ur handwriting please?
and please stop causing troubles to me b4 eoys please?
im damn fcuked up with probs now.
i have like THREE NOW?
including this?
i nid to study and mug mug mug.
stop flooding me.
yesterday the earth crushed down on me;
but after receiving a sms.
i realised it may not be too bad after all.
at least we could still... yar.
thanks man.
when i really tot we could never even be friends anymore.
MUST JIAYOU KK?
there's tough comp outside. haha xD
Friday, September 28, 2007 9/28/2007 07:42:00 PM
i understand. i understand.
yup.
i felt weird. nevermind.
i dunno i felt my world's crashing down on me.
i guess 'less' meant 'no more'.
you just dun wanna hurt me. i know.
hm.. angie i guess wad u tot of happening wun happen. :)
haahaa. hm..
i shall DATE PHUA PHUAAA out everyday. yaye xD
9/28/2007 07:27:00 PM
i dunno why i started crying.
i dunno.
but tink nv heard it lar.
aiya.
but say it's true.
it does not involve me.
what am i doing?
stop it.
im sorry i made things like what it should not be lar.
sorry. ):
9/28/2007 06:50:00 PM
today was a 'safe' day.
for people who know lar. haha xD
to a certain someone out there: [who obviously reads my blog]
im not SCARED TO WRITE IT HERE.
thank you for letting me GUESS how u feel. by all the chou lian u gimme.
and i THINK you got it ALL WRONG.
i am not a B!TCH. where i go snatch/grab/kop/steal/etc. other people's stuff.
just a random question: does it even belong to you? u dun even like IT.
hm.. some mistakes you made.
i DID NOT stick to . all throughout camp. [it's JUST COINCIDENCE. you dun understand.]
i DID NOT try to even wreck what u had.
i DID NOT do anything that u tot i did.
thank you.
and and.
if u continue to be so suspicious, i can tell u one day you'll get DITCHED. dun believe me?
im bold enough to say it.
so wad?
sms oni wad. why u bother so much?
dun trust . ?
icic. we're just friends.
this is the last time im saying it.
but dat's ur prob...
dun come and STARE AT ME EVERYDAY.
gimme the QIAN BIAN LOOK. {which i wanna BIAN everyday}
and feel bu shuang at wadeva i do.
or even having my presence in class.
for i can tell u sth.
it's not oni u who carn stand it.
[BET you tink im inferior to u. haha. seriously i can tell u dat.. wanna compare? just tell me STRAIGHT ON THE FACE. i can slap u down directly. sorry for people who carn accept violence. but this person here, is taking things like it's oni her prob. i tink yall would understand me :) ]
i cant stand u either.
so stop STARING at me and ANALYSE HOW GOOD YOU ARE.
AND HOW BAD I AM.
im not scared to say.
scram off. stop trying to piss me off day by day.
it's not as if . cannot have frenz rite?
wadde. everything oso wan to be sensitive about.
dont force me to walk up to you and start SCREAMING OFF.
if you wan,
come and piss me more. :)
im willing to listen.
today is... i dunno how to describe anymore.
Monday, September 24, 2007 9/24/2007 11:38:00 PM
hm... total sian-ed out.
sian-ing around lar.
dun feel like sleeping so...... -..-
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hm.. haha bu jian le too bad.
but i tink alot of ppl read le.
nvm haha xD
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007 9/18/2007 07:42:00 PM
wahahahaha xD
how amazing is that?
thinking i dunno what u r doing?
YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY WRONG WRONG WRONG!
da4 cuo4 te4 cuo4.
dun tink i dunno where u get ur info frm.
i know where to get mine too.
AND I GUESS I KNOW WHO TOLD YOU TOO.
stop acting stupid.
i so enjoy looking at ur qian bian face.
one slap down BYEBYE.
so easily destroyed.
wahahahaha :D
-.-
OK MAYBE I MISUNDERSTOOD OR STH.
but yar. heckkkkkkkkkk lar. ^^
too bad.
you came to my doorstep first.
awwwwwrrrr. so saddening.
(WTH O_O! LIKE I WOULD EVEN PITY YOU!)
Monday, September 17, 2007 9/17/2007 05:20:00 PM
WTH O_O!
walao eh.
cant stand it.
can you just stop cheating other people's feelings?
like if u dun like just say lar.
why continue the torture to you?
hurting other people is not always good for you.
IT IS NOT.
wadde.
stop hurting other people when they are true to you.
and stop acting like you are so pretty and smart and whatever CRAP.
coz just to tell you YOU ARE NOT.
so like you should be happy people would even like you please.
ok maybe not like but a bit.
u are just a random _ girl.
STOP HURTING OTHER PEOPLE!
i warned you.
if not...
OFF YOU GO TO THE SKYYY. :X
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blah sian feel emo.
some people are dao-ing me now.
wadde.
got important stuff to tell u lor.
u dun wanna know ur business..
blah.
let's write nice lyrics. lol.
im a good lyricist QUOTED BY JIAMIN. wahhaha xD THANKS YO.
past is just like a tree,
anchoring in our minds.
just like memories.
love is just like a charm,
bringing us far......
to another world.
cars zooming by,
i've been searching for you.
i cannot help but think of you,
where are you?
i miss you so.
there's nothing left,
that belongs to me.
i wonder if that is good.
for i feel lonely once.
in the middle of night,
i want to talk to you.
but you are
nowhere to be found.
once again i asked
'where are you?'
even me myself doesn't know.
i've got alot to tell you.
alot to say to you.
like one last sentence......
"I LOVE YOU!".
-the end-
wahhaha. so emo lol.
IM FEELING EMO NOW.
boo D:
im sadistic and emo-istic.
woah such a perfect combi neh.
flying off to find you;
Sunday, September 16, 2007 9/16/2007 01:01:00 AM
haha the prev post just xu1 jing1 yi4 chang3.
lazy to type the actual chi words out. but yar...
haha Good Friend dint go missing.
just that i dint know the thing ended so late.
BOO D:
sorry Good Friend. i said i hate you. bwahahaha.
for fun oni lar.
coz i tot u gu4 yi4 dao me. xD
lols i tink our friendship getting funnier and funnier day by day.
ignoring all the other crap stuff lar.
hm..
tho you are my Good Friend, but i still dunno what you like and dun like.
other than _ you like
haha xD lols.
bah.
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haha had nice talking on msn wif jms.
and HONG.
haha xD lols.
no details shall be divulged. -.-
ok.
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hm.. the book i read damn touching.
blog about the whole bk nxt time.
no time liao.
nidda go sleep. 1.05am le leh.
haha i siao de.
nvm.
lalala~!
OOH. mon is a good day.
i finally get to see angie's HER. yaye.
lols.
wonder what HER looks like now. :X
byebye. @_#
Saturday, September 15, 2007 9/15/2007 04:34:00 PM
eh damn worried.
Good Friend, where did you go arh?
dun 闹失踪 wif me can anot?
sms u u reply for once. 'no damn tired'
den u 不见了!
ooi. or preferably OUI.
not funny to play hor.
tot can tell you about the story i read.
which i cried while reading.
but yea...
WHERE ARE YOU?
walao eh.
Friday, September 14, 2007 9/14/2007 07:12:00 PM
WHAT THE HELL?! O_O!
i think you are very dumb.
not i want to say but,,,
do u really enjoy telling the whole world what happened?
and it's not sth to be proud of can?
like you are disgracing yourself not my problem.
just that why u wanna drag me inside?
like we are only friends?
what do you want?
no trust at all.
WHAT THE HELL!
somemore people spread spread spread...
u think it's funny izzit?
u think it's fun?
wad's inside your brain?
i dunno.
stop it!
im not so JIAN4 okay?
and if the whole class knows,
lemme tell you i'll be IRRATIONAL and do wadeva i wanna do.
SLAP YOU!
like stop it!
STOPPPPP!
have some faith and trust in _ can?
we are only friends.
i dunno what your crap fren is doing but...
HE'S TOKING CRAP.
if you trusts him, it's your business.
stop spreading your PERSONAL AFFAIRS to other people,
for you never know if THEY SPREAD IT AROUND.
this is your last warning.
or else...
*piak*
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 9/11/2007 07:42:00 PM
wahahahaha :D
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
i got most of my dead skin REMOVED FROM MY FACE.
woots.
coz today i use alot of the scrub thingy. b4 im lykkk teeny weeny lil bit oni. :D
my skin's lyk so norm now?
woo~
btw pinky's MILO MONSTER. im MUD MONSTER. wahahahaha xD
felt rather sian the whole day today. forgot to bring some stuff again
BUT GOT GOOD MEASURESSS WOOT!
saddeningly,,
eoys coming. boo D:
NIDDA CHIONG AND STUDY STUDY MUG MUG MUG.
wad shud i start wif first??
p/s: im really excited about after eoys. coz i can MEET MY Good Friend. woo~
YOU SAY DE HOR. cannot take back now. yayessss.
jiayou everybodyy!! <3
I'LL NOT BE GOING ON A HIATUS COZ IM A PAI KIA. wow. ;D
Monday, September 10, 2007 9/10/2007 10:27:00 PM
wahhh.
today was a SUPER DUPER BADDDD HAIR DAY.
as well as a bad bad day.
in short a suay day. haish nvm.
i shall not elaborate.
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eh. sorry.
blah i know u r mad at me.
u can choose to not trust me anymore.
but i dun wanna lose a friend just because of the LOUSY mistake i made.
it's just not worth it.
yup. it all depends on you now.
i respect your decision.
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good friend: sorry too. for sorta yell at u today. was rather pissed but realised it's not your fault so yar. SORRY. u owe me a favourrrr. REMEMBER HORRRRRR!!!! heehee. and abt wed too. kop-ing stuff. :)
oh and. i guess it's best we remain where we are now. it's for the better since you _ _ _. haha xD but i dint say i _ you hor. haha.
so yar. PUT THE LIL BIT DEEP DOWN IN YOUR HEART AND BURY IT. i'll too.
that's going to be our SECRET. 我们不能说的秘密。(:
for perhaps one day we'll retrieve it. {impossible_}
or we would laugh at how come we would even have that bit wif us.
i wont be a rag and bone woman as i told chuxi.
to pick the stuff thrown away by people of lower grade than me. *ahem*
it makes me feel so... LOW. [unless the stuff are biodegradable. but i doubt so. :/]
if u get ditched, i'll just console u as a friend.
nothing more.
so...
we're just going to remain as goodie frenz forever~~.
yaye.. WE ROCKKK. wahaha.
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so much for a meaningful post for today. wahhahaha.
ok bb peeps :D
Sunday, September 09, 2007 9/09/2007 06:35:00 PM
some random stuff during camp:
1. zakiah- being tent mate wif her jung yun shu and SHUCKS i forgot her name. nvm.. blahblah. for being considered as a FUN groupmate by ma'am. ahha.
2. weilin- for constantly saying "don't stare at me liddat!", winnie the pooh notebk, as well as his imagination for the performance during campfire. and how he whisper when telling me the plot. -.-
3. jung- for haha. xD oops sorry. coz she's my sqm feels weird to tok. ok for HIGH-ING WIF ME THROUGHOUT. <3333 we did what we were supposed to do.
4. soo wee- for having a face so much lyk boss. till u have a nick called 'BOSS' heh. ur gesture and stuff damn funny. AND FOR "why you keep laughing? what's your prob?"
5. kenneth- for dropping your specs in the sea incident. and constantly squirming ur eyes after that. haha xD
6. eugene- never tok much tho. but thanks for not giving me the dao face lar.
7. cheryl- for helping to mop floor. urm talking crap and giving me smiles heehee.
8. nasrah- for trying to pronounce my name properly and rmb it. YOU DID IT! yaye.
9. dewil- for telling us the 'super ... solid ...' cheer yaye.
10. eileen- for being so okaye with everything. and giving me smiles occasionally.
11. clarinda- for giving me replies whenever i tok to her. and urm haha-ing to me during kayaking.
12. bakar- for being urm ok ok through out. not much of a prob LYK SOMEBODY. okay nvm.
13. tasmeez- for being CHAMPION. dun drink so much water hor. lols
14. chin horng [?]- for being champion no. 2 and always cracking jokes with ma'am and sir making our group laugh lyk siao.
15. prashanth- dun really got tok lar. u very quiet that's what i know. xD
16. run ze- THANKS FOR THE HARD TAP ON THE SHOULDERS DURING THOUSAND LEGGED WORM MAN. ): okay and teaching jung howta kayak properly. NOT LYKK.. nvm.
i tink i do everybody le. haha oops. wait our group got 17 ppl excluding me. who did i left out?
okayye lar. i shall not be mean.
17. zhiming- dunno what to say. nothing to say. ok. i shall be nice.
for your 'FINE' face, qian bian face, bu shuang face. for the kayaking part. {miserable experience} for the milo dropping part. HAHA retard. for the cannot co-ordinate the moves with cheers part. throwing milo part. damn spazzzz. all the suan-ing experiences too.
okaye im done.
good to say i made frenz wif alot of ppl. FUN EXPERIENCE ON THE WHOLE.
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Friday, September 07, 2007 9/07/2007 09:41:00 PM
came back from AREA 15 ATC'07 for sec 2s.
quite slack tho. not very hiong as wad i imagined or ALL SQMS imagined to be.
-.-
ok. so before that i was lykk packing bag and squeezing ALL my stuff in my bag. better to bring only one bag rite? so i dumped my shoebag in nygh in the ___. yar :D CAMELIA would know where izzit. heh heh. not the point tho.
since i heard _'s in np, i was lyk cannot be so damn suay lyk be in same grp as him de lar. haha xD a bit =.= leh. den on the bus rite, jung and i were in GROUP F and eventually the grp agreed to the name of 'mozilla firefox'. WITHOUT MOZILLA of course. ^^
ok. _ is in my group tho. siannn. he gave buay song face in the noon de lor. when start camp dat time lar. WALAO hate him lyk siao. keep suan-ing me and jung [?] dunno lar carn rmb but he's lyk damn AP de. den lean on the hose reel box thing. I SUAN HIM BACK or was it jung?
i tink it's jung. she asked him YOUR HAIR IS COZ U STRESS DEN LIDDAT IZZIT?
den i'm lyk O_O! he's *give his "fine" face* den i heard frm _ why wad. so i sae hereditary lar. den at least he nv blast off. heh heh. {MC. it's not silver. it's WHITE. oopsy sorry.}
okayy stop toking abt him yar. den first day everyone not really bonded. but we went to pitch tents so it's lyk girls pitch for girls, boys pitch for boys lar. so lyk wad sir say "it's expected that we were going to pitch almost all the tents, coz the rest have not really learnt it yet." so yar dat's wad happened. not really lar. but lyk _ _ girls hor, tell me help them tie main guyline. i tie norm speed rite so dun loose tension, u noe they tell me to faster faster faster. den im lyk ok lor. den they go compare wif other tents de by pricking den SUAN ME rite in front of me. lyk compare other group's to ours *den give buay song face*. den nidda pitch one tent in 10 mins coz we missed out one. the guys took extra one. so sqms all chiong lor. haha den i was lyk practically slamming the pegs lar. haha but it was really really fast. SO CONTENT. :D
DEN LYK SUAY SUAY ALOT OF STUFF OSO DO WIF HIM. as in lyk line beside or sth. eeyer
den camp fam, we got 1st bwahhahahha. DEN ME AND JUNG CHEER LYK SIAO LYK DAT. den we go pass one group got one guy dunno wad skl "SHHHHHHHhhhhhh!" TO US LEH. D: nvm den me and jung cheer EVEN LOUDER. ok coz we dunno wad the rest know wad. as in cheers. so we just do echo de. easier mah.
me and jung just wanted to lyk make the WALKING seem not so tiring by cheering. {it's not tiring actually.} so whenever we pass another group or sth, see sqms. den sqms would cheer along wif us. trying to get their groups to be high and enthu.
SQUADMATES IM SO PROUD OF ALL OF YOU!
den found out hwa chong oni know 6 cheers. lyk father abraham, peace by the river, the 3 fleas and the wad when i get to heaven. haha lols. so we keep revolving around these cheers but still got some lyk echo de lar. hci best is flea fly motorcar and TITANIC. oops i forgot. they oni interested in the "OH HE WAS SAD. OH HE WAS SAD." part. =.=had MOCK campfire lar. so revised cheers gonna be sung for REAL campfire. so lyk peiyi ma'am was asking "who knows this cheer?" den jung and I kept raising our hands. so lyk abit awkward lar. so in the end coz grp members started saying wad "WOAHHH. they so li hai. everything oso know." "learn by heart de. tell them demo the cheer lor." so peiyi ma'am was lyk dun wanna make things bad so she sae " urm those who have heard it, or know how to sing it can join me {ma'am} along for the demo to the group." so me and jung not so weird lar.
2nd day:
went for ubin fam first. officially tink that we carn orientate the map as in read according to the surrounding landmarks. HEEHEE. den we walk one big round. TSKKKK. aiyah den found out sth wrong too. D: OH DEN nidda play the electric fence game. i tink our group's a failure in this section. no teamwork at all. siannnxx. muz ask the boys to lyk discuss wif us den they will. aiyah tot it was a failure for our group. totally no teamwork or anything. D: WORST ACTIVITY EVER. D:
KAYAKING. aiyah. got briefing den carried kayaks down. then was pairing wif jung coz starting pairs all boys with boys, girls with girls. so lyk a few pairs liddat go down liao. suay SUAY. he stuck dere. the instructor stop him and his partner. den instructor scream SCREAM for a girl to pair wif _. so lyk the st marg's and rgs girls all whispering sae wad dun wanna partner him or wadeva crap lar. den left me and jung. so i suibian go lor. coz the instructor BURSTING already.
aiyah siannn. not sian but quite fun. i not very shun4 with my left side, so i SPAM my right side, he do left side since all hcinpcc got go for kayaking course so shud know how to lar. den spam spam spam lor. all den we got stop and rest for while de. at the same time, _ tries to rock the kayak. walao. i damn scared lor. haha he splashed water at me ): make my specs wet den cannot see. heh.
den kenneth de specs drop into the sea. coz we were lyk doing the front row ppl stand up thing in the middle of the sea on our kayaks den the person beside him release the hand. we were supposed to hold hands one row lar. den he dropped down so scaryy lor.
den chiong to go change to low ropes attire. woahhh chiong chiong chiong. but actually our grp had more time than others. so oh wells...
fast forwardfast forward.
low ropes. haha rock climbing. okay lor. i only climbed till 2nd panel lyk pinky. D: SADDENING. got the gun placement thing, VERY HEAVYYYY. {i found out my arm muscles grew bigger and harder. heh :D} OK DEN got the i dunno howta say. nvm those who want to know come ask me. i lyk can tell you all right in the face easier.
sacrificed dinner for doing performance for campfire that night. not really lar. still got ppl eating. but mainly the ppl all eating dry rations. only some still wanna cook.
campfire was damn fun. but i mistaken a plane for a star. haha oopsy. ALOT OF STARS LAR. performance was damn fun. CHEERS WERE EVEN FUNNER. coz finally we get to cheer. den went to sleep. -.- so our group's performance was spazzz. haha lols.
got harry potter, weasley, team rocket, jay chou, transformers, 3 blind mice, BOSS, casino, ROBBING and terrorists.
potter: WEI LIN the guai kia {as claimed by yijung. xD}
weasley: zhiming. -.- he fell on his back while acting as jay chou slow-mo-ing the falling down frm piano chair.
me jung nasrah: 3 blind mice. { i'm the waitress too. lols D:}
TRANSFORMERS: eugene, bakar, tasneem
aiyah the rest all doing casino dealers and stuff.
BOSS: soo wee. {his face so lyk boss can? haha me and jung was lyk everywhere boss.. boss. im lyk i wan my payyyy!!! -.-}
3rd day:
RTTTTT! tot was some hiong stuff. but was lyk 1/2 of PT lar.
so FIREFOX GOT LOTS OF NEW CHEERS by st margs girls as well as jung and me. heh heh.
area cleaning okaye lor. dunno wadda say. but... overall ookaye lar.
dismiss liao den cong started hugging every sqm and emo-ing. i almost emo-ed too.
REALLY MISSED SQMS.
ALL THE CHEERS WE SANG AS WE LEFT CAMP RESILIENCE would be etched in my mind. we were really doing what we should do.
like we really persisted on doing wad we tot was correct. CHEERING OUR GROUPS on tho got ppl lyk say can yall dun cheer or wadeva crap. and the INITIATIVENESS WE GAVE tho got some negative stuff happened to it.
as long as we did wad we tot was correct for a NYNP CADET.
i tink sqms we achieved it.
all the tears and laughter and anger and happiness mould us into better cadets.
P/S. pls dun misunderstand me and _ lyk wad jung and wei lin did. coz we are just group mates.
where we would UPHOLD NYNP'S GLORY forever...