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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

HEHE CHUXI AND I STALKED A CUTE GUY TODAYYYYY~
AFTER WE WATCHED MOVIE WITH PINKY. (pinky ah tsktsk, keep giving us weird looks but still turned around to peep HAHA)

BUT ACTUALLY, we were going the same way so not considered stalking actually and we parted when we're supposed to (like cause we're going to diff places haha) :D
VERYYYY FUNNNNNN~ (i meant today, not uh following cute guy haha!)

AHHHHH jonghyun's two toned hairrrrrrrrr, total ringdingdong-ed me HAHAHA xD

you're last remembered on 11/10/2009 08:18:00 PM

Sunday, November 08, 2009

WAHAH FOUR YEARS FILLED WITH ~~my youth~~ INTENSE CHIONGING FOR HOMEWORK AND SIA DEADLINES, THINKING WHY SOME PEOPLE JUST DOESN'T DO WORK, MISUNDERSTANDINGS, SCREAMINGS, CRYING, LAUGHING, DYING, BREAKING, HIGHING, HATING, LOVING, REGRETING, INSOMNIA-ING, CREATING EYEBAGS AND SMALL EYES, VEXING, GIVING UP ALMOST AT ANY POINT IN TIME. and of course, NP-ING :D flew past.

There's nothing seriously good about studying in NYGH (:X), cause most of the time, what keeps everyone going is just to end it and definitely the endless friendships made there :DDDDDD
I'm starting a new page somewhere opposite.
But, I'm glad I had mega-nice friends, squadmates, and all the ultra-bad stuff that occurred on me. They made me grow, and going to school more often during upper sec with mildly swollen eyes. (TCT: HAHA you actually asked me that like maybe 2 weeks ago or what, and the reason is cause i cried before i fell asleep ;D)

Come to think of it, it didn't feel like anything bad or good, or at least I felt neutral ._. towards all the slogging for work & presentations and what-nots. What makes me sad is how certain relationships turned out this way now when I thought it would be the most memorable, treasure-able kind. But still, times before that were really really gooooddddd :] (SQUADMATES YOU ALL SHALL NOT OCCUPY MY BLOG POST SPACE WHEN WHAT I WANNA SAY IS ALREADY IN THE TIME CAPSULE YOU ALL BURIED NEAR THE ATRIUM AT THE CC PLOT :D see i know hahahah) ATC'S REALLY A JOB WELL-DONE AND SOMETHING BEING STRUCK OFF FROM THE REGRETS LIST!

I like my friends (haha omg that's like some kindergarten english learning thing) specifically ANGIE, SINYING, YEUJIA, CHOONTING, MARIE, NETTIE, OTHER 403'09 CLASSMATES and uh JIESHINNNNNNN hahahha :D great times everywhere, and crazyyyy everyday xD (I wouldn't say much here, photos would work, TCT I'M WAITING FOR YOUUUUU and other 403 people's cameras cause I left my presence in them, not knowing which was whose. GREAT IDEA YEAH) THANKS prisci for her nice wiring (:

I guess everybody's going in different directions, and if anybody's lucky, they might end up in the same class again! hopefully, some squadmates can be in the same class too :D (I WANNA BE IN SAME CLASS AS CHUXI SINCE WE'RE APPLYING FOR CLEP HEHEHE provided we get in then, gah i hate interviews) We'll make new friends, and two years will pass even quicker than four years!

ILOVEMDMSEET. (and other nicey teachers!)
So, I shall go and mug my final chinese thing.
(PHOTOS soon enough, and hopefully chooni's eyebrow-less lower sec photos for everybody to admireeeee xD)

edit!/ CHANGING PHONE TOMORROW HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ;D
PLUS I'M STILL IN THE I-KINDA-LIKE-LANZHENGLONG PHASE WHEEEE~
AND FRH BETTER COME AUTOGRAPH AGAIN AND I BETTER LOOK 18 (impossible) TO GO FOR THEIR WHATEVER MUSIC SHOWCASE THING (free tix thanks chooni :D jieshin & i love you muchhhh ;D)

(OKAY I DECIDED TO POST LONGER STUFF HEHEHEH)
ANGIE+SINYING+YEUJIA: thanks for everything before the dumbo uh.. quado (?) especially the former two as they're always there when i really needed some people to understand what i'm feeling, and i have to say they were great friends rendering help at the correct times (LIKE WHEN I WAS KILLING MYSELF ABOUT TAKING ECONS/CLEP ._.) angie, you're one great soul who endured all the "shoutings" you might not like and listen to me when i needed somebody since sec 2 (: and you should know that i love you many! sinying HAHA though you always abuse me like crazy, and i don't really uh approve of it. but i bet i'm gonna miss you clinging onto me walking around everyday when we cross the freaking bridge ): yeujia would be the random one, that goes high when the other three (including me) isn't, but i still like it, cause it shows that she's really suited to be part of me being sane and insane inversely :D I WANNA VISIT ALL OF YOUR HOUSES SOMEDAYYYYYY :DDDDD

CHOONI+MARIE+NETTIE(+ZC): taychoonting, thanks for spicing up my life taking random photos in class and giving me water and food to make me feel awake :D it had been a long way sustaining friendship since sec 1 (WHEN YOU WERE EYEBROWLESS HAHAHA :X) and i still miss times camping in your house piaing sias and watching FD series or even a ~~porn~~ m18 movie secretly! AND it's also because of you, i knew marie better :DDDD she's very funny and laughs looking like a child haha. AND I LOVE BOTH MY WIVES WHOO~ marie, you're funnyyyyy~ i enjoyed the calls, smses and msn-ing with you everytime!!! especially the prep-ing for eoy period ZOMG my phone bill bursted like crazy for the smses AHEMZX. nettie, with your EVEN MORE EPIC LAUGHTER and your random smses, and outings, i think i like you too haha! :D you're very cute and definitely not short! YOU'RE TALLLLLL x) ZC, HAHAHAHA another epic one with nettie but nevertheless, centre of the universe times can't be completed without youuuuu~ :] IT WAS THE CRAZIEST TIMES FOR ANGIE AND I DEFINITELY!

403'09: although some of the times i have to say we're really damn mugger, but i guess we share pride and fun together as we gradually came to sec 4 :D BEST CHINESE CLASS EVERRRRRR (WHOO, doesn't mean we're cheena okay!) and all the teasing mdmseet's times and chionging assignments etc. i guess everybody's having fun during the end of this year! :D MAY SOME OF YOU BE IN THE SAME CLASSS YEAH! (our bridging gambling dens were epic seriously especially the one when linlaoshi didn't come back for her halfway through 4.5h chinese lesson xD)

JIESHIN: EH YOU SEE THIS ANOT! hahahha the only special one here (: WE BETTER CONTINUE TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH FRH NEWS OKAY! i can't wait to crash the freaking "18-only, club rules apply" music showcase with you in dec!!!!! hopefully we can get through whoo~ you're really one skinny bamboo poleeeeeee! EAT MORE, GROW MORE! (then maybe jiro will like you hehehe)

not to forget lower sec times x)
205'07: WHEEEEE~ i posted about this when we were gonna separate our ways into different classes in sec 3 i guess. but then again, those who were close to me, good luck! :] like jasmine, suying (SIAAAA), jessica, claire, meihui, priscilla, jiamin, noon, seokting, etc. you all were niceee and all! HOPEFULLY WE'LL HAVE CHALET THIS YEARRRRRRRRRR :]

oh yes, and you were something i used to pray (just kidding haha, a metaphorrr) to have, and now i do :D
there were regrets now and then and in the future, there will be more ):
JC LIFE BETTER BE GOOD! ;D

okay another thing.
i went on a uhhhh kissing-cheek-spree on grad day! :D
people who were lucky: MDMSEETTTT(!!!), nettiechoo, taychoonting, marielimzxzhiyan, linkaiiiiiii (shuaige), wannnqinnnnn, peiyiying~ (did i kiss angie phua? eh i forgot O: and i didn't dare to try on sinying just in case i get admitted into the hospital on my grad day not good at all!)
squadmates: gohyingsiu, gaochuxi, ameliang, laopooh, limjinghong, tungyijung!
(listing them out, it wasn't alot hahaha!)

OH BUT sweet souls were out there...
gaochuxi, tct and marie kissed me back HAHAHA :DDD

okay whatever, i'm straight :B
(SHINEE'S SO SEXYYYYYYYYYYYY~)

you're last remembered on 11/08/2009 02:21:00 PM

Monday, November 02, 2009

sad.
unreal.
gone.

i hate myself (again gah)
will anybody die to just give me one more... ):
and i won't feel like i didn't do enough damn.
)): i hate that feeling.
you never understood, never. even if it's after so long.
(why am i still wallowing in this kind of sucky mood? i miss everything we did, now.)

~~(freaking choose what argh)~~ PROBLEMSOLVEDIHOPE.
(BRAVO'09 FTWWWWW~ best woots xD)

you're last remembered on 11/02/2009 07:41:00 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

say i'm not even sure why i'm doing this.

it's like that everywhere (and i mean it)
so what if we're the ones who don't do the big-shot jobs?
it doesn't mean we don't contribute.
and when we do, you or they don't see it.
when we don't, we get screwed cause we get spotted.
i love it, thanks.
(i hope i can believe in the world that sinying does, though reality breaks right in front of her eyes every single time, crashing that belief but the false belief's always there after everything)
(and for you, i don't know what to say and when to say, i don't wanna end up screwing up everything everywhere, and you know, maybe you don't, i'm different from before. if you don't mind me just solely being used to your presence, then okay, cause i can't think anymore. and i hope you really see this)

you're last remembered on 10/29/2009 09:09:00 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

it was so hard. and filled with pain.
getting this week over would be best to continue with my denial.
(nothing to do with results at all if you were trying to guess anything)
don't even say bond like a compound, it's not even a mixture now.
but i guess, you've hurt me like how you said i did the last time.
& when i see that, i have no idea why i feel like i'm at the other end of the world. ESCAPE is what i always do and have been doing.
i'm never brave enough to face up to anything of this sort, and i feel pathetic even for myself. you might not realise it, or i might have been sensitive.

afterall, i'm a 'people' person, and that's why (whatever)-ships kills me in the end, affecting is crap, sensitivity is shit.
and when the walls fall...
i can't help it at all.

(original plan: take a break tomorrow and immerse myself in lanzhenglong totally but i guess it's impossible anymore, since we're so pressed for time already)

/and i actually thought i should have memory loss or something so your expressions won't affect a shit out of me everytime, cause i'm not gonna wish that you'll disappear. IWANNAGOAWAY.

you're last remembered on 10/27/2009 10:47:00 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

HAHAHAH omg CIRCUS is freaking funny :DDDDD
(but what they did to bbt the last time was unforgiveable LOL)
but seriously, their shows are so good to pass time with!

AND i don't get why 小马's 人气's the worst -.-
i like 小马 eh! ._. ~~i don't get why people prefer leo to xiaoma~~ :X OKAY I DIDN'T SAY THAT HEHEH. andy ge's super funny inside also :D
(sigh... kid's quite good too haha xD)

ANDDD YANYALUN ACTUALLY FLAGGED A GIANT TOURIST BUS RIGHT ON THE ROAD TO BOARD WITHOUT GIVING ANY MONEY OR BOOKING OR WHATSOEVER.. hahaha damn 夸张 x)
(and shhhh.. he actually tried to make friends with 小马's gf! LOL what the shitttt :D damn interesting, that episode whoo~)

you're last remembered on 10/25/2009 07:45:00 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

my marking days are screwed.
i'm not doing anything.
i feel myself slowly slipping away.

you're last remembered on 10/23/2009 01:04:00 PM